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Austin's pov
"take a picture with me before I go on" I said to Max. she's so adorable
"why? you have a crush on me or something" she said making me chuckle
"no" I said then winked. be cool Austin.
i took the picture and went on stage 5 minutes later.
when I was playing I couldn't stop looking at her, she's so beautiful, how could someone take their eyes off of her ?
we finished the set off with 'second and sebring' it seemed to be the fans favourite so why not? I ran off of stage to see max wasn't there. I grabbed my phone from the guitar tech and saw I had notifications from Instagram, I haven't posted for a few days, but I had notifications from 5 minutes ago? I opened up my Instagram to see the picture of me and Max and the caption read 'MAX IS MY SPIRIT ANIMAL. GONNA WIFEY HER UP SOME DAY . SHE'S ALSO BETTER THAN ME DOXOOX' with kissy faces at then end. I chuckled and walked around side stage . I need to find her but where would I look? I found Max's twin. neither of her brother knew where she went. I then heard screaming
Max's pov
"DJ fuck off." I yelled as he pulled me away from side stage and brought me to backstage. my brothers were too into the last song to pay attention to me.
"no. I didn't get you when we were dating so I'm gonna get you now" I didn't know what he meant till he started to undress me. I tried to get away but I'm so tiny and he's huge
"HELP! " I screamed. people saw us but laughed and thought we were kidding. "please stop" I whispered as tears started to pour down my face.
"beg."
"what?"
"beg for me to stop. "
"fuck you." I don't remember anything from there on because everything went black.
Here it is, the dream. I standing on a bridge above thousands of moving cars. I wonder if people In the cars actually have somewhere to go or if their just trying to look cool in their shitty looking cars. I gaze down below at the cars and think of my brothers. I love them so much but I hate myself too much to want to stay. I think of my parents, they hated me. once I was born they started to drink and do drugs. by the time Carter was 14 and Blake and I were 10 my parents went out one night and never came home. I blame it on myself. not Blake or carter, me. I look down and jump. usually the dream ands by now but not this time. I see my body fall and smash into the floor. I'm dead. I just watched myself die.
austins pov
"max? " I whispered to myself as I saw her small pale naked body behind abunch of boxes. I ran to her side and placed her head on my lap "max, wake up. " I said as I shook her lightly . I was inspectin her body when I noticed blood on her inner thighs. was she raped?
her eyes opened slowly and she began to cough. I looked down at her and she started to cry. I took off my shirt, put it on her carefully that I didn't hurt her and put her underwear back on herself. I picked her up bridal style and carried her back to the bus letting her cry into my chest.
how could I let her out of my sight? this is my fault.
Max's pov
"dude, is she ok? who did this? " I heard a familliar voice panic as I slowly woke up. I opened my eyes and I didn't know where I was . my breathing spead up and my heartbeat was mental, I started to scream until I felt my brother Blake wrap his arms around me.
"shhh, max. it's okay, I'm here"
i looked up to black and said " I feel like a newborn"
"will you ever change?" I heard carter say after he stopped laughing
"probably not" I said as I sat up wrapping a blanket I found on the couch around me. "what happened?" I asked afraid of what I would find out
"Max... babe... you were... you were raped.." carter said.
raped? Raped? I was what? I sat there thinking about what I was just told. the word "rape" replayed in my head millions of times.
"raped?" was all I could say.
"take a picture with me before I go on" I said to Max. she's so adorable
"why? you have a crush on me or something" she said making me chuckle
"no" I said then winked. be cool Austin.
i took the picture and went on stage 5 minutes later.
when I was playing I couldn't stop looking at her, she's so beautiful, how could someone take their eyes off of her ?
we finished the set off with 'second and sebring' it seemed to be the fans favourite so why not? I ran off of stage to see max wasn't there. I grabbed my phone from the guitar tech and saw I had notifications from Instagram, I haven't posted for a few days, but I had notifications from 5 minutes ago? I opened up my Instagram to see the picture of me and Max and the caption read 'MAX IS MY SPIRIT ANIMAL. GONNA WIFEY HER UP SOME DAY . SHE'S ALSO BETTER THAN ME DOXOOX' with kissy faces at then end. I chuckled and walked around side stage . I need to find her but where would I look? I found Max's twin. neither of her brother knew where she went. I then heard screaming
Max's pov
"DJ fuck off." I yelled as he pulled me away from side stage and brought me to backstage. my brothers were too into the last song to pay attention to me.
"no. I didn't get you when we were dating so I'm gonna get you now" I didn't know what he meant till he started to undress me. I tried to get away but I'm so tiny and he's huge
"HELP! " I screamed. people saw us but laughed and thought we were kidding. "please stop" I whispered as tears started to pour down my face.
"beg."
"what?"
"beg for me to stop. "
"fuck you." I don't remember anything from there on because everything went black.
Here it is, the dream. I standing on a bridge above thousands of moving cars. I wonder if people In the cars actually have somewhere to go or if their just trying to look cool in their shitty looking cars. I gaze down below at the cars and think of my brothers. I love them so much but I hate myself too much to want to stay. I think of my parents, they hated me. once I was born they started to drink and do drugs. by the time Carter was 14 and Blake and I were 10 my parents went out one night and never came home. I blame it on myself. not Blake or carter, me. I look down and jump. usually the dream ands by now but not this time. I see my body fall and smash into the floor. I'm dead. I just watched myself die.
austins pov
"max? " I whispered to myself as I saw her small pale naked body behind abunch of boxes. I ran to her side and placed her head on my lap "max, wake up. " I said as I shook her lightly . I was inspectin her body when I noticed blood on her inner thighs. was she raped?
her eyes opened slowly and she began to cough. I looked down at her and she started to cry. I took off my shirt, put it on her carefully that I didn't hurt her and put her underwear back on herself. I picked her up bridal style and carried her back to the bus letting her cry into my chest.
how could I let her out of my sight? this is my fault.
Max's pov
"dude, is she ok? who did this? " I heard a familliar voice panic as I slowly woke up. I opened my eyes and I didn't know where I was . my breathing spead up and my heartbeat was mental, I started to scream until I felt my brother Blake wrap his arms around me.
"shhh, max. it's okay, I'm here"
i looked up to black and said " I feel like a newborn"
"will you ever change?" I heard carter say after he stopped laughing
"probably not" I said as I sat up wrapping a blanket I found on the couch around me. "what happened?" I asked afraid of what I would find out
"Max... babe... you were... you were raped.." carter said.
raped? Raped? I was what? I sat there thinking about what I was just told. the word "rape" replayed in my head millions of times.
"raped?" was all I could say.
Notes
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11/26/13