the way I feel about you

Me and Alan left to get a coffee at a near coffee shop. We walked inside and waited in line to give our orders. Alan was on his phone scrolling through Twitter. I looked over my shoulder when something caought my attention. A purple hair girl was sitting across the room reading a book. I looked back at Alan then at her. I am gonna try to fux everything even though she might be with Oli right now. "Hey man I'll be right back" I told Alan. He didn't seem to care because he just shrugged and kept his eyes on his phone.


I walked over to the table and say down. She looked at me before lowering her book. "Hey Pix" I have her a sly smile. She sighed took a sip of her coffee. "What do you want Austin" she said in a low voice. I sighed and rested my hand on top of hers. She quickly pulled back "I wanted to talk to you" I said not sure if she wanted to. She looked down at her book and shook her head. "There's nothing to talk about" she said. "Pleas Pixy let me explain everything" I pleaded. She looked up ay me am nodded "fine but not here" she said. I smiled and nodded "can I take you out for lunch" I asked. She nodded "don't try anything funny Carlile" she said. I chuckled and nodded rubbing the back of my neck.


Alan came back with our orders and sat on the table opposite of me. He was wearing a huge smile on his face. I rose an eyebrow "what" I asked taking a sip of coffee. He pulled out a piece of paper with a number on it. "It's hers" he said pointing at the girl behind the counter. I laughed and nodded "you gonna call her" I asked. He laughed "of course I am" he said. Irrolled my eyes. Should I tell him or not. If I do he's gonns want to come with me. But he is her brother. But then that means I won't get alone time with her. Better not. I took one last sip of coffee and stood up. "Well I'm gonna head off I need to go" I said trying to think of a good excuse. "Where you off to?" He asked. "I...uh...to a interview they texted me about before I got here" I said. He seemed to believe it,he nodded.


I was walking back to the hotel to shower before lunch with Pixy. I texted here to ask where and what time.
Austin:hey what time and where
Pixy:doesn't matter where and at 6
Austin:uh ok can I pick you up or should we meet somewhere?
Pixy:no I can meet you at the place just tell me where
Austin: can't I just pick you up easier to find a place
Pixy:no now I have to go Oli's back :)
I gripped my phone tighter when she said that. Is she really that happy with him? Whatever I maybe winning her back today. But I hope I don't do or say something that can ruin my chance.


I took a quick shower and changed. I decided just to meet at a small park instead of a place. I texted her and made my way over. I waited for her on a park bench. Some fans even noticed me and took some pictures and autographs. I saw Pixy walking and I waved my hand. She came up to me and I smiled. I patted the seat next to me and she sat down a few inches keeping her distance. "So how have you been" I asked her. She turned to face me "Austin no small talk we are gonna talk about nothing that matters anymore" she said. God I loved the way she said my name. I nodded "Pix I swear that night when you saw me and-" she didn't even let me finish. "Austin it's fine like I said that night I was nothing but a distraction and a toy I get it" she said. "No Pixy you weren't I swear I loved you I love you ,Pixy that night I was waiting for you to come back,I have no idea how she got in. She kissed me I swear and I tried pulling her off" I said. "I get it but you wanted me gone" she whispered the last part. I shook my head "no I didn't" she looked up at me with tears in her eyes "then why did Alan say that was your idea" she said trying hard to hold back a sob. "Because it was but I didn't mean it literally..Pixy I love you and I will never stop even if you are with Oli I will fight for you pleas just come back to me" I said hopping she'd say yes. She looked down and shook her head. "No Austin I'm with Oli and I love him I'm sorry" she said. And with that she left,she left me sitting on the bench by myself when it began to por rain.

She loves Oli now,she doesn't want me back anym

Notes

So to all who read my stories if you guys are reading when you can't fall asleep at night I am so sorry but I cannot update right now because it won't let me login but I got to update this one on my bring me the horizon pageso hope you like