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The End Of Time

I Don't Want Them To Suffer

Chapter Thirty-Nine
Brooklyn
This weekend is what I'm excited for. To be able to stay home with Austin and the twins and just be together without work or anything else. Although today isn't the best day for us to start off the weekend. The twins are going to see a specialist as told to do so per doctor.
This specialist will tell us if they have Marfan's or if they have a higher risk of getting Marfan's. Austin has been on edge this week after i reminded him, which I knew I should have but he needs to somewhat mentally prepare himself for this. I know we both aren't ready to find out if they do have it or not but we need to go and check.
I smiled down at Courtland as I changed her diaper and put on a black dress. She was just staring off at the ceiling nodding her head some. The Calm was playing in the background (that whole instrumental Of Mice & Men have like the feels and then leading into The Storm...ugh).
We always have that playing in their nursery and it seems to keep the twins relaxed. Like Austin and I is always there with them even if we aren't.
"Brooks, Bentley is done and waiting in his carrier I can take Court and let you get changed." Austin said coming over. I sighed and nodded handing Court to him.
Walking out of the nursery I went into our room and into the closet. I grabbed white ripped jeans and a grey shirt putting them on with black lace lingerie underneath.
I walked into the bathroom and straightened my hair as I did light makeup. Austin and I would probably end up going out for lunch after if everything goes okay so yeah I could careless what I look like but then again we always see fans and I don't want them to have an ugly picture with us. I have to look somewhat like I'm not dead.
After I finished I grabbed my phone and wallet with a leather jacket and walked downstairs to see Austin talking to the twins.
"Just know that no matter what daddy is sorry if you have what I have. If sucks having to go through the surgery and worrying and not being able to do certain things. I am praying to my mom that she watches over you both and makes sure you are healthy."
Biting my lip I took a deep breath and tried not to cry. Austin is beating himself up and there's not much I can do until we go see the doctor.
"You ready?" i asked as I put on black ankle boots and picked up the diaper bag reaching for Bentley's carrier.
Austin stopped me and picked them both up, "Yeah let's go."
He opened the door and I walked out waiting for him to move so I could lock the door. We got the twins in the car and were on our way.
*Time Skip*
I sat next to Austin filling out the papers as he kept the twins entertained. The only thing I loved was that our babies doctor for today was a family friend of mine. More so a he was Aleah's brother and we just had to come in and tell the lady at the front then went back to a private room where I could fill out the papers and not have to move everything.
"Alright can you take them out of the carrier." I asked as I put the papers down.
He nodded, Austin hasn't said much since we got here. I have tried to get him to just breathe but I know that won't happen until the test our done.
A knock on the door brought me out of my thoughts as Aleah's brother, or Dr.Ryan, came in.
"Hey Brooks and Austin haven't seen you since the wedding." He said smiling as he closed the door and shook Austin's hand then gave me a hug.
"I know right and you get to see the twins."
He picked them up and Austin stood immediately as he did everything you would normally do. Their weight and so on.
"Okay so you brought them in because we want to know about Marfan's correct?" Ryan asked as he looked over the papers I filled out and put them in the folder.
"Yeah." Austin said as he looked at Bentley while he was holding his finger. Ryan looked at me and I gave a small smile. Austin, there's no way to explain what is going on in his head.
Ryan nodded, "Alright now there are multiple tests that I'll need to preform. We will run blood tests, a CT scan, and exam their EKG. The only thing I will not do because they are so young is go in and look at the heart arteries and valves unless you both would like me to?"
I sighed and looked at Austin. Yeah I don't want my babies to have to go through surgery but would I rather them have to do so and have a better understanding if they have Marfan's.
"Um Austin and I will talk about what we think should be done and if they should have that surgery but their so young that I don't want to risk it." I said looking at the twins and back at Ryan.
"Understandable. Now I will go get everything else together and we'll start on the tests."
I watched Ryan leave as I stood up and sighed wiping my eyes.
