One look was all it took.

Alan's P.O.V.

(A week later)

Austin & I have been together all day, he's being so sweet & gentle. I love this so much. I can finally do whatever I want with him & not have to hide it. We're going to his house now, he's been so much more happier now that he's out. He said he has something special for me, I can't wait to see what it is.

*At home*

"So you said you had something special for me?" I asked.

"Yea, yea.....You remember that first day we met?" Austin asked. I blushed. How could I forget?

"Y-yea...."

"Well...I saw everything that day...& I only think it's fair if you get to see the same from me..." Austin spoke. I felt myself blush even more, then my stomach started to feel weird.

"Y-you don't h-have to..." I said.

"I want to...." Austin spoke. Austin started to undue his jeans & then slipped them off, along with his shirt. I could feel myself blush even more, if that was possible. Austin walked closer to me so that he was right in front of my face.

"Take them off for me...." Austin whispered. I bit my lip, feeling nervous. "C'mon...I did it to you the first time..."

"O-okay..." I said. I slowly slid my hand down his bare chest & then down to his stomach & placed little kisses on his neck.

"Fuck...Alan, don't do that." Austin whispered.

"Why not?" I asked. Austin bit his lip.

"Because....I'm really turned on right now..." Austin admitted. I stopped kissing him & got my hands down to his boxers, grabbing onto the hem. Austin swallowed hard & closed his eyes. I kept my eyes on his face just like he did to me the first time.

"Look at me." I spoke. Austin slowly opened his eyes & I pulled down his boxers, dropping them to the floor. Austin didn't take his eyes off me, I finally broke the gaze & looked down.

"Fuck." I spoke.I didn't know what else to say. It just slipped out. He's huge....

"W-what?.." Austin asked. I looked back up at him & wrapped my arms around his waist, kissing him. I could feel him get hard & that was enough to do the same for me.

"A-Alan...I fucking need you...I want you so bad..." Austin breathed out. I didn't know what to reply with...I don't know if I'm ready to do this with him...I get scared with just touching & sex has always been terrible for me. My dad's made me this way...

"I..I'm scared..." I whispered. Austin held my hand & sat on his bed, taking me with him. He layed back, causing me to fall on him, straddling him.

"I'm not gonna hurt you...you're my little ginger. You're in control this time, take your time." Austin whispered. I swallowed hard & thought about it.....maybe it won't be as bad...I can try...

Austin sat up & pulled down my jeans. I was starting to shake, so Austin held both my hands & gave me a soft kiss.


"Everything's okay baby, you're with me. I promise you can trust me." Austin spoke. I smiled & he began to pull down my boxers. The were off all that was left now, was my shirt. Once he had it off, he pulled me back onto him & I went with what I thought was right. I moved my hips slowly, back & forth, rubbing my throbbing cock against his.

"Mmmm, fuck..." Austin moaned out. I've never heard something like that out of him, it was honestly the sexiest thing. He gripped on tight to my arms, closing his eyes. I like knowing I can make him feel good.

"P-put your legs over my shoulders." I spoke, getting on my knees now.

"What are you gonna do?" Austin asked, putting his legs on my shoulders. I didn't say anything, I just put my head down & slid my tongue across Austin's entrance. He immediately gasped. I stuck my tongue in as far as I could & held his hips while I did.

"Alan...oh my god..." Austin was moaning quite a bit, I loved hearing him like this. I stopped & then started to stroke him really slowly. He was so big...my two hands wouldn't cover him up fully. I kept stroking him until he started to tighten his grip on my shoulders.

"Th-there's a condom in my drawer." Austin spoke. I smiled & went over to his drawer to get it out. I slipped it on & then lined myself up with him. I was a little nervous, I bet he was too.

"T-tell me if it hurts..." I spoke, nervously. I know nothing bad could happen though...I'm in control. Austin nodded & I slowly pushed into him. His face was filled with pain & I stopped but he made me keep going. He said to go faster & so I did, but he wasn't enjoying it.

"Babe, I'm gonna stop. I want you to feel good." I spoke. He looked up at me, there was a few tears in his eyes. I leaned down & kissed him as passionately as possible, then started again, going slower this time. This time he moaned a little bit.

"Alan, right there!" Austin nearly yelled. I smiled & went faster hitting the same spot. We were both moaning. I started to stroke Austin as fast as I could with one of my hands & soon he came in my hand.

"Shit! Alan! It feels so fucking good!" Austin shouted.

I bit my lip as I watched him cum. His eyes were closed, his head was leaned back, & his back was arched. He started cussing & scratched my back a bit. I didn't mind. He looked incredibly hot. Austin moved his hips along with me, I came inside of him as he held me down for a kiss. I could still feel him cumming, when he finished I pulled out of him & sucked everything up.

Austin looked so surprised at my confidence. I layed down beside him & he immediately pulled me into a long & passionate kiss.

"Fuck, I love you, Alan." Austin whispered.

"I love you too." I replied.

"That was okay, right?" Austin asked.

"It was great." I smiled.

Notes

I feel so shitty, oh my god.

Anyway.....I hope you liked it c:

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