Was this all fate , or just a terrible nightmare?

I woke up with a chill over my body .. I looked over to see that the covers had been removed from me and my body was littered with goosebumps.
I slowly removed the curtain and crept out of bed I walked out the bunks and went to the bathroom to examine myself.
Dry , tangled hair
Light grey eyes slightly opened due to sleep
Faded bruises on my neck
Chapped lips.
I growled lowly before finding the toothpaste and squirting some on my index finger and turning the water on . I grinding my finger against my teeth and tongue.
I repeatedly did this until I felt my mouth was clean . I pulled off my band tee and skinny jeans and hopped in the shower. I turned the water to steaming as usual.
The sizzling water flowing down my small frame. I checked if anything needed shaving, luckily nothing did. I lather my hair with axe shampoo and washed myself with dove soap. The clean aroma filled the bathroom and stuck to the walls. After I cleaned my hair and my body I dried off and then realization that I didn't bring any change of clothes hit.
"Fuck..." I cursed slightly under my breath. I wrapped the snow white cotton towel over my body and stuck my head out the door seeing if anyone was awake. I didn't see anyone so I quickly rushed back to the bunks only to run into a naked ryan.
We both hit the ground and he fell on his back, so did I. My eyes widened at his naked form and I quickly shut my eyes."OH MY FUCK! UHMMM DEV COME QUICK !!! OH MY FUCK RYAN YOU'RE NAKED!!" I screamed and he laughed loudly.
Before I heard him get up.
"Yea , it's something I do . How the fuck did you get here??? Are you another crazed fan or something?" He questioned slightly annoyed. Soon I heard loud footsteps and the bunk curtain opening. "For fuck's sake Ry , Throw on some clothes. There's girls on this bus. " I heard Chris exclaimed . I opened my eyes to see Ryan's ass disappearing into the bunks . I looked up to see Chris' outstretched hand and I took it still gripping my towel.
"I'm sorry .. he didn't know females roamed this bus now " he laughed scratching the back of his head nervously. "Uhrmm do you need some clothes??" He questioned and I nodded.
He guided me to his bunk and pulled out a black v neck with acid washed skinny jeans ."They will probably be big on you. Here's a belt. " he exclaimed after handing me the belt and leaving the bunk to change. "Thanks Chris !" I yelled out ."You're Welcome Tay!" He screamed back.
/24 hours on this bus and I've already seen a naked band member and got a nickname. ... FUCK YES! \ I screamed internally before quickly drying off and slipping on the clothes .. yet I was missing something.
I was commando, no undies. I bit my lip nervously and rushed over to Devin's bunk . I heard soft snores but I quietly slipped my head in. I saw a sleeping devin ... his tangled black locks ... his soft looking pale skin .. his fleshy pink lips... He was so ... beautiful. "Staring are we ?" I heard him mumbled and I quickly shot back and landed on my ass on the floor.
He quickly slipped out his bunk and helped me up . "I'm .. uh .. sorry ... I didn't mean to stare. .. I was uh... " I mumbled Averting his piercing blue eyed gaze. He giggled slightly and lifted my chin so that we looked at eachother. "What do you need beautiful? " he cooed sweetly and I blushed. "Well. . I was in the shower and I realized I didn't have clothes. . Chris let me borrow his but he didn't give me ... uhh ... well underwear and a bra... " I mumbled looking at my feet."So you assumed me being the feminine cross dresser that I'd have some??" He questioned sounding sarcastic. I gripped his arm slightly and looked directly at him.
"Oh my fuck. .. ummm ... no .. of course I wouldn't I was just ahh... im sorry .. I jus-" I rambled before he silenced me with his finger to my lips."Calm down Taylor. .. I have some black boy shorts you can wear . " he cooed and I blushed lightly.
"Thanks devin " I smiled wide and hugged him quickly as he gave me the underwear. I noticed he was only wearing black boxers that tightly hugged his length. I sucked in a sharp breath trying to focus on my clothes. "well thanks. I'm about to get dressed" I exclaimed and he gave a soft smile before leaving the bunks.
I quickly slipped on the clothes and threw my hair into a messy bun. I pulled my phone out of the bunk and slipped it in my back pocket. I walked into the living room to be greeted by the whole band ... ALL shirtless !!! I breathed loudly and walked over to Alice. She was wearing a marilyn Manson crew neck with loose skinny jeans and her bright pink hair was thrown into a messy bun. I plopped down on the couch beside her and she cuddled up to me and gave me a tight hug.
Her strawberry aroma lingered in my senses. "Good morning beautiful. . " She cooed and gave a soft smile. "Good morning Gorgeous .. " I replied back and flicked her messy bun.
"Are you guys lesbians?? " Ryan questioned Making everyone turn to him in the kitchen. "Uhmm no we're not. .. we are best friends" Alice exclaimed bumping into me slightly and we both giggled. Everyone else laughed out .
"FOOOOODDDDSSSSS RRREEEAAADDDYYYY" Balz exclaimed and everyone shot up and rushed to the kitchen. Except me and Alice... Since we both deal with eating disorders , we haven't eaten breakfast in years.
"Are you two gonna eat? " Ryan asked us and we both looked at the food then eachother.
"I'm not hungry" we said in unison and everyone stared at us for seconds then continued to eat The haunting aroma of pancakes, sausage, omelets, fried potatoes and bacon filled the air . I felt alice grip my wrist and look at me with pleading blue eyes.
"Come on .. Let's get you a cigarette" I whispered and she smiled wide. "Hey ricky do you have any cigarettes on you ?" I questioned and he looked at me smiling wide as he munched down on his omelet and pancakes.
"Sure ... You girls smoke???" Ricky question brushing his raven black hair out his face and gazing at us with piercing blue eyes.
"I do She doesn't. .." Alice exclaimed and ricky smiled.
He got up with his food and pulled out a carton of cigarettes out his back pocket and he threw them to her. "Take the whole thing. .. It's my welcome present " he cooed laughing .
She stuck her tongue out at him and we walked off the bus. We leaned against the bus as I saw Alice flame the dry stick poking out her soft pink lips. The Air blew hard past us as she took a deep drag of the cigarette and blew a cloud into the wind.
"So ... I kissed Chris" she whispered slightly blushing while holding the cigarette between her pale middle and index finger. "OH MY FUCK ALICE! I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!" I screamed pulling her into a tight hug.
Her pale face was the Color of a cherry when I pulled away.
"Do you really like him ?? I know for sure that he likes you !!" " I exclaimed as she took another drag of her cigarette before dropping it on the floor and crushing it under her boots. "I really do but ..... why would he like me ? I'm broken Taylor. ... I'm no good for him. I'll just get in the way. I'm a fucking outcast. " she mumbled hanging her head low Averting my gaze.
"You're a outcast ... You're a creature and I love everything about you. You are beautiful and sweet and a bad ass . " I exclaimed laughing and a smile tugged at her lips and she played with the sleeves of her crew neck .
"Thanks best friend" She whispered and I slightly smiled before guiding us back into the bus. We both sat on the couch and soon Chris sat beside Alice, and they both blushed red.
Suddenly my phone started to vibrate and I quickly opened it revealing a text.

