Space Enough To Grow
All night, I dream of water
Alan POV
Austin met my mom, cuddled me on my bed and I kissed his neck. Holy friggin shit! He admitted I am the first guy he's ever liked this way. I was actually glad, but everything will be harder from now on. I don't want people at school to know that I'm gay and I don't think Austin wants it either. He's very free spirited though, he probably wouldn't care.
''So, my little ginger princess. I'll be leaving now. Walk to school with me tomorrow?'' He asked and smiled. I loved his smile, it was just so sincere and it made me smile too in just a second.
''Sure, meet me at the crossroad at 7:30?'' He nodded and I escorted him to the door where he said goodbye to my mom and when she left to the living room, he pulled me into a hug and pressed a gentle kiss on my cheek. I was spaced out. Earth to Alan, I wasn't there.
I wasn't usually like this. I mean I was a little shy at first, but Austin made me very nervous, because he was really extraordinary and I've never met someone like him before. So I was trying not to fuck up anything, since he made my stomach go butterfly crazy. After he went home my mom called me to the living room.
I sat down on the sofa next to her and she gave me this look. I knew what this was about.
''Austin seems like a sweet kid.'' She said and winked at me.
''Mooom, what's that supposed to mean. I mean, he is sweet, but what's with the wink.'' I replied, making a weird face, pretending like nothing was going on.
''Alan, I could see it in a second, you're not fooling anyone.'' I rolled my eyes and smiled at her.
''See what?'' I was playing dumb.
''You like that boy. I can see how you look at him. It's okay, you can tell me anything, you know that.'' She said and put her hand over my shoulders.
''I know mom, thanks. I love you.'' I said and sat there, watching tv with her.''Changing the subject huh?'' She joked. ''I love you too baby.''
After a while I went up to my room, bed time. I couldn't wait to see Austin again tomorrow.
I was sitting at the beach with my feet buried into the warm sand. I felt hands softly sliding up and down my back and I could smell the sun tan lotion. Then those arms wrapped around me as someone pressed himself against me, kissing me on the cheek.
''All done princess, do you want something to drink?'' I recognized one of my favorite sounds in the world, Austin's voice.
''Sure, thank you.'' I replied, holding his hand and interlocking our fingers. I turned to him, he looked amazing. The sunshine made me see those beautiful little freckles clearly and his RayBan sunglasses made him look even more stunning. His hair was perfect, like the day I met him.
''There you go.'' He said and handed me a beer. I melted, but not because of the sun and heat, but because of his smile. It could cure diseases, I swear.
''Thank you.'' I replied.
''Wanna go for a swim?'' He asked. I nodded, took a sip of my beer and took his hand.
We walked to the water and slowly, he led me in. When we were a bit deeper, he pulled his arms around me and slowly pressed his lips against mine. I returned the kiss. His tongue was slowly begging for an entrance and I let him… I wanted it so bad. I closed my eyes. When I opened them again, I was laying on the beach with Austin on top of me, slowly touching me everywhere, grinding on me…
I woke up at 6:45, when the alarm on my cell started squeeling. I was covered in sweat and I needed a shower badly. I got up and looked down my pants – boner. Awesome.
After a shower, helping myself (if you know what I mean) and eating my breakfast I went to meet Austin at the crossroad.
When I saw him coming, my heart started beating really fast. I kept thinking about that dream and the beach. Snap out of it Alan!
''Hi princess!'' He greeted me and pulled me into a hug. I put my arms around him.
''Hey.'' I greeted back. We walked to the school, talking about random stuff.
Two months passed and things were going pretty great. Me and Austin got much closer, became really good friends. I'd come and see him at games and he would practice guitar with me. We were also study partners at school, he met my dad and I met his. His dad bought a little place right on the beach, just 30 minutes from here. Austin came up with this great idea that we could go there for a weekend to chill out a bit, have some fun. It sounded great and our parents had no problem with it or whatsoever.
So we decided to go. We would leave on a Friday afternoon and come back on a Sunday afternoon. Austin's dad already bought some food and stacked the kitchen, so we just packed the rest. Our parents could drive us, but we insisted on taking the bus, it wasn't far.
We were sitting on the bus in no time, and my head was again, resting on Austin's shoulder. We were looking through the window, just waiting to arrive, throw ourselves in the water, enjoy the sun and relax.
Butterflies in my stomach were going fucking insane.
