MIGHT BE TRIGGERING TO SOME, MENTION OF RAPE

Alan POV

Austin was being a little paranoid. Ever since Tyler returned and Josh appeared, he's been stressed and worried about me. I kinda started to care less and less and was convincing him that we'll be alright. He heard a noise and left downstairs and I decided that, since I had to wait in the room, I'd take a shower. I got undressed and got the water running. I stepped into the shower and closed my curtain. Shit, best feeling ever. Hot shower always feels good, especially after a long day. After a few minutes, he still wasn't back. Then I heard the door opening, but the voice calling my name wasn't his.

Suddenly someone tore off my shower curtain. ''Surprise Alan! I suggest you come with me.'' It was Tyler.

''Where is Austin?'' I yelled at him, while he was dragging me out, grabbing my arm. ''Don't you worry about him, princess.'' He said and pushed me on the bed naked. I tried to fight back, but he was stronger than me. ''Don't call me that, don't you dare call me that.'' He rolled me over, so I wasn't facing him, and he pulled my arms behind my back and squeezed them tightly, by the wrists.

''Tyler, what the fuck are you doing? HELP, AUSTIN! HELP ME... SOMEBODY!!!'' I was yelling out, but Austin was nowhere to be found. What if they hurt him? I will never forgive myself!

''Be calm princess, I've got a treat for you.'' He started unzipping his pants and pulled out his penis. ''No, nooo, stop it!'' I was really struggling, I tried making him let go of my arms, but I couldn't. I just couldn't. ''Shut the fuck up!'' He yelled back at me and stuffed a sock into my mouth, that he found on the floor. Tears were streaming down my face and then I felt such pain, all over my body, felt like I fell into a hole filled with needles. The more he was enjoying himself, the more I was losing it. By the time he finished, I would just lie there, completely still.
''I bet I was better than your pussy boyfriend. After all, he let me do this. See you princess.'' That was the last thing I remember him saying, followed by a kiss on the cheek. Then all I saw is black... a whole lot of it.

I woke up in a hospital, lying on my stomach. Austin was sleeping on the chair next to me. ''Austin?'' I whispered.
''Huh, what? Yeah, I'm here.'' He replied after quickly opening his eyes. ''Jesus Alan, how are you feeling?'' His eyes were dried out and red, I know he was crying.
''I'm alright, I guess.'' I wasn't supposed to flex my butt muscles, because it would result in a high amount of pain. ''What happened?'' I asked.

''Josh and Tyler came to talk to you, but I said no and shut the door. The came barging through the kitchen window that we left open. While I was getting us snacks, Josh jumped on me and we got into a fight and that son of a bitch Tyler went after you. Alan... I'm...'' His eyes were getting teary again. ''I'm so sorry, I failed you, I shouldn't have let him go after you, look what he did to you, he gave you stitches!''

I reached out my hand into his. ''I got stitches? How many? Stop crying right now Austin. None of this is your fault! Tyler is a jerk and I'll report him to the police, you bet I will. He won't get away with this.'' I was devastated to see Austin like this and I was deeply shocked because of what Tyler did to me. But I had to remain strong. As much as I was trying to fall down, I wanted to rise up. Austin had enough of hard time when his mom died. I must be calm, so he won't do anything stupid.
''You got 3 stitches. The doctor says you'll be fine. They'll remove them in a week. But you're gonna have to stay here until they do. I'll visit you ever day, promise. I already talked to your parents about school, I'll help you with homework and keep you posted.''
''My parents? They're here? Shit.'' I felt a little embarrassed.

''Yes, they're coming to visit you in a few hours. Also, my dad already came to see you and brought you this.'' He showed me the most beautiful bouquet of flowers and a get well soon balloon and card. Also, there was a lot of chocolate.
''Wow, that's so sweet. Thank you Austin, please don't blame yourself. Go home, rest. I'm gonna take a nap and I'll see you later.'' I said and he came up to me and kissed me.
''I'll see you Alan, rest. Bye.'' He said and left.
I then cried. I cried like a little child, inconsolably. I just had to let it all out.

Notes

[credit for the title goes to: Evanescence]