I was all for you
Loss
Alan drove home, with tears blurring his vision and kylers cries deafening him. He was numb, all Alan could feel was the pain that had overtaken him. It really happened, Alex was really gone. There was going to be no more of her. Alan wouldn't be able to hear her humming in the morning while making breakfast, he would never get to hold her again, he would never see her dance around with Kyler barefoot in the kitchen, it was all over. He pulled into his driveway and got Kyler out. They entered the house and Alan set Kyler down in his crib. Thats when Alan completely fell apart. He lost it, he ran to the kitchen and grabbed the kitchen knife. He dug the knife into his wrist and dragged it upwards. He saw the blood gushing out of the fresh wound, but there was nothing Alan could do about it. The amount of bleeding was too much. Slowly his world began to fade.
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Aaron and Phil heard about Alex and were headed over to Alan's to just give him some comfort. Aaron knocked on the door and expected Alan to answer it, but after 5 minutes of no one answering the guys walked around into the backyard. From the patio they saw Kyler in his crib crying and Alan laying on the ground with blood gushing out of his wrist.
"Fuck!" Phil yelled, "Call 911!"'he told Aaron
While Aaron got out his phone, Phil tried to figure out a way in. He finally decided that the only way in wid be to break the glass patio door. He grabbed the shovel that was in the shed and told Aaron to watch out. Phil charged into the door with the shovel and he heard the glass break just a little. He hit the glass door 3 more times until it finally shattered. Kyler screamed when the glass broke but Aaron ran over and took him out of the house fast. Phil knelt on the ground beside Alan and tried to get him to stay conscious but it didn't seem to be working. Would Kyler loose both parents in one day?
Notes
I'm so so sorry for not updating. I was so depressed and suicidal I could'nt do it. But I, back now. I'm so sp sorry
@ofmiceandhorizons
Hey so I'm the person who was writting this story. But the account I was using got deleted so I'm continuing this story. If you want to continue reading this story, just find the story called 'I was all for you(part 2) and subscribe :)
Also I'm writting a new one and it's more of an asking alexandria one, but if your interested it's called 'spread your wings and learn to fly'
8/6/14