Save Me

"Congratulations!!!" I sang along with Matty Mullins and Kell. The crowed screamed an moshed as we sang and screamed. I was out of breath by the time the song was over. The crowd settled down when Kellin motioned for everyone to be quiet. He smiled and walked over to me, taking my hands in his. "Jezabelle Marie," he said into the mic. "Yes?" I said into my mic. "I love you baby. I don't ever want to lose you. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me. And I cannot lose that again." the crowd "awed" and shushed. "I love you more than anything in this world, Kellin. You are my world." I said. "And you mine." he said. "And goodnight everybody!!!" I said as we ran off the stage. Kellin picked me up into a huge hug, spinning me around and around till the both of us were dizzy. -- Kell's POV-- "Kell. Go walk with me." Acealeigh had said to me after I had taken my shower. Jezzy looked at me weird, but I walked with Acealeigh out the door. She grabbed my arm and dragged me pretty far away from the bus. I looked at her like she was crazy. "Look. I didn't bring you out here to try and steal you from Jezabelle. Quite the opposite. Listen, Jezabelle has become my best friend. I know her. Even though she doesn't wanna say it, she wants you to propose to her. And if you love her as much as you say you do, then you will do it. On stage. In front of your fans." she blurted out, looking at me seriously. My eyes widened in understanding. "Really? I mean, I've been thinking about it, but never thought she wanted to.. you know. Get engaged again." She looked at me like I was utterly stupid. "Of course she wants to get engaged again, and to you, stupid! Look. We're going tonight. We're gonna go get a ring. We can tell Jesse and Hayley. They can distract her and take her to a movie or something. But you are proposing to her. Tomorrow. No excuses." I laughed at her urgency. "I'm serious, Kellin!" she basically screamed at me, her face turning a shade of crimson. I laughed even harder as I could swear her face turned purple. "I'm sorry," I said between gasps of air. "Of course I'm going to propose to her!" I laughed as her face returned to its original color. She sighed and dragged me back to the bus, standing outside, calling Hayley as I went and got Jesse. We quickly explained the plan and then set it into motion. "That one." I said, pointing to a ring that had a medium sized diamond on a silver band. The man behind the counter handed me the ring and I paid, walking out with Acealeigh. "She's gonna love it!" Acealeigh squealed with excitement. I laughed, thinking of what Jezabelle's reaction would be when I asked her to spend the rest of her life with me. -- Jezabelle's POV-- "You're worthless. Just like your dad. Fool's gold" my mother hissed at me. I wanted to just disappear into the wall at that moment. I couldn't believe that the woman who gave birth to me would do this to me. All of a sudden, Kellin was there. Right next to my mom. My mother turned around to him, smacking him in the face as I screamed at her. But when she turned back, she was no longer my mother. She was a monster. Literally. The mother-monster slapped me as well as I continued to scream. Then she turned to Kellin, kicking him in the head and ribs, stomping on his arm, making a deafening crack. I continued to bawl and scream for help. I thought the neighbors might hear me, but they didn't. She just kept on kicking him until he was barely breathing, and then did it to me. And then he whispered to me as everything went dark in my brain. "Baby. Get up. Baby, come on, get up." he said. "I can't I gotta stay here. With you." I whispered back. "Baby, I'm right here. Get up." And then he was gone. "Jez! Get up! Baby! I'm right here, get up!" I opened my eyes to see Kellin leaning over me, face wrinkled with worry. But that was the only thing wrong, he was worried. I shook my head, as if to clear the memory of the dream. He crawled into the bed next to me, wrapping his arms around me as I started to cry. "I had a dream my mother was b-b-beating the both of us to a p-p-p-pulp." I stuttered as he shushed me. "It's ok. It wasn't real." I continued to cry, traumatized by the horrid dream. He rubbed my back, placing small kisses on my forehead. "Baby, she's in jail." he said, and I remembered that she was and stopped crying. He smiled at me, and I gave a fake smile back, not feeling happy whatsoever. He saw straight through my smile and sighed. "I'm sorry..." I whispered. "This is what broke us up the first time..." I said, sliding out of my arms and walking to the door, going out and shutting it behind me, hearing him yell after me. I walked to the stage we had preformed on earlier, it now empty and had no crowd. I found where my acoustic guitar was and started playing. It always calmed me. I played With Ears To See And Eyes To Hear. I softly sang along as tears ran down my face, soaking it yet again. When the song was over, I curled up into a ball and cried more. My phone rang with a FaceTime call. I saw Alan's name and answered. "Hey, Jez-" he started to say, but then saw I was crying. "What's wrong hun?" he asked. "I'm a disappointment, Alan.. I swear, any day, he's going to give up on me and leave me again.. I'm such a screw up!" I screamed at Alan's face on my phone. "What happened?" he asked. "I freaked. Had a nightmare and freaked. Ohmygosh Alan. I just wanna go home! I beat the crap out of my mother. I'm not good enough for him.... I never have been. What am I doing?!" I said, almost into hyperventilation. "Calm down, Jezzy. It's okay. He loves you, Jez. Stop worrying." he said, trying to sooth me. "I miss you, Alan." I continued to cry, now missing my best ginger friend more than ever. "I miss you too, Jeza. Maybe I can come stay a couple nights in your bus when you guys come to L.A." he said, worried. I tried to calm