Another Messy Ending

We were sitting around in Alice’s apartment that he shared with her roommate, Colby. Me, leaning against Alice while Kieran was stretched out with his head in my lap. We always sit on the floor, even though there is a perfectly good couch. It just feels so relaxing. We do this a lot, sitting around on the floor, sometimes in complete silence because that’s how we are. All of us have crazy lives and crazy schedules and it’s really nice to just be with people you love and do absolutely nothing.

Normally if we talk at all, we talk about a stupid thought we had while we were working or a television show that would come on when we were kids. Today, however, I can’t stop thinking about how I haven’t seen Ben today. The day we fought was the only day that Ben and I hadn’t had sex since we met. So you can imagine that I often look forward to that part of my day. Right now, Ben keeps texting me telling me to go visit them at the studio, but I don’t want to be the first one of us to leave. Lately, any time when all of my friends are hanging out, I’m with Ben or I’m about to leave to see Ben or I get to hang out for a little while and then leave early to see Ben. I’m texting him trying to wait it out until Alice or Kieran says they have to go do something. He’s being very impatient.

Ben: Jenna, just tell them you have to go get fucked.

Me: Hahaha you’re so funny.

Ben: Thanks. I know.

Me: I was fucking with you.

Ben: You could actually be fucking me right now. Get your ass over here.

Me: Not yet! Alice is going to be so mad if I leave early again!

Ben: Tell them you have to go save a baby from a burning building.

Me: That’s believable.

Ben: It will be when I throw a baby into a burning building. I’ll do it.

Me: That’s the main quality a look for in a man. Someone who will throw an infant onto a fire.

Ben: All for you, babe.

“Kenzie!”

My head shot up from Alice’s shoulder. I guess my giggling wasn’t so subtle. “Yeah? What’s up?”

“What do you want to do for your birthday? Its ten days away! Aren’t you excited?” Alice asked.

I had completely forgotten my birthday was coming up. “I don’t really know. We’ll probably all just get together and drink until our faces fall off.”

“I was just saying that I can probably get you a good VIP spot at the club I’m working at.” Kieran reached up, randomly touching my face. “Sound good?”

“That sounds awesome!” I said in a tone that was even more excited than I actually was so I could make up for my ignoring them. “I’m so excited!”

“Cool, I actually think I need to head out now to get ready for tonight. I’ll ask about your party though.” He lifted himself off of my lap. “You ready to keep me from getting the shit beat out of me? I’m gonna get fucked up.” Kieran grabbed my hand and lifted me off of Alice.

I gave him a big hug, “I love you bunches, Kieran.” I always say that to him. Bunches. I don’t really know why. “Thanks for doing this for me!”

Alice got up and hugged him too, “Yeah, I need to go shower. I have to work tonight unlike some dickheads in this room.”

“And because you fucking stink.” Kieran teased.

She punched his arm. “Excuse me for exercising!”

“Sorry for leaving you alone tonight, Alice. I’m working tomorrow night though!”

“Yeah, I’ll see you there, bitch.” Alice said hugging me. “Get the hell out of my house.”

“Ugh, Kieran’s right. You do smell like shit.” I giggled as Alice shoved me. Kieran held the door open.

We walked down Alice’s front steps and onto the sidewalk. Kieran and I have to walk together for a couple of blocks before we part ways to go to our apartments and I want to fix my make up before I head over to the studio.

Kieran purposely bumped into me while we were walking. His mischievous little grin always makes me laugh. “I don’t suppose you would want to come out to the club tonight? Becca and Sam are gonna be there.”

“Does Becca still want a piece of your sweet ass?” I teased. Kieran shuddered. “I don’t get what your damage is. She’s so cute and she’s been trying to sleep with you since dinosaurs roamed the earth.”

Kieran’s face scrunched up, “I don’t know Kenz. She’s just not my type I guess. I mean Becca’s cute and shit, but I just don’t want to have sex with her.”

“Okay, pretty boy. Have fun trying to turn her down again tonight.”

“Or you could go out with them and keep her distracted.” He suggested.

”Sorry, I can’t go. Ben wants me to—“

“Suck his dick?”

I shoved Kieran and he tripped over his feet and fell against a car that was parked at a meter. He started laughing uncontrollably.

“I fucking dented the door!” He pointed at me. “It’s your fault! Fix it!”

