Would You Still Be There

I couldn't help it. My urge to kiss Alan had just gotten bigger and bigger during the morning.

So I kissed him. I kissed Alan. And from what I was seeing, he liked it. Which made me happy, cause I was scared to death that he'd get pissed and walk away from me. But he didn't.

I pull him closer with a laugh, most as a relief for him not getting angry. But did this mean anything? I'm still not sure if this meant anything for him. Or for me. Or, of course it meant something, but I'm not gay. Maybe I am? I actually like kissing Alan. Not just kissing him. I like everything about him. I'm maybe a bit bisexual.

I look down at Alans very red face and smile. He looks adorable.

He gives me a strange look. Wait, did I say that out loud?

"You look adorable too." he smiles back.

I was just about to ask him if this meant anything at all, when the principal started talking through a microphone so that the whole school could hear.

Bzz..Can Austin bzzz.. Carlile come to my office?

I feel how my whole body freezes. But, I haven't done anything.

"Uhm.. I'll find you later.." I say to Alan who also looks kind of suprised.

"Yeah.. Austin, do you know what this is about?" he seems worried.

"I have no idea.."

"Just try to get out of it. Okay?"

"Okay." I pull him closer to me and give him a quick kiss on the lips. Then I leave him there and start making my way towards the principals office.

Notes

I know this is really short, but I'm so busy right now. I'm so sorry.