down, but the thought of not seeing Alan for another three weeks killed me. He was one of my best friends and I needed him. "Calm down, sweetheart. I'll come see you when you get to L.A." he said. I just stared at his face on the screen. "Okay.." I whispered. "Jezabelle? Are you there?" I heard a familiar British accent say. "I gotta go, Oli's here." I said. "Okay. Be careful. Text me later, kay?" he said. "Okay." I said, hanging up. "Hello, love." he said, sitting down next to me, criss-crossed. "Hi.." I said, softly. "Kellin called me.. said you probably wanted anyone but him to talk to right about now. Wanted me to come comfort you." he said, hugging me tight against him. "I feel like he hates me now.." I said, no longer crying. "He's not gonna hate you just cause you had an awful nightmare." Oli said. "He broke up with me last time because of me having a mental breakdown, Oli.." I said. "He loves you. He won't. Look, just calm down and go talk to him." Oli said, standing up and pulling me to my feet. He walked me to my bus but left as soon as he saw me go inside. "Baby?" I said when I found Kellin sitting on our bunk, head in his hands. I instantly felt guilty. Kellin looked up, eyes puffy and red. He had been crying. I had made my boyfriend cry.. "Yeah?" he said, his voice cracking. "I'm so so sorry.." I said sitting next to him, wrapping my arms tight around his waist and laying my head on his shoulder. "I love you, Jezzy." he said, kissing my forehead softly. "I love you too, Kell." I said, snuggling up to him. "Today is going to end up being amazing, you just watch." Kellin said. I turned that sentence over and over in my head, trying to figure out what he could possibly mean by it. I shrugged it off and got up to get ready for the show. I threw on my Drop Dead shirt and put in my gauges and some pants, threw on a necklace and threw my hair up and I was ready. "Alright everyone!! I have something to announce... or well.. ask." Kellin said into the microphone. The next thing I knew, Kellin was on one knee. "Jezabelle Marie Andrews, will you make me the happiest man alive and marry me?" he said. I was in shock. "Of course." I barely said into the mic. Kellin jumped up and kissed me. "I love you." he said. "I love you too." I replied, smiling so hard that my cheeks hurt. Kellin smiled that gorgeous smile of his right back at me. The crowd cheered extremely loud as we hugged on stage. "That's all for today!!" I said, grabbing Kell's hand and leading him off stage. That day had to be the best day of my entire life. Later that night, Kellin took me out to dinner at a nice restaurant. I couldn't help but think about the last time a guy asked me to marry him.. flashbacks intruded my head as Kellin ordered our food. In my mind, I could see Austin towering over me. Screaming at his loudest at me. How I just curled up into a ball, waiting for the storm to pass. He thought I was the worst... maybe I was.. maybe I was a terrible cheating broad who didn't care about others.. no. I couldn't let my thoughts ruin things again. I loved Kell with everything in me. I couldn't let him get away from me again. "Babe? Babe! Baby." I snapped out of my dazed state and looked wide eyed at Kellin, wondering why he was shouting at me. "What do you want, love?" He asked. "I'll have a salad.. and water please." I said, handing over the menu. Kellin looked at me, confused as to why I was acting weird. My phone rang with a FaceTime. "It's Alan. I'll be right back." I said, hurrying to the door, but answering it before I even got outside. "Hey, ginger cat!" I said, happy to see my best friend's face. "Hey, blueberry!!" He said, smiling a humongous smile. "What's up?" I asked. "You're getting married to Kellin, that's what's up!" He said excitedly. I heard a loud bang of a cabinet door and a frustrated and mad sound come from the phone, but it wasn't Alan. I then realized where he was.. He was at Austin's.. and the sound was Austin. I sighed. "What's wrong dear?" He asked. "Aus heard that. I heard him in the background." I said. "Oh sorry. He's a bit of a grouchy pants today." Alan said. "Let me talk to her!!!!" I heard Austin yell from the kitchen. Alan looked at me, asking me if it was okay. I nodded. He went in the kitchen and handed Austin the phone. I sighed when I saw his distraught and sad face. It still hurt me to see him upset even after all the crap I was put through. "What's wrong Aus??" I asked. "This. All of it. I miss you, Jez. I'm so sorry. About everything." He said. "Austin... we just couldn't work... I'm sorry. But hey.. we can still be friends right?" I asked. "Yes. Thank goodness. I just wanted you to say we were friends." He sighed in relief. "I'm sorry I made you think I was cheating.." I said. "It's fine." "Okay, well I gotta get back to dinner. Goodnight." "Night, Jezza." I made my way back into the restaurant where our food was just arriving. "Jez. What took so long, my love?" Kellin asked, munching on a piece of bread. "Austin wanted to talk to me... he wanted to apologize." I explained, starting on my salad. "Well that's good. So y'all are friends now?" He asked. "Yeah." I said. --Kellin's POV-- As long as my Jezzy was happy, I didn't care if she was friends with her ex fiancé. I knew she wouldn't cheat on me. I loved her with every inch of my being. When we got back to the bus, we curled up in the bunk together. She laid her head on my chest as I played with her lightning blue hair. I couldn't stop thinking about how much I loved her. She was my everything. I just never ever wanted to lose her. Soon, she fell asleep and I quickly followed, going into my dreams with a big smile on my face because I had my whole world in my arms at that very moment. And I knew she was mine.. all mine.

Notes

Sorry I haven't updated!! Thid is kinda a revised version.. i didn't remember putting this up cx