"I want to go home" I whispered to myself as I held my knees up to my chest and head looking down. "what?" Blake asked "I don't know if I wan to be here" I whispered "speak up, Max" " I CAN'T BE HERE I NEED TO SLEEP I NEED TO REST RELAX I NEED TO -" before I could finish I started balling my eyes out. "I can't see her like this " I heard Blake say and soon followed by the bus door closing. "Max? MaKenzie, please.. calm down.." Brey whispered as be wrapped his arms around me "excuse me? how would you like being punched then fucking raped? HOW WOULD YOU LIKE HAVING SOMETHING FORCED INSIDE OF YOU NOT EVEN KNOWING WHAT'S GOING ON? how would you like waking up on a bus with a shit load of dudes just staring at you?" by the time I finished Brey stood up and carter was crying "it's okay though right? I mean whatever.. right? every fuckig thing is whatever. IT DOESN'T MATTER . IT'S JUST THE PAST RIGHT?" I started crying again "I'm so fucking fucked" I said. Brey ran out and Carter looked at me then left

I felt eyes looking at me. "I'm sorry. I'll leave" I said to Austin and Alan. I stood up and Austin walked towards me and stopped right I front of me, he was so big and I was so tiny compared to him, he lookied down at me then hugged me. his arms were wrapped around me as I cried into his chest "I'm sorry... I'm so... I'm sorry you had to go threw this." he whispered. I didn't say anything I just cried. Austin left to of me then looked at me "are you hungry or thirsty or?" he asked me "can I have a water, please" "ofcourse you can have a water" I sat down on the couch and Alan sat beside me "hey, darling. I know I'm not like Austin but you're gonna be okay. I know shuts tough right now but it's okay." I hugged Alan and I fell asleep.

-------------------------------------hours later.

everything around me is moving. it's bumpy but my heads on someone lap. I woke up in my brothers car "huh? what's goin on? " I asked "we're going home" Carter said from the front "why?" he didn't answer, dick.

we got home and I didn't say anything, I just went up to my room and slept.

"max?" I heard Blake whisper
"what." I replied with a little too cold
"I'm sorry..."
I didn't say anything I just sat up and looked at him
"is my vagina supposed to hurt this much?" I said making us both laugh
"uh... I'm no professional but I don think so."
"fuck, I tried to pee earlier and it hurt so much" I pouted
"I'll kill him" he said making me giggle
"Breys a dick. 'calm down' BITCH I WILL SHOVE A DICK UP YOUR DICKHOLE IF YOU TELL ME TO CALM DOWN" by the time I finished yelling Blake and I were both laughing really loud, carter banged on the wall signalling for us to be quiet.
we hushed and Blake started talking again
"it's my fault" he whispered upset
"huh"
"I should've been paying attention to you.. I should've listen to your screams.. I heard them but I thought it was someone fuckig Round. he was my friend and I introduced you's to each other... I'm sorry max.." he was crying by the time he finished
"silence. it's not your fault, don't you ever think it is. " Blake and I hugged for a couple of minutes then we fell asleep on the floor listening to music.

Notes

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