the way I feel about you
I won't miss you
I woke up and remembered last night. Gielle showing up and Pixy storming off like that. I have officially ruined what we had or what I thought we did. Turns out that Oliver asked her to be his girlfriend and she said yes. I love Pixy and I can't lose her I mean I barely got her. If I didn't sleep with Pixy and Alan seeing I could have her in my arms right now. I got out of my bunk and walked over to the front of the buss. Alan looked bummed out. "Hey man sorry about what happen last night I didn't mean to blow off on you and my sister like that" he said I just nodded and smiled. "Do you know were Pixy is at,she hasn't been back since she ran off" I shook my head. "No I was hoping you did because I need to talk to her" I said. Tino,Aaronand Phil walked in with bags of McDonald's. They sat down handing us the bags. We ste our food when Pixy walked in. She avoided me and Alan but not the rest of the guys. "Hey Phil,Aaron,Tino" he smiled walking to the back of the buss. Me and Alan exchanged looks. She didn't say anything to both of us. I walked to the back were she was at.
"Hey Pix can we talk" I asked not knowing if she would want to talk. She looked up at me. "Can you make it quick I have to get ready" she said all smiley. I nodded and lead her to the back of the buss. "Listen about what happen yesterday-"
"Austin I get it you and her are together and I was just a distraction for her I understand and me and Oli are together and I'm happy" I shook my head "no you got it wrong" I said.
"No I don't and if that's it I have to get ready for dinner tonight Oli is taking me out before I leave." Leave? Where is she going?
"Leaving,where are you going" I asked now as she passed by me. "Oh right I forgot,since she's back and you wanted me gone I'm leaving. It's ok I won't miss you because I'm pretty sure you won't either so have a nice day Austin" she pushed pass me. What she really thinks I want her gona and to be with Gielle. What am I gonna do,I have officially fell in love with her and I fucked it up. I walked back out and sat down next to Alan. "What she say" he asked. I didn't move "she's leaving" I said looking down. She is leaving and because of me.
Notes
So to all of you who shipped Austin and Pixy I am sorry just needed a twist
Guys its me music_girl I can't login my account so I will keep going but it will be part two sorry ily all soo just look for the way I feel about you part two
2/18/14