"Hey, hey it's okay Brooklyn." Austin said coming over to me. I shook my head. How was any of this okay? I one-hundred percent don't blame Austin why would anyone want to be stuck with this disease? But to know that he was the same way as a baby but didn't know and to know that our children could have this disease was unbearable to me.
I wrapped my arms around him. "I just don't want those little babies to have to suffer. They went through so much before being born and after and I don't want them to go through a surgery but it might need to be done." I started crying as he held onto me. It was so hard to imagine them laying on a operating table.
"I know baby, I know but I think that this needs to happen for us both to get peace and that will be a sure fire why to make sure they don't have Marfan's. I hate knowing that I could of put our children through this that they could have gotten this curse, but I would also rather know now then find out the way I had to." Austin said as he kissed my head and held me tighter.
Nodding he got me to calm down some as we waited for Ryan to come back and start the test.
******************** (kind of a time skip but like ugh just think of it as a time skip)
We were going insane. Watching the twins go through blood test and hearing them crying killed us. I didn't know what to do or how to help them especially when we couldn't go near them and we had to watch everything.
Austin and I talked to Ryan though and we all agreed that they should have this surgery and him being so high up in the hospital and how great of a surgeon and doctor he was he could get the surgery done today to tell us.
So I have been on my phone telling everyone and Austin was on calming the twins down duty as we waited in the room they would be coming in to after the surgery. Austin's dad was coming down and so would Pierce, Kellin with Katelynne and Cope with the boys and Of Mice. My band was already over with us to help us stay calm doe now.
I was very grateful that all of our family would be coming to help us get through this.
"Brooks?" I heard someone yell as I was on the phone with Matty and Brittany. Turning around I was brought into a group hug by no one other than Mike Fuentes. Smiling I hugged him back as I told Matty I would call them back.
"Hey Mike."
He pulled back just to let me get pulled into one by Vic, then Tony, and Jaime.
"Where are the little champs?" Jaime asked looking at me. I pointed back into the room walking in with them Austin had gotten them to calm down and he was playing The Calm.
About an hour later everyone was here and Ryan came in to take the twins back but Austin and I got dressed in those blue scrubs and went back with them just till they fell asleep. I was crying just as they fell asleep and Austin took me out back to the room. Everyone was just quiet as I started to sob and held onto him and prayed that Bentley and Courtland would be alright.
*2 day time skip* (major time skips would happen in this chapter and so on)
Today the twins would be released from the hospital and I was so grateful that their scars wouldn't be long and Ryan said that they could even disappear. Though today was also the day that we would be receiving the news.
I held Bentley as I looked up the see Ryan coming in with their folder. Austin and I looked at each other and back at him.
"Alright. I have the results back."
I bit my lip as I held onto Bentley and grabbed Austin's hand as he was holding Courtland.
"You both have... nothing to worry about at this moment. There is no sign of Marfan's for either of them now I'm not saying it could not develop but they are perfectly healthy." Ryan said smiling. I smiled and started crying as I liked at Austin who was crying as well.
"Thank you so much Ryan." I said and walked over giving him a hug.
Our little babies were perfectly healthy and that's what I wanted to hear.

Notes

Alright!!! This chapter was hecka long but needed to be done. Bentley and Courtland do not have Marfan's and I can promise you that they will not develop it. Though some stuff will happen (; Good or bad who knows? You will actually have a vote if you want something good or bad or both!! So please comment if you want an input on what will happen in chapters to come. Comment, vote, and leave some feedback. Hope you liked the chapter and the story is coming to an end soon.

Comments

I think I'd rather have you finish "It's not over till it's over" (because you've already started writing a sequel and I really want to see how they'll manage with Brooklyn's memory loss) but I also love "The end of time" a lot.
So anyway I hope you'll keep writing at least one of these stories because you're a very good writer :)

Audrie Audrie
1/28/15

The End Of Time!!!!!!! :3

bonesexposed bonesexposed
1/28/15

Please update :)

iateurdino iateurdino
12/8/14

Yeaaah I'm so happy you updated and it was a good chapter too ! I can't wait :)

Audrie Audrie
12/1/14

THANK YOU SO MUUUUCH!!!! it was a good update like beyond good amazing :)) i loved it <3 please update soon and how are you feeling?

bonesexposed bonesexposed
11/30/14