The Calm
Chapter 56
-Scarlett's POV-
The bus couldn't drop me off fast enough. I could barely contain myself. My hands were shaking as I pressed the elevator button to the floor of my apartment. I practically ran down the hall to open my door. Once I was safely inside that's when I lost it. I just started crying. Austin and I were toxic. I blew up at him and he goes and tells me he loves me. How messed up am I? He just walked off. UGHHH. I need to talk to Alan but there's a high chance Austin's already there telling him.
Damn it fucking Austin Robert Carlile.
-Austin's POV-
Well. That was the ballsy thing I've done in awhile and there's a high chance that I may hate myself for it, but it was the truth. That was 4 days ago and I haven't heard anything from her.
"EARTH TO AUSTIN!" Tino and Aaron were now yelling at me.
"Hm yeah. What? I'm sorry?" I said.
"Where's your mind been?" Aaron asked me.
"I did something that I'm scared ruined things worst." I said looking down.
"Uh oh. Scarlett. What happened?" Tino said.
"Well I tried to say something to her before I left the bus and it ended up in her telling me off and me leaving saying that I loved her. It's been four days guys. I'm kinda freaking out." I said.
"Why the fuck did you wait so long!" Aaron yelled.
"I know you were all sick of the tension, but it's Scarlett. It's her."
"You've fucked up how many times and haven't learned?" Tino said while shaking his head.
"AYEEE BITCHES!" Alan yelled. We were sitting outside of Starbucks. The looks Alan caused us to get were priceless.
He sat down and started talking to Tino and Aaron but not me. This meant one thing. He knew something about Scarlett.
"Okay Alan what's up?" I said sick of him being a bitch about it.
"Can't tell you. Okay?" He said.
"Tell us all. This way you can blame either Tino or I that we told Austin." Aaron said.
"Ah fine. There's a chance that Scarlett went back to Vic because he's apparently single now. Brook knows more but won't fucking tell me anything else." Alan said.
No. This can't be happening not again. He's going to break her worst.
"Is she stupid?" Tino said.
"Yeah" Alan said, which surprised me.
"You okay Aus?" Aaron asked.
"Honestly, no not really." I'm fucking pissed not at her, but damn she knew how I felt and still went to him.
"They could be just fucking around Austin." Tino said.
"But she should be mine. I should be the one fucking her and not him, not anyone else." I said and got up, leaving before I said something I regretted.
I always avoid the fight, the battle, and the situations I don't want to be involved in or can't handle. It's because I can't fucking stand to lose someone I care about again. I can't stand to know that I can trust someone completely and they can fuck me over.
I'd rather deal with it myself.
The bus couldn't drop me off fast enough. I could barely contain myself. My hands were shaking as I pressed the elevator button to the floor of my apartment. I practically ran down the hall to open my door. Once I was safely inside that's when I lost it. I just started crying. Austin and I were toxic. I blew up at him and he goes and tells me he loves me. How messed up am I? He just walked off. UGHHH. I need to talk to Alan but there's a high chance Austin's already there telling him.
Damn it fucking Austin Robert Carlile.
-Austin's POV-
Well. That was the ballsy thing I've done in awhile and there's a high chance that I may hate myself for it, but it was the truth. That was 4 days ago and I haven't heard anything from her.
"EARTH TO AUSTIN!" Tino and Aaron were now yelling at me.
"Hm yeah. What? I'm sorry?" I said.
"Where's your mind been?" Aaron asked me.
"I did something that I'm scared ruined things worst." I said looking down.
"Uh oh. Scarlett. What happened?" Tino said.
"Well I tried to say something to her before I left the bus and it ended up in her telling me off and me leaving saying that I loved her. It's been four days guys. I'm kinda freaking out." I said.
"Why the fuck did you wait so long!" Aaron yelled.
"I know you were all sick of the tension, but it's Scarlett. It's her."
"You've fucked up how many times and haven't learned?" Tino said while shaking his head.
"AYEEE BITCHES!" Alan yelled. We were sitting outside of Starbucks. The looks Alan caused us to get were priceless.
He sat down and started talking to Tino and Aaron but not me. This meant one thing. He knew something about Scarlett.
"Okay Alan what's up?" I said sick of him being a bitch about it.
"Can't tell you. Okay?" He said.
"Tell us all. This way you can blame either Tino or I that we told Austin." Aaron said.
"Ah fine. There's a chance that Scarlett went back to Vic because he's apparently single now. Brook knows more but won't fucking tell me anything else." Alan said.
No. This can't be happening not again. He's going to break her worst.
"Is she stupid?" Tino said.
"Yeah" Alan said, which surprised me.
"You okay Aus?" Aaron asked.
"Honestly, no not really." I'm fucking pissed not at her, but damn she knew how I felt and still went to him.
"They could be just fucking around Austin." Tino said.
"But she should be mine. I should be the one fucking her and not him, not anyone else." I said and got up, leaving before I said something I regretted.
I always avoid the fight, the battle, and the situations I don't want to be involved in or can't handle. It's because I can't fucking stand to lose someone I care about again. I can't stand to know that I can trust someone completely and they can fuck me over.
I'd rather deal with it myself.
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12/22/14