I was all for you

Austin looked down at Beth's teary face.

"You.... You what?" Austin asked. He was shocked at what Beth just said to him. She said she loved him. But after everything he's put her through, could she really mean it?

"Austin I love you. I'm so so sorry I hurt you! I never meant to! Please, please forgive me." Beth said sobbing.

"Beth.... Listen you did nothing wrong. You fucking stood up for yourself. I should be apologizing for what I did. I hurt you Beth and I'm so sorry. I.. what I did to you was so completely wrong, but I need you to know that I have a problem. I don't know what it is, doctors don't know what it is. But when I get mad, the anger it turns me into a different person in a way. What I did to hurt you wasn't me. I never wanted to do those things to you. I'm sorry." Austin said as he hung his head, slow tears started to roll down his face.

"Austin, look at me." Beth said to him. Austin shyly looked up at Beth.

"I understand. It's okay. I'll try harder not to get you mad. I'll do anything I can. I just really want to try out our relationship again. I really love you Austin." Beth said.

"I really love you too Beth."

"Hey Austin, shouldn't you get back to do your show?" Beth asked him.

"No, we cancelled tonight. We have one more show here tomorrow though. Doctors say you should be out tomorrow so that's good. The guys are on their way here now." Austin said

"No! Austin! No! Why?" Beth asked. Panic was on her face

"Ummmm, because they wanted to see you...." Austin. Said, confused by Beth's reaction.

"Austin i don't want them to see me like this. Especially not Alex." she said

"Oh I get it. I'll call them and tell them not to come." Austin said.

For the rest of the evening, Austin stayed in Beth's hospital room talking to her, playing card games with her and just getting to know each other better. Beth realized that despite Austin's violent nature, he was an amazingly caring guy. The night was great. They both ended up falling asleep next to each other, and in the night Austin would occasionally wake up and just watch Beth sleep. She was so perfect, and he loved her. He needed her love like a boy needs his mothers side.

Notes

AHHHHHH FORGIVE ME FOR THE CHEESEY ENDING!!!!!! Lol so next chapter is gonna be Alex and Alan