Beast Is A Bitch

"Austin, we gotta talk." I said as we walked home. We were in the front of the group.

"Do you have to train today?"

"Nope. I'm off, especially cause I broke josh." I chuckled at the memory.

" Ok, so I guess we can talk as soon as we get to my house." He said.

"Ok, but we gotta go to my house first."

"Sure." We spent the rest of the time just walking. We would be talking enough later.

We rounded my corner and the other guys said there goodbye's as me and austin waved. We walked to my house and he wares on the other side of the street so my parents wouldn't see him. I crawled through my window and put on my pj's. Grabbed a change of clothes and ran into the shower quickly. Took a shower and when I got out my dad was waiting for me to get out to use the bathroom like always. I ran in my room and threw on some clothes before heading out.

"Dad! goin' to a friends house by! love ya!" I yelled as I walked out the door and quickly crossed the street to meet austin. I nodded toward the forest and gave a small smile. He nodded and we walked in silence. About halfway there he snaked his hand into mine and laced our fingers. I smiled and looked up. He winked and kept walking. On my lord almighty what does this boy do to me?

We arrived at his house and he led me upstairs to his bedroom. It looked exactly the same as it did last time I was in here.

"Ok, so I guess I'll start from when I was little, before my parents died," he started. I sat on the bed and waited for him to continue. "Ok, so my childhood was there. It was fun and stuff, but there was Gail. My sister. So, with my kind, it can be hard to control our emotions because in our brains, things are a little everywhere because we are born fast. There is a high chance for my kind to be born with birth defects or even not make it, but she made it. As you can see, she made it with no visible birth defects either. Hers is on the inside, she can't control her emotions like you, like anyone. It's rare, but we can be born... I literally can not think of any other way to say this but... born evil. She was an evil baby. cute as hell but evil. the part is her brain that's creative and nice and rainbow's n' shit got messed up and yea. She has always been and always will be evil. when we were little, she would kill all my pets if they made too much noise or if they were boring. my parents loved her but... we were scared. I guess she just got tired of not being nice, she couldn't really laugh, it's like she's dead inside. she read and did so much research to try and fix herself and somewhere she read that turning herself into a witch would fix her cause once your a witch, sometimes it can heal you, witches heal fast so she thought it would heal her brain but it's hard to become a witch if you weren't born one. You have to... you..." he stopped.

"It's ok, you don't have to finish." I said even tho I really wanted him too.

"It's fine." He said, "you have to sacrifice a blood relative. You have to kill a relative in order to become a witch if you weren't born one, and even then, you become a black witch, which is fuckin' evil as shit. so she killed mom. After, dad couldn't handle it and killed himself." He finished. Wow.

"Uh. I really don't know what to say Austin."

"You don't have too. I know how fucked up my family is." He said sadly.

"No, that's not it. Not even close."
He looked at me.

"Then what?" he asked, "what is it?"

"I-I I think..."

"Seriously. I fucking know! I get it, my family is fucked up, were fucked up, I'm fucked up. And I'm gonna be like this forever. I don't want to but I can't help it Juliette. I don't know how to not be." He was crying and I couldn't help him. But I was going to try.

"No you are not austin. Your amazing and funny and talented and beautiful and I love you. I don't care about that, you're friends don't care about that. There still here, we are all still here helping you through this ok? no more self loathing because it won't help anything. You need to get up and fight for this. Fight for your mom and dad. Fight." He looked at me for a minute before he answered.

"You love me?" he smiled.

"For fucks sake Austin!" I growled.

Notes

Oops, I am so sorry. I might have had this chapter out for a while and just kept forgetting to post it.... Love you!