I stood there, wide-eyed and panicking, “Should I leave a note or something? What do I do? I can’t afford this!”

“I was just fucking with you! Let’s get the hell out of here!” He pulled my arm behind him as we ran away. “That car was a piece of shit anyways.”

We slowed down when we got to the corner, “This is my stop. See you later, Kieran!”

“See ya, Kenz.” He gave me a one armed hug and we went our separate ways.

When I got back to my apartment I brushed my teeth and touched up my eyeliner and lipstick. I also decided to change into this cute tank top I have that makes my boobs look awesome. After tossing my hair around a bit, I headed back out to the studio.

It was a pretty quick walk, but that might have been because I was walking super-fast. Ben texted me asking me where I was right when I was about to walk through the front door. I said hello to all of the guys who worked there as I walked around the back to Asking Alexandria’s studio. I’ve only been here one other time, but the guys remember me, so they just let me go. Cam was in the booth so I made sure I was super quiet when I walked in. I hugged all of the guys, as some of them playfully groped me… it was mostly Danny, and waved to Cam as I went over to sit next to Ben on the couch. He put his arm around me and pulled me in so I was lying against his chest.

“You alright?” He asked me before pressing his lips to the top of my head.

I giggled, “Yeah I’m good. Oh, but I did accidentally push Kieran into a car and he put a huge dent in it! You should have seen—what?” I stopped talking because Ben was giving me a strange look.

“Kieran?”

“Yes.”

“The guy from the bar?”

“The guy you punched in the face multiple times, yes.”

“Why were you hanging out with him?” He took his arm from around me and shifted his body so he was looking at me.

I was completely taken aback, “What is wrong with you? Kieran and I are friends. You know that.”

“I didn’t know you were still hanging out with him,” Ben was acting like I just smashed his guitars to pieces. “I don’t fucking like him, Jenna!”

“Is everything alright over there, ladies?” Danny asked trying to be cheeky.

“It’s fine!” I yelled at him, entirely annoyed that Ben just yelled at me. “Do you really expect me to stop talking to one of my best friends just because we’re having sex?”

“Do you really expect me to be okay with the fact that you’re talking to a guy that talked shit about me and threw his drink in my face?”

I rolled my eyes. There’s really no point to this argument, I think Ben just likes yelling at me. At the end of the day, me and Kieran are still going to be friends and Ben and I will still be fucking. I crawl on top of him so that I’m sitting on his lap. “I think you’ll get over it.”

“Well I’m not over it.” He looked at me, completely unamused.

I smile at him because he’s just being ridiculous with his whole pouty, annoyed act. “I can help you get over it.” My lipstick showed up bright red when I kissed his neck. Ben was still acting like he was pissed at me and I’m getting bored with it, so I’ll give him a reason to be pissed. I hopped off his lap.

“James, have you recorded today?” I sat on the arm of the chair he was in. I may or may not have put my ass against his arm on purpose.

“Nah, not yet. I’ll probably go in after Cam finishes up.” James smiled at me, fully aware that I was trying to make Ben angry.

I giggled, “Good, I love watching you play!”

“Oh, really?” James said pretending to believe me.

“Yeah! You’re all like,” I started playing air drums and making sound effects, bouncing up and down way more than necessary. “Like that.”

He shook his head laughing, “Is that what I look like?” I nodded. “Do my boobs jiggle around that much when I play?” He put his hands over his chest like he was self-conscious.

I cracked up, “No, yours go more like this,” and I shook my boobs the slightest bit.

“Oh, that’s alright then,” James said jokingly as if he was relieved.

Ben walked up looking way too serious, “Come on then.”

I tilted my head to the side waiting for him to be more polite, but I decided there was no point. I got up and walked past him out of the studio. “Why are you so mad at me?”

“Jenna, you know why I’m mad,” He ran his fingers through his hair.

I tried to look at him, but he wouldn’t look me in the eyes, so I walked up to him and put my arms around his neck. “You know I’m not friends with Kieran just to make you angry, Ben. He’s been there for me since I moved to Seattle. I can’t just tell him to fuck off.”

“Why not?” He asked, being a smartass.

“You know this isn’t that big of a deal,” Ben rested his forehead against mine. “Maybe we just won’t talk about him anymore.” He didn’t look as angry. “If you’re going to continue to act like a dickhead, I can leave.” I told him playfully.