Austin met my mom, cuddled me on my bed and I kissed his neck. Holy friggin shit! He admitted I am the first guy he's ever liked this way. I was actually glad, but everything will be harder from now on. I don't want people at school to know that I'm gay and I don't think Austin wants it either. He's very free spirited though, he probably wouldn't care.
''So, my little ginger princess. I'll be leaving now. Walk to school with me tomorrow?'' He asked and smiled. I loved his smile, it was just so sincere and it made me smile too in just a second.
''Sure, meet me at the crossroad at 7:30?'' He nodded and I escorted him to the door where he said goodbye to my mom and when she left to the living room, he pulled me into a hug and pressed a gentle kiss on my cheek. I was spaced out. Earth to Alan, I wasn't there.
I wasn't usually like this. I mean I was a little shy at first, but Austin made me very nervous, because he was really extraordinary and I've never met someone like him before. So I was trying not to fuck up anything, since he made my stomach go butterfly crazy. After he went home my mom called me to the living room.
I sat down on the sofa next to her and she gave me this look. I knew what this was about.
''Austin seems like a sweet kid.'' She said and winked at me.
''Mooom, what's that supposed to mean. I mean, he is sweet, but what's with the wink.'' I replied, making a weird face, pretending like nothing was going on.
''Alan, I could see it in a second, you're not fooling anyone.'' I rolled my eyes and smiled at her.
''See what?'' I was playing dumb.
''You like that boy. I can see how you look at him. It's okay, you can tell me anything, you know that.'' She said and put her hand over my shoulders.
''I know mom, thanks. I love you.'' I said and sat there, watching tv with her.''Changing the subject huh?'' She joked. ''I love you too baby.''
After a while I went up to my room, bed time. I couldn't wait to see Austin again tomorrow.
I was sitting at the beach with my feet buried into the warm sand. I felt hands softly sliding up and down my back and I could smell the sun tan lotion. Then those arms wrapped around me as someone pressed himself against me, kissing me on the cheek.
''All done princess, do you want something to drink?'' I recognized one of my favorite sounds in the world, Austin's voice.
''Sure, thank you.'' I replied, holding his hand and interlocking our fingers. I turned to him, he looked amazing. The sunshine made me see those beautiful little freckles clearly and his RayBan sunglasses made him look even more stunning. His hair was perfect, like the day I met him.
''There you go.'' He said and handed me a beer. I melted, but not because of the sun and heat, but because of his smile. It could cure diseases, I swear.
''Thank you.'' I replied.
''Wanna go for a swim?'' He asked. I nodded, took a sip of my beer and took his hand.
We walked to the water and slowly, he led me in. When we were a bit deeper, he pulled his arms around me and slowly pressed his lips against mine. I returned the kiss. His tongue was slowly begging for an entrance and I let him… I wanted it so bad. I closed my eyes. When I opened them again, I was laying on the beach with Austin on top of me, slowly touching me everywhere, grinding on me…
I woke up at 6:45, when the alarm on my cell started squeeling. I was covered in sweat and I needed a shower badly. I got up and looked down my pants – boner. Awesome.
After a shower, helping myself (if you know what I mean) and eating my breakfast I went to meet Austin at the crossroad.
When I saw him coming, my heart started beating really fast. I kept thinking about that dream and the beach. Snap out of it Alan!
''Hi princess!'' He greeted me and pulled me into a hug. I put my arms around him.
''Hey.'' I greeted back. We walked to the school, talking about random stuff.
Two months passed and things were going pretty great. Me and Austin got much closer, became really good friends. I'd come and see him at games and he would practice guitar with me. We were also study partners at school, he met my dad and I met his. His dad bought a little place right on the beach, just 30 minutes from here. Austin came up with this great idea that we could go there for a weekend to chill out a bit, have some fun. It sounded great and our parents had no problem with it or whatsoever.
So we decided to go. We would leave on a Friday afternoon and come back on a Sunday afternoon. Austin's dad already bought some food and stacked the kitchen, so we just packed the rest. Our parents could drive us, but we insisted on taking the bus, it wasn't far.
We were sitting on the bus in no time, and my head was again, resting on Austin's shoulder. We were looking through the window, just waiting to arrive, throw ourselves in the water, enjoy the sun and relax.
Butterflies in my stomach were going fucking insane.
Notes
SO sorry I haven't updated for almost a week, I've been sick :SI'm better now, so here's another chapter, hope you guys like it :)
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10/20/14