Was this all fate , or just a terrible nightmare?

I was beyond pissed .. how could she show up late to my show AND was all lovey dovey with Sykes??! I saw him kiss her cheek ?? Honestly I don't give a fuck... I guess she's not into me like I thought.
When I saw them she waved at me with those huge grey eyes and I melted but I was still pissed. I glared at them and stormed off the stage. I stomped back stage and punched the wall and cursed slightly under my breath when I seen that my fist was bleeding a little.
I growled lowly and decided to walk off to our bus.
"Austin! Hey Austin wait up !!" Taylor screamed behind me . I slowly turned around to see her AND oliver running my way. It took everything I had not to burst into a full rage fit. I bit my tongue as she stood a foot away from me and looked me over with concern.
"What's up with you??" She asked inching closer to me but I inched away from her . She looked slightly hurt by that but honestly I was too pissed to care .
"Why don't you ask pretty boy tattoos over there .. " I mumbled under my breath and she caught it.
"What are you talking about. .. I came to watch you but me and oliv-" she tried to explain but I saw rage at her words.
"You and Oliver what???! Honestly if you just wanted to be like every girl here , then you're doing a awesome job at it TAYLOR!" I screamed venom laced in my tone.
She stepped back a little bit more and bit her lip hard before speaking.
"Are ... Are you calling me one of these band jumping whores around here ??" She whimpered lowly Averting my glare.
"If the shoe fits .... " I mumbled and she looked up at me with those huge grey eyes but they were filled with pain and suffering.
"FUCK YOU AUSTIN CARLILE!!!" She screamed and ran the opposite direction .
"You're a dick mate ..." Oliver spat and looked at me with disgust before sprinting off after Taylor.
I huffed loudly and stormed away to my bus . I ripped open the door and slammed it behind me . I ignored the stares from my band mates and ignored the calls of my name from alan .
I plopped down on my bunk and pulled my phone out my pocket and slipped my headphones in and let pandora fill my ears as I slowly drifted off into a unpleasant sleep.

-Oliver's POV-
I chased after her. .. the cool 10 pm air slicing through my body as I tried to keep up with her . My lungs were on fire and my body felt like jello . I saw her slow down and I took my chance, I mustered up all the energy I had left and I sprinted to her.
I grabbed her arm to stop her from running again and I wrapped my arms around her waist and pulled her closer to me and pulled her down on the cold damp earth with her on my lap. We were both breathing heavily and my heart beat quicken and pound against my chest and I felt like my lungs would burst.
We sat there in silence as she cried in my arms. Her loud cries finally subsided to soft sobs. She turned to face me and laid her legs on one side of my body as she laid her head on my chest.
"W-Why ... am I so worthless. I did nothing wrong yet I still get hurt ... " she mumbled hanging her head low and he shaky breath flowed down my throat and I shuttered a little before wrapping my arms around her waist and pulling her closer to me.
"Sometimes the people we care about , hurt us the most. Give it some time, this will all blow over soon love. " I cooed and she blushed red and covered her face with her hair. The cool thick air stuck to our skin and I could see the goosebumps cover her arms.
"Do you wanna go to my bus and just chill out ? Maybe watch some movies and play pranks on lee and matt k while they're asleep?" I questioned as I seen a small smile tugged at her lips and she poked my hip and we both laughed slightly. .
"O-Okay.." she mumbled smiling wide and I picked her up bridal style and she gasped loudly and gripped my shoulder.
"Put me down please. .. im too fat to hold . "She whispered hiding behind her hair.
"Love , you're light. I may be skinny but I'm strong love. Don't worry .. " I reassured her and she locked her arms around my neck squeezing tightly. I carried her back to my bus and I could feel her heart slamming against her chest.
We finally reached the bus and I lightly put her down and I opened the door with one hand and guided her behind me with the other hand. Lee was the only one awake and he was sitting on the couch watching American Horror Story.
I cleared my throat and he snapped his head to our direction.
"Oi, Oli where'd you go you wanker ! There was these American girls that were dying to suck your wank-" he exclaimed but quickly stopped once his eyes fell on Taylor. I gave him a 'you're so DEAD' glare and he swallowed hard.
"Uhhh .. Hey Taylor" he mumbled and I saw Taylor give him a shy wave. Lee got up and walked over to the bathroom and quickly shut the door.
"Well now that , that's over .. Wanna watch movies?" I questioned and she nodded . I let go of her hand and I heard her slightly whimper. We both sat on the couch . She was on one side and so was I.
I got up and put it the movie ( Bad Grandpa) ..
I walked into the kitchen and grabbed some snacks and drinks and set them on the rounded cherry wood table near the couch. She looked at the food nervously then bit down on her lip nervously.
"Uh... im not hungry. Thanks though. " she mumbled hanging her head low Averting my gaze. I sat back on the couch and as the movie went on I saw her get lost in the movie but my focus was only on her.
I looked over at her , her curly black hair flowed down her back . Her flawless skin gleaming in the dim darkness. Her little soft smile and deep dimples that appeared when a funny part in the movie came on .
I couldn't help but notice how small she was . She was smaller than that kid Ricky Olson and she looked so fragile.
"Taylor. ..?" I mumbled and she looked at me smiling wide .
"Yes Oli?" She cooed looking deep into my eyes.
"Have. .. have you eaten today??" I questioned looking deep in her eyes. Her smile quickly faded away when I let the words passed my lips. She hung her head low and mumbled something inaudible.
"I have to go .. " She whispered and quickly rushed out the bus. I grabbed her arm as she was about to run.
"Don't leave. .." I whispered and I felt her lightly shake out of my grasp and run away . ..


-Taylor's POV-
Here I was again. .. running. Running away from everyone that cared about me . I ran until my lungs gave out and I ended up in a back alley .. I leaned against the wall and broke down crying.

/Why did I have to have this depression??! This anxiety of trusting people?? Why did I have to be so disgusting and worthless and broken. .. \ I thought internally dragging my fingers through my hair and I could feel my heart beat quicken and pound against my chest.
My breathing became shallow and my vison started to blur. I crumbled to the ground gripping my chest , my lungs were on fire and my body was shaking. I pulled my legs to my chest and buried my face in my own legs.
The thick silence was soon filled with the sound of heavy footsteps .. I looked up and was met by a punch in the face. I dropped to the floor as I felt my new busted lip pulse and the metal taste flow over my tongue.
I looked up to see a huge foot collide with my chest and my stomach. I gasped loudly and screamed as the slow pain shot through my body. I curled into a fetal position and buried my face in my hands.
They picked me up by my hair and slammed me against the wall. My vision was still blurry but I could still hear clearly.
"Welcome back , my NEW little bunny ... " Carl cooed evilly . My breathing hitched and the stench of vodka and whiskey filled my nose and I gagged in distaste. I clawed at his arms and he released my hair only to harshly grip my neck and lifting me off the floor. The cold damp call sinking into my clothes...
"Sweet dreams bunny .. " he cooed laughing before slamming his fist in my face and I saw black.

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