A Sequel to an Alan Ashby Fanfiction
Chapter Ten
Victoria’s Point of View
What the fuck. What the fuck what the fuck what. The. FUCK was I going to do? It was now 10am, three hours, and all I had on my mind was Jared. Not in the “I like him” way because I didn’t, I hated what he did to me, what he has made me become. But in the way were I couldn’t stop replying that night, it was just on repeat! From the time I went into my room and saw him sitting on my bed all the way to when Alan pulled him off me. And the feeling I had right now, oh man. I felt sick but I wasn’t going to be sick, if that makes sense. Basically it just felt like I was spiralling into a pit of depression and I couldn’t pull myself out.
Anouk and Phil walked into the lounge are/kitchen, as soon as I saw them I composed myself and put on a huge smile.
“Hey guys! What are you doing?” I asked them, with my huge smile on my face.
“Coffee.” Anouk winked at me as Phil went into the kitchen to start making his amazing coffee. I moved my pile of paperwork over so Anouk could sit down. She sat next to me and leaned back.
“Are you okay?” Anouk asked me, concern in her eyes.
“Yeah! Why do you ask?” I replied to her, still sporting my smile.
“It’s just that the smile, I do the same thing, so do Amanda and Jen.” Anouk smiled sadly, “It’s okay to be brave, but it’s not healthy to stay silent.” She patted my thigh, letting me know she was there for me if I wanted to talk.
“Thanks.” I said to her, genuinely smiling at her. It really did mean a lot to have someone to care. I know all the people on this bus did, but it was just nice to hear it.
Phil handed us our coffees and he sat down on the lounge chair next to us as we spoke about the tour.
“Oh my god!” I nearly shrieked. Anouk jumped slightly and laughed.
“What?” Phil looked at me, slightly alarmed.
“I have a great idea to pass the time on the bus.” I smiled cheekily.
“Whaaat?” Phil asked me cautiously. I ignored him and sent out a tweet;
“Any fans of @PhilManansala from @OMAM following me? Tweet us your phone number!”
I was instantly hit with replies. Phil’s phone went off and he checked the tweet. He sighed as he reluctantly agreed. I typed in the first phone number.
“Hello?” Came a female voice.
“Hi @SusieYDG it’s Phil here! How are you?”
All we could hear was screaming.
“Oh my god! PHIL!” The screaming turned into heavy breathing.
“Are you okay?” Phil asked, giggling like a little school girl.
“I’m 110% okay! Phil wow just Of Mice And Men has helped me so many times, thank you so much for everything! You’re probably really busy so I don’t want to keep you from anything” @SusieYDG said, I could hear the crying in her voice. Phil’s face lit up as he got up from his seat and walked down the hallway, probably going to the bedroom with the double bed.
“Actually, SusieYDG, I’m free for another hour or so. Why don’t you tell me about yourself?” We heard Phil say as he disappeared into the hallway, Anouk and I heard a scream from the girl and then an apology from her as they started chatting away.
“That’s my man!” Anouk said laughing, but it was clear she was in awe. I laughed along with her.
What the fuck. What the fuck what the fuck what. The. FUCK was I going to do? It was now 10am, three hours, and all I had on my mind was Jared. Not in the “I like him” way because I didn’t, I hated what he did to me, what he has made me become. But in the way were I couldn’t stop replying that night, it was just on repeat! From the time I went into my room and saw him sitting on my bed all the way to when Alan pulled him off me. And the feeling I had right now, oh man. I felt sick but I wasn’t going to be sick, if that makes sense. Basically it just felt like I was spiralling into a pit of depression and I couldn’t pull myself out.
Anouk and Phil walked into the lounge are/kitchen, as soon as I saw them I composed myself and put on a huge smile.
“Hey guys! What are you doing?” I asked them, with my huge smile on my face.
“Coffee.” Anouk winked at me as Phil went into the kitchen to start making his amazing coffee. I moved my pile of paperwork over so Anouk could sit down. She sat next to me and leaned back.
“Are you okay?” Anouk asked me, concern in her eyes.
“Yeah! Why do you ask?” I replied to her, still sporting my smile.
“It’s just that the smile, I do the same thing, so do Amanda and Jen.” Anouk smiled sadly, “It’s okay to be brave, but it’s not healthy to stay silent.” She patted my thigh, letting me know she was there for me if I wanted to talk.
“Thanks.” I said to her, genuinely smiling at her. It really did mean a lot to have someone to care. I know all the people on this bus did, but it was just nice to hear it.
Phil handed us our coffees and he sat down on the lounge chair next to us as we spoke about the tour.
“Oh my god!” I nearly shrieked. Anouk jumped slightly and laughed.
“What?” Phil looked at me, slightly alarmed.
“I have a great idea to pass the time on the bus.” I smiled cheekily.
“Whaaat?” Phil asked me cautiously. I ignored him and sent out a tweet;
“Any fans of @PhilManansala from @OMAM following me? Tweet us your phone number!”
I was instantly hit with replies. Phil’s phone went off and he checked the tweet. He sighed as he reluctantly agreed. I typed in the first phone number.
“Hello?” Came a female voice.
“Hi @SusieYDG it’s Phil here! How are you?”
All we could hear was screaming.
“Oh my god! PHIL!” The screaming turned into heavy breathing.
“Are you okay?” Phil asked, giggling like a little school girl.
“I’m 110% okay! Phil wow just Of Mice And Men has helped me so many times, thank you so much for everything! You’re probably really busy so I don’t want to keep you from anything” @SusieYDG said, I could hear the crying in her voice. Phil’s face lit up as he got up from his seat and walked down the hallway, probably going to the bedroom with the double bed.
“Actually, SusieYDG, I’m free for another hour or so. Why don’t you tell me about yourself?” We heard Phil say as he disappeared into the hallway, Anouk and I heard a scream from the girl and then an apology from her as they started chatting away.
“That’s my man!” Anouk said laughing, but it was clear she was in awe. I laughed along with her.
Notes
Hey guys! Sorry I havent been posting as much but I have recently gotten a second job (again) because I'm tired of the broke life and I need tattoos.
I kind of have a bit of an idea of where I want this story to go but still, if you could comment or message me any ideas just to get me thinking, that would be awesome!
Duh! cx
9/14/14