Space enough to grow

We decided to stay at Ben’s because its closer to the airport plus its way nicer than my house, Ben’s rich by the way, and when I say rich I mean super filthy dirty crazily rich. “Hey baby girl! What are you doing here?” Sammi asked as he saw me walk through the front door and picked me up in a huge bear hug “I’m staying the night because you’re AMAZING little brother got tickets to the American Dream tour, so tomorrow your brother and I are headed to the U.S of A!” I informed him as he put me down. “That’s awesome! I know how much you wanted to see Bring Me last time they were in Aust” “Yeah, I was really disappointed when A missed them, but I can’t wait to see them and OMAM too” I squealed. “Is that Ashley Dihm I hear squealing about nothing?”Cooed a voice from up stairs dripping with sarcasm, only one other person in the universe is as sarcastic as me and that’s William! “WILL!” I screamed as I ran and engulfed him in a giant hug. “Hey! I know I’m handsome but that’s no reason to attack me there is plenty of me to go round baby” he said as he made kissy faces at me, “Come on will! You know you couldn’t get all of this even if you paid me bubs” I retorted as I blew I’m a kiss as I walked up stairs and all I could hear was the boy’s laughing their heads off.


I got settled into Ben’s room when he came in, he shut the door and sat next to me, made me look at him and said “you know I love you right?” he looked dead serious so I tried not to joke around, “yeah of course I do, you tell me like fifty times a day! If I didn’t know I’d be a real dumb arse” I told him attempting to be serious but failed as I chuckled. “I’m serious babe, I need to ask you something and I’m not messing around, okay?” he desperately said, which scared me he never gets like this ever. “Okay fire away” “did you bring any razors with you? And please don’t lie to me” he said as if I was a small child who has been naughty, way to piss me off Ben, good job! “NO! Why would I? I’m going to meet the men who’ve saved me and helped me try to recover and I’m going o bring a blade, really?!” I spat and tried to walk out but he grabbed my arm “I had to make sure, I’m worried! You haven’t been happy lately and I haven’t seen you eat anything in ages, I love you and it kills me to see you in such pain knowing I can’t fix it!” he told me trying to get me to listen but I was too pissed. “If you want to know why I’m unhappy it’s because I hate summer! And summers not ending for another two months! If you what t see me eat give me food! Stop playing the good guy that just wants to help, if you really wanted to help you wouldn’t be so self absorbed all the fucking time!” I yelled as I stormed out of his room.

I walked down stairs to the kitchen the cook just served spaghetti carbonara. I picked up a bowl just as Ben ran in, I turned to face him and started eating, I ate the whole bowl and Ben just kept saying “you didn’t have to do that babe, I trust you”. Bull fucking shit! Ben and the other boys put Kill Bill on so we all sat watching the movie. About ten minutes after I finished eating I excused myself from the group and headed to the bathroom, as soon as I shut the door I ran to the toilet and purged as much as I could. I cleaned myself up and went back to the guys, FUCKING STUID FAT ARSE! WEAK YOU’RE WEAK! I tried to drown out the voices with the blood and guts of the movie but it wasn’t enough. FAT COW STOP EATING! PATHETIC THAT’S WHAT YOU ARE PATHETIC FAT FUCK.

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