Its my first day of being in an asylum. The room is dull and just overall depressing and cold. There's also already a guy that pisses me off. He hasn't even said much to me. He's just one of those guys that feel the need to let everyone know about his problems and tell us what he's doing every minute of the day. He's called Ronnie, I won't really go into too much detail about him right now but, just know that I think he's annoying as fuck and should stop throwing himself at every guy that shows him the smallest fragment of attention.

There's another guy named Austin. He's super sweet and just.. Wow. I guess you could say he's vulnerable. He doesn't like to be alone and I think he just always needs someone. Which is okay. Its weird that I'm associating myself with him because he's shy and quiet and I'm blunt and maybe sometimes a little rude. But, I'm trying to be nice. With.. Certain things. *cough*

Uhm, if you're reading this then you're probably wondering how I got myself into a place like this. So, I'm just gonna put it to you how it was put to me. I'm crazy. That's what the doctors say at least. I like drugs and, I have ADHD. So having ADHD along with hypersexuality. They don't mix well. Sometimes. there's one other thing but, I think I'll keep that to myself for now.

Austin and I had sex tonight. I told him that I was going to fuck him but, I don't think he thought I was serious. He really liked it though. Nothing special happened throughout. I mean, it was just fucking, right?

Mmm, whatever. Goodnight.
Ps. He really is the most adorable thing I've ever seen oh my god what is happening to me ok bye I need to sleep kkkkkkkk

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