-Scarlett’s POV-

Ah the day I’ve waited for, the end of tour.

That sounds bitchy, but guess what? I don’t give a fuck.

Austin keeps staring at me when he thinks I’m not looking. It’s like he wants to say something, but since we haven’t spoken he feels that we can’t. I’m so happy to get away from him, just because I feel the tension between us. I just want to run away again, but I can’t do that anymore.

Alan and I surprisingly are getting along well again. I don’t really know what happened before, but we are over it.

Phil and Anouk had a healthy baby girl. She has to stay in the hospital though to make sure she’s okay. They named her Isobel Manansala. Her nickname is Izzy, that’s what they call her the most and from the pictures I’ve seen she’s adorable.

Aaron and Tino have been okay. They hate the whole Austin and I are pretending like we don’t exist thing, but hey it’s my life.

I’m currently sitting with Aaron drinking coffee. The bus is an hour from Huntington Beach, meaning that once Tino and Aaron get off I’ll be left with Alan and Austin.

Then Alan gets off before me, and I’m going to be left with Austin…shit. Of course I had to live the furthest away.

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-Austin’s POV-

Alan, Scar, and I are the last ones on the bus. I’m pretty sure Alan gets off before the both of us, and I don’t know if I’m prepared for how awkward this is going to become.

I want to invite her to my place and throw her up against a wall while making out with her and my hands all over her body, but that’s just a fantasy.

She won’t speak to me and I don’t know what to say to change that.

Alan and her are laughing over something on his phone. We are close to his place and I’m getting nervous.

Here we are, I’m sick. Sick because I’m about to fuck up even more with Scarlett by being the asshole that doesn’t know what to say.

Alan hugs me first and says that he’ll see me later, which makes us both laugh.

He hugs Scar and whispers something in her ear that makes her face fall sad, but she quickly picks up a smile again.

Here we are, Scarlett and I just sitting here. Okay Austin, time to do something.

“Are we just not going to ever talk again? Are you just going to hate me forever?” I said as I looked out the window in front of me. Out of the corner of my eye I saw her pick her head up from looking at her phone. Was I too harsh?

“Don’t fucking talk to me now after we’ve been on tour for weeks. Don’t fucking think that it’s okay to do it only because you know that as soon as you walk off this bus you may not ever see me again. Just don’t Austin.” She said harshly. Damn it.

I turned and faced her, looking her directly in the eyes I said “I love you”, we were at my apartment. I got up, grabbed my bags, and left. At least I know that those were the last words I spoke to her.

Notes

Ahhh kinda another filler, but I wanted to update! I promise things will get more interesting soon!

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