Falling Asleep On A Stranger

I was left here, a mumbling mess, unable to focus on life. All I could think about was the simple two words which had successfully managed to make my body go into meltdown, my heart thump like horse hoofs on a dirt road, my fingers loose all feelings in them. “Be mine” who would have thought that a demand that simple could make someone a quivering mess, especially myself, the ice-queen. Why did he choose me? I don't understand. I needed to free myself from the grasp he held on me, captivating me as his own, I couldn’t do this to Vic, although I wanted to, I couldn’t bring myself to do it.

I had to get rid of him but I couldn’t just tell him no? Mike doesn’t give up that easily, once he's mindset nothing can stop him.
To: Mike
So if you love me, let me go.
And run away before I know.
My heart is just too dark to care.
I can't destroy what isn't there
I'm so sorry, Mike.
I'll never be able to forgive myself for what I've done,
I just don't think this will ever work out.
I'm sorry.

I love him. I've always loved him, I know it will never happen but he'll always have my heart trampled into the bottom of his black vans.

Tony.

Notes

sorry its SO short!