Beast Is A Bitch

Wait. Did he... is he for-real? is he brain Damaged from the fight we just got back from? is he blind? has he been blind this whole time and just followed my voice around, cause if he could see, he would see what he is and what I am. A hunter, an enemy. He's supposed to be the smart nerd that no one at school knew, not some beautiful transforming person. He must of cheated off the person next to him. I already know I'm not the brightest crayon.

"Are you serious?" I asked, all those thoughts still buzzing in my head.
"Cause I don't get it."

"Get what? that I could love you? I don't get how you could love me!" he said.

"How could I not? its so easy to trust you and just... I can't for a second believe you would love me. I'm hard headed, always want to do things my way, charge into situations without knowing anything, nosey, annoying, loud, smart ass. I could go on all day."

"And that's exactly why! you do go into situations blind but you do it for your friends, and your not nosey just... really really REALLY curious. I love all of that and more." I started to cry. This is total bullshit, this isn't some cliché movie like twilight. no ones sparkling. This shits real, and it's my life and honestly, I don't want it any other way.

"But I'm a hunter austin. If my family finds out, they'll kill you! don't you get it? no matter how I feel, I won't let them hurt you, and this is how."

"No, if this is you protecting me then I don't want it. I finally get the girl but now I can't have her because someone said it's not natural? I couldn't give a fuck who disagreed. I love you, and that's all that should matter. You were fine with us being friends, what's the difference? Nothing really changed, I just get to love you the way I want to. I need you." I didn't know what to say to that. Honestly, I wanted this so bad. I knew I loved him but I couldn't. The last time I loved someone, he died. Could I go through this again? could I risk it all for him? I would, a thousand times over. But does he deserve me?

Notes

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Sorry it is so short but the next chapter will be in Gail pov so... brace your selves.
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Omgg I just realized I never posted this!!! so sorry!!! I'm a horrible person
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Hey there! me again, I realize the last sentence may be a tad confusing. When she says me, she doesn't mean she is all that and a bag of potato chips, she means does he deserve to have to deal with what will happen, she has loved him this whole time tho she didn't know and she really cares for him, he's the reason she became a hunter so does she want to sacrifice his life for her selfish reasons. She's scared for him.