I Only Do This For You To See

I woke up to the door slamming shut. I opened my eyes. No way.... It was Harry, just calm down and go to sleep.

Someone.... Walked into my room and yanked the blankets off.

"Oh no clothes tonight?" He asked. "Harry?" I asked scared fucking shitless.

"Yeah baby and you are in for the time of your life." He smirked.

He he picked me up over his shoulder and threw me on the ground.

I hissed in pain quietly so I didn't get it again. He took off my underwear and bra. He started to force my legs open.

"Stupid bitch!! Let me in!!" He screamed at me and punched me in the face.

I opened my body to him as I was mistreated in every way possible.

The thing is... I have no family I can contact. I left. I fucking left and look where it got me? Getting abused by my boyfriend.

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DONT READ IF SLIGHTLY TRIGGERED. METIONS RAPE AND SELF HARM.

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Harry slammed into me causing me to grit my teeth. This was the first time that he really went this far.

He shoved into me before releasing. I was so disgusted in myself.

I let him do it.

He got up and left. It was always like this. Come home drunk, get hit or worse, leave, won't come back until the next day. Repeat.

I walked into the bathom And saw myself. I was covered in blood. My face was bashed and I had bruises everywhere.

I walked to the counter and took out my pills and blade.

I put on some sweats and a tanktop. Considering it was California it was pretty warm.

I wrote my goodbyes to Harry.

I sat sat outside the bedroom window and shoved the pills down my throat.

I cut cut for the last time and fell into a dreamless sleep.

Notes

Hey guys so this idea has been in my head forever and it wot go away so here it is :)