An Alan Ashby Fanfiction

“Victoria-”
“Um Alan, I’m going bed, I’ll see you in the morning, goodnight!” I said quickly before I practically ran towards my room and shut the door behind me. I instantly sobered up.
Breathe in. Breathe out. Breathe in. What the fuck. Breathe out. Breathe in. I can’t fucking breathe. I feel like all the walls are closing in on me, I need to get out of my clothes. I tear my dress off and change into a pair of loose tracksuit pants and a crop top, the looseness of the clothes helped a little. I put my face in my hands and pulled my hair back, trying to stop the tears, and I did stop them. Thankfully right before Alan barged in and shut the door behind him and saw me standing there.
“Victoria...” he whispered, “What’s wrong?” Alan also appeared to have sobered up.
“Nothing,” I lied, “Just seeing Jared here, it makes me angry because he told me he wanted me to be your tour manager the night before the fucking tour! If I was going to be your tour manager for just a month then Jared should’ve just toured with you instead of me.” Alan just stood there, not knowing what to say.
“At first when I was told to tour with you guys, I didn’t want to, I was scared I would screw up and ruin everything but now that I’m here I don’t want to leave because I’m having so much fun with the band; I’m having so much fun with you, Alan… Just… While Jared is here, can we not show any signs of an ‘us’?”
“Look, Vic, the band doesn’t want you to leave…” Alan started to say before I cut him off.
“Either I stay your tour manager for the rest of the tour and Jared leaves, or Jared can tour and I’ll leave.”
Alan stared at me, shocked. I know it was a cruel thing to do, putting Alan in that ‘it’s either me or Jared’ situation but I honestly didn’t feel like I had a choice because Jared has never had a problem with touching me inappropriately in public before so what would happen if we shared a bus?! And with that very thought I could feel my chest start to tighten, I could hear my heart beating faster and faster and my breaths became short and quick. Lucky for me, Alan was too wrapped up in his own world to notice me showing signs of a panic attack.
“Look,” I gasped, “I’m sorry for putting you in this position but if you could ask Jared to leave that would be great.” I tried to put a smile on my face but failed.
“If you could do that now that would be great.” I just needed Alan out of the room so I can get rid of this panic attack.
“I’ll explain to the guys and we will talk to Jared.” He said bluntly. I know he was a little mad, putting him in this situation was something I never wanted to happen but I refused to stay if Jared would be with us. I didn’t need that kind of stress right now. I ran up to the door and made sure it was closed properly, turned off the light, walked up to my bed and curled into a ball.
After twenty minutes of me just staring blankly into the darkness, someone entered my bedroom.
“Alan?” I searched into the darkness for a clue as to who had entered.
“No. Try again.” I froze. Why was Jared in my room? He flicked on the switch, allowing light to flood into the room. I squinted whilst I waited for my eyes to adjust to the sudden brightness.
“What do you want Jared?” I said, emotionlessly.
“Just to inform you with what is happening. The boys explained to me that they wanted me to leave and continue with you as their tour manager, but I’m afraid I can’t let that happen…” Jared said with a grin.
“Fine, now if you’ll excuse me I need to pack my bags and arrange flights back-”
“Ah ah ah ah ah. I’m not finished. I informed Of Mice And Men how I’m here monitoring your performance as a tour guide so we are both staying.” Jared finished.
“And if I refuse and leave?” I pondered. I think I already knew the answer to that.
“You’ll be fired.” Jared informed me.
“You can’t do this Jared. Please, just let me leave!” I spoke through gritted teeth. This honestly could not be happening. Jared came within an inch of my face, stroked my face and whispered;
“I’ve already done this, and I am not keeping you here against your will. You are free to go if you feel like job hunting when you get back home.”
Jared walked towards the door, when he reached it he turned back to me.
“And may I just remind you that if you are qualified enough for a job interview, you still need a letter of recommendation. From me. And I may write it very poorly which can cost you potential occupations.” He turned off the light and slammed the door, making me jump. I crawled onto my bed and sobbed into my pillow.

Notes

Well I'm off to bed guys! I'll upload a few more chapters tomorrow! Even though I have just uploaded chapter 8 I am up to Chapter 13 on my computer :)

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