the way I feel about you

After dinner with the PTV and BMTH guys we went back to the buss. I had to leave in a while and I am sad. Me and Oli are official and now I have to go. Tears immediately came to my eyes. Before I left I had Mike bring my suitcases to there buss so I wouldn't have to see Austin or my brother. Once we got back I held onto Oli. All the tears came out and I cried on his shirt. "I'm sorry Oli,I'm running your shirt" I said. He chuckled and lifted my chin with his index finger and thumb. "Hey it's ok don't worry" he said. I smiled and crossed my arms around his neck pulling him down for a kiss.


He put his hands on my lower back and pulled me closer. "Oli my flight leaves in ten minutes we have to go so I can catch it" I said. He looked down and intwend our fingers. "Are you sure I can't change your mind on staying" he asked. "I'm sure now lets go before it leaves without me" I said. I pulled him out of the buss and grabbed my suitcase. We caught a cab and drove to the airport. Before I left I said goodbye to Mike,Vic,Tony and Jaime. It was hard saying bye to them especially Jaime. I became so close to him. We got to the airport and Oli helped me with my bags. I left without saying bye to my brother or Austin. I hope leaving makes me forget about them.


I got thru surety,Oli held onto my hand until the called my flight. "Oli I promise I will come visit you when you come to California to finish up the tour." I told him. "Flight 29 is ready to bort" the lady through the speaker said. I stood up and Oli also got up. I hugged him tightly never wanting to let him go. I pulled back and looked into his beautiful eyes. Tears ran down my cheeks and he wiped them with his thumb. "I love you Pix" he said planting a kiss on my lips. I pulled back and gave him one last hug before borting my plane.


I saton my seat thinking about Oli. We haven't been together a day and I'm leaving. I closed my eyes and feel asleep to forget about it.


I don't know how long I've been out because I was already in California. I had texted Jasmine and Grace to pick me up. I waited until I found Grace standing there. I ran up to her and hugged her. "We've missed you" she said pulling back. I smiled and hugged Jasmine. "Me to being in tour is horrible,remind me if someone asks me to be there merch girlto rreject them" I laughed. We drove back to Grace's apartment. I decided to asl to move in with her because I definitely did not want to live with my brother anymore. Austin being over and me in the same place not happening.

"Hey Grace can I move in with you" I asked. She nearly knocked me over. "Oh my god yes" she yelled. I laughed and sat on her couch. "So how was warped tour with Alan" she asked. I looked down at my feet. "Not good,but I do have a boyfriend" I said she shifted herself to face me. "Really! Who?" She asked. I sighed and smiled "Oliver Sykes" I said. Her mouth fell open"as in bring me the horizon Oliver" she said. I nodded. "No way god that's awesome but why are you here" she asked. "Well I feel loved" I joked around. "You know what I mean." She playfully pushed my arm. "Because,I am not happy with Austin or Alan" I said. She nodded and got up "want something to drink" she asked. "A bottle of whiskey would be nice" I said.

Notes

Well here you go sorry I didn't update more I have to update others but I love you all