Kellin's pov~

The walk to school was longer than I expected. Thankfully Vic has hurried ahead. Which gave me the chance to clear my head. Even though Vic offered me a seat at his table I don't think I'm going to take it. I don't want to chance sitting with a bunch of guys. Not after what happened last time with my father. Just the thought of it made me cringe. I don't want to be hurt again. I don't think I can take anymore abuse... I push the thought out of my head and prepare myself to enter into the danger zone. I took a deep breath and made my way to the main office to get my schedule.
My first class was writing which was good that means I don't have to ditch. Leaving writing I saw Vic by his locker. I tried to avoid him but he spotted me.
"Kellin!!! How was your first class?" He asked.
"It was okay.." I looked down avoiding eye contact.
"Hmm.. Okay! Well I'll see you at lunch.." He said running to his next class.
I looked at my schedule and saw I had math next. Ugh I hate math. Welp time to find a place I can sneak away too.

Vic's pov~

School seemed to be going by so slow. I really need to get to my hiding place. Each day it gets harder to deal with my thoughts. Why can't I find someone who makes me feel alive. I don't feel an attraction to anymore. I'm really trying not to think about it too much I have bigger problems to deal with.
Thankfully it's time for lunch. I needed a little time away from learning. I grab my food and head to the lunch table. I look around and Kellin isn't here. Hmm.
"Hey man what's on your mind?" Jaime asked while sitting down.
"Huh? Ehh nothing" I said before taking a bite of my food.
"Where's the rest of the guys?" He asked looking around.
"Who knows. You know they're slow" we giggled.
"So where's your new friend?" He mumbled under his breath.
I shrugged wondering the same thing. Maybe he wasn't coming. I wonder why. I lost myself in my thoughts and didn't even notice the guys had joined us.
"Yo! Earth to Vic !" Mike said while tossing a fry at me.
"What the fuck man!" I glared at him with rage.
"Well I'm talking to you" he mumbled.
"That gives you no right to throw food at me" I said harshly.
"Sorry.." He turned and talked with Tony.
I sighed and and went back to my thoughts. I really need to get away from all this. Everyone at school thinks I'm this fun out going guy with no deeper feeling than that. Well they're half way right. I just wish I could tell my friends about this part of me that's itching to break free. I've been struggling with my sexuality since I was 13..I'm not sure what I like...sigh..
"Vic.." I heard Jaime call from across the table.
"What?" I looked his way.
"You okay man? You seem out of it.." He questioned.
I smiled at him and nodded.
"I'm going to the bathroom" I said as I stood up. They all gave me a weird look and went on eating.
Finally I can escape to my favorite place. This is the only
place where I can clear my head and really think about myself. It's hard living a double life so to speak.. I finally got to my favorite place. It was right around the corner of the boys bathroom. There's a door there that leads to a secret field. I don't think anyone knows about this place..at least I hope not..

Notes

The third chapter will be up right after this one:3
So sorry for the delay :( it's hard rewriting on a phone lol.
But yes! I hope you enjoy! Kellic in the next chapter ;) !!
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