-Austin-
-● goodmorning beautiful .. so I was thinking... Want me to come pick you up so we can hang out ?

I smiled wide and quickly replied back.

-■Sure , I'm already ready so come on (:

I pressed sent and quickly ran to the bathroom. I let down my hair and let my naturally curly hair flow down my back . I did a mini headbang and let my bangs fall over my forehead completely and my eyes a little. I checked my appearance and accepted it. Suddenly I hear knocking at the bus door and I heard Austin's voice.
I slowly entered the living room and I heard whistles. .
"Sup curly !" Balz exclaimed and I sweetly flicked him off. I looked over at Austin who was leaning against the counter. I cleared my throat and he turned around and his gaze met mine. I'm only 5'0 so he towered over me.
I blushed red and played with the sleeves of the shirt ..
"You look really beautiful Taylor. " he whispered and I looked up at him. His chocolate brown eyes mesmerized me.
His long black no sleeve tank hung loosely off his body yet his shredded skinny jeans and black vans clung to his frame.
"Uhmm.. you too. " I mumbled biting my lip nervously.
"Ready to go??" He questioned holding out a tattooed hand to me. I looked over at Alice and she gave me a encouraging thumbs up.
I smirked as I took Austin's hand and we headed off the bus .
The sun shined through the cracks of the clouds and beamed it's heat directly on us . We quickly got into his jet black Gran Torino and I slid deep into the midnight black leather seats.
"Where are we going?" I questioned and he looked at me with a soft smile before pulling off onto the open road.
The faster he drove the more my deep dark curls danced in the wind occasionally slapping me in the face.
AFI blasted through the speakers and we both sung along. ..
His melodic voice filled my ears and I was beyond excited. ..
as the song played his voice was all I heard. I didn't realize that we had stopped the car and he had stopped singing.
"Uh.. mm.. " he mumbled and I broke my trance.
"Uhh .. sorry ... " I mumbled feeling the blush rush to my cheeks. I looked to see that we were at a beach .
He got out the car and walked over to my side and opened the door. I nodded thanks as he guided us to a restaurant on the beach . When we walked in it had a certain Hawaii theme to it. We sat down directly from eachother in a booth.
Soon a waiter came up to us and asked for our order. .
"I'll have a Cheeseburger with fries.. " he exclaimed and looking over to me . I slightly smiled and scanned the menu. .