He had a small smile on his face now which made me smile. Ben took my face in both of his hands and pressed his lips hard against mine, biting my bottom lip before pulling away. He looked mischievously down the hallway as if he was searching for someone then pulled me along behind him without saying a word. Ben knocked on a door to the right of the hall and when nobody answered, he just walked inside taking me with him. It was an office. Before I realized what was happening, he hiked my legs up around his waist and sat me down on the desk. Ben used one hand to unbutton my shorts and the other to grip onto my hair.

“Open.” He smirked when I opened my mouth wide with my tongue sticking out and put his fingers in my mouth. I sucked on them until I started gaging. Ben quickly pulled his hand out of my mouth and shoved it into my panties.

He used the fist that was gripping my hair to bring our lips together, but when he started finger fucking me, I almost fell off the desk. I had to use one of the hands that was supporting me on the desk to grab onto Ben so I wouldn’t break my neck.

We both started laughing, “I wasn’t ready!” I giggled.

“Hold on! Stop wiggling around!” He used his hips to scoot my ass back up on the desk. “Are you ready yet?”

I took and exaggerated breath, “I’m ready.” I moaned so loudly when he put his fingers back inside me. “Oh my God!” It felt so amazing. He was fingering me so hard and he was rubbing my clit with his thumb and I just wanted it to go on forever. “Please don’t stop!” He bit down on my neck. I really wanted something to dig my nails into and desks clearly aren’t good for that, so I put my arms around Ben and scratched down his back.

“Fuck!” Ben started pumping his fingers into me even faster.

I squealed unintentionally, “I’m gonna cum! Please don’t stop, please!”

Ben put his free hand around my throat and that’s definitely what sent me over the edge. My moans were more like screams. I totally gave up on holding myself up and was ready to let my body fall back on the desk, but Ben managed to lay me down gently even though his hand was gripping my neck.

“Fuck, that was so good!” I sighed catching my breath.

“’Good’?” Ben asked sounding offended.

I propped myself up, “Will you ever get over yourself?”

“Probably not,” He said with a smirk.

I shook my head, hopping off the desk. I slid my shorts and panties to the floor and stepped out of them. Then I pulled him over to the side of the desk by his belt loops and made him lie down. Unfortunately, he decided to wear skinny jeans today so instead of taking them all the way off, I settled for pulling them down past his ass.

Ben was already hard, but I ran my tongue from his balls to the tip of his cock just for fun. I crawled onto the desk so I could straddle his waist. As soon as I bent down to kiss Ben, Danny busted through the door and the rest of the crew filed in behind him. I screamed and Ben shot up off the desk so he was sitting up. I wrapped my arms around him, burying my face into his shirt while the guys pretended that they didn’t just intentionally walk in on us having sex.

“Wow this is such a nice room!” Danny said taking a seat next to Ben on the desk. “It really gives the place character. Don’t you think?”

James sat down in the chair facing my ass, “Definitely a nice office. Great view too.” The blinds on the windows were closed.

“Oh! Its Ben and Jenna! What are you doing here?” Sam said.

“That is Jenna isn’t it?” Cam moved my hair and got three inches away from my face. “Yup, it’s her!”

“I could tell from looking at her ass.” James added.

I peeked over my shoulder to glare at him. “Could everyone please leave this beautiful room just for a moment while I un-penetrate myself and put my shorts back on?”

They all had faces of fake shock, “Were you two in the middle of intercourse?” Danny said as if none of them had any clue.

“I’m so sorry, love!” James put his hand on my back. “We’ll just be going then!”

They all stumbled over each other to leave the room while mumbling fake apologies. Ben was so cute with his small smile and his head rested on my shoulder. It was weird how okay I was with all of this. Ben yelling at me, having sex in a random office, the entire band looking at my bare ass… none of it bothered me anymore. I felt like I could do anything and nobody could stop me. Zane wasn’t even a thought at this point. Well, besides the thought of how he hasn’t answered any of my calls in the past three days. Besides the thought of how I haven’t seen or touched him in months. Besides the thought of how he probably never thinks of me.

Notes

Hey, everyone!
Sorry you had to wait so long for this chapter
I'm transferring colleges
So I've had to deal with everything that comes with that
But I'm still trying to write when I can and I have no plans of stopping the story :)
I hope you like the chapter!
There are probably a ton of typos because editing takes too long!
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Crazy shit is gonna happen next chapter ;p