/ Calories. .. Calories ... CALORIES!!\ I screamed internally ..
I grabbed my stomach under the table and swallowed the lump in my throat and spoke.
"I'll have a garden salad with no meat and hardly any dressing. " I whispered and he nodded before walking away. I started to play with the sleeves of my shirt before he spoke up.
"So .. tell me about yourself. . " he cooed and I met his gaze.
I bit my lip nervously before speaking. .
"Well I write poems and I sing a tiny bit. I love the colors black, purple and blue. I'm a rock Chick obviously. .. uhrmm im pretty much a open book. " I exclaimed and he slightly smirked .
"What's your favorite song by our band ?" He questioned with a eyebrow raised. I gasped loudly then smiled wide.
" I have no one favorite. I can't just pick one song ! " I exclaimed laughing and he smiled wide.
"Top 5 then. .." he asked and I threw up my hands in a dramatic motion.
"Bones exposed
Public Service Announcement
Break Free
Second and Sebring
My understandings" I exclaimed excitingly counting off my fingers.
Before the food even got there he grabbed my hand and guided me out the restaurant and back to the car.
Before I could get in he turned me to face him and pressed my back against the car.
"What are you doing?" I asked nervously knowing that how faces were inches apart from eachother.
"Sing..." He whispered in my ear, pressing our bodies together and intertwined our fingers. I breathed in a sharp breath and closed my eyes. The song Space Enough to Grow appeared in my head and I started to sing , his chocolate hazel brown eyes glazed into my grey orbs ..
I could feel my heart beat quicken and pound against my chest. I started to sing , keeping my gaze on him.

○○ What do you see when you close your eyes?
How do you feel when you see it?
Who is to say that it isn't real?
And why can't we lie to believe it, to believe in something?
Look into the emptiness and step into the cold.
Right between your body and your soul.
Deep inside of all of us there's something left to hold.
Even when we give up all hope, there's space enough to grow. ○○

As my voice lowered out as I finished singing I looked up at him. His eyes were filled with shock and love ... I blushed instantly and then he smiled wide. The cool air brushed against my skin and I shuttered frantically.
He slowly wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me closer to him. The aroma of expensive cologne filled my nose as we pressed all space between us. I could feel his warm breath on my neck and I locked my arms around his neck.
"Can ... I kiss you ?" He questioned while looking at my lips then eyes again . I nodded and giggled slightly .. he slowly started to close the space in between us and he lightly pressed our lips together.
I felt my body explode as my heart pumped up against my chest. He licked my bottom lip begging for entrance that I quickly complied to. Our tongues danced and my whole world faded away from me .
The sweet sensation of his tongue exploring my mouth sent shivers down my spine. I tangled my fingers in his hair and pulled him closer to me , if that was even possible. We both pulled away for air but we still were in eachothers arms.
We were about to kiss again when he got a phone call , he growled under his breath and lazily laid one hand around my waist as he awsnered the phone. He hung up after a while and looked back at me .
"It's 4:30 .. I have to go. Promise you'll come watch backstage?" He questioned playfully while rubbing his hand over my waist . I nodded and giggled slightly before he opened the passenger door and I quickly climbed in. We drove off and the midafternoon air warmed my chill skin .
When we finally reached the bus he opened the door for me again and guided me out. He pushed me up against the car and wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed me passionately. .. my heart beat quicken and pound against my chest and my world evaporated. His soft lips finally pulled away from mine and he got back in the car.
"See you tonight?" He questioned smiling at me.
"Yes , for sure. " I cooed and bit my lip playfully. He drove off and I ran into the bus everyone was in the bunks except for Alice. I sat next to her on the couch and watched family guy with her.
"Me and Austin Carlile kissed ..." I whispered in her ear and she smiled huge. She turned to face me and smirked. .
"I could tell... the way you pranced in here bright red. " she giggled loudly and I lightly punched her shoulder.
"I'm going to his show tonight at 5 . Wanna come?" I asked and she smiled softly.
"Sure . " she cooed suddenly her phone vibrated and she checked it. Her smile quickly faded away and her bottom lip quivered.
"What's wrong??" I questioned and she passed the phone to me.



It was a picture of me walking out the restaurant , with a text message attached to it.

-Carl-
- ●She looks amazing. .. I wonder what she will look like in her casket like your whore of a mother. .. -

Notes

Long chapter. .

What's going to happen to Taylor, now that Carl wants her dead ??


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