Forgive Me- Part 1

Amelia's POV


I was shocked out of sleep when I was pulled forward into someone's chest. I was scared for a second but I soon remembered last night, and that the chest I had been pulled against belonged to Jaime. I automatically relaxed, I felt completely safe and secure within his arms.

"Jaime?" I asked, blinking my eyes open so I could look at him.

"Right here" he whispered before kissing the top of my head bringing a smile to my face. I snuggled into his chest, breathing him in. I was in heaven, nothing could be better than this and then he pulled away. I looked up at him pouting, confused as to why he was no longer right next to me.

"Come on, it's ten o'clock, time to get up" he smiled at me but I refused to be taken in, I did not want this moment to ever end.

"But I don't wanna! I'm comfy!" I complained as I snuggled forward and laid against him again, this time I could feel that he was giving in and I even felt him draw closer to me as well, I sighed content that he was allowing me to stay here with him.

The moment was ruined when I felt another arm snake it's way around my waist. I froze, unsure of what I was to do, why wasn't Jaime doing anything? Why was he letting someone touch me? The hand had a tattoo on it so I knew that it couldn't be Jason... Who. The Hell. Was touching me?

"Jaime?" I whispered

"Mmm?" Was all he said

"Someone is touching me"

"I can see that" how could he be so indifferent?

"Why aren't you helping me?"

"Why should I?"

"Who is it?"

"Why don't you look?"

"I'm of scared to know, that's not Jason's arm..." I was struggling to keep my composure, my anxiety was quickly rising, and the only thing keeping me calm was the fact that Jaime was also right there with me, still holding me.

Just as my anxiety was beginning to peak I heard the person behind me chuckle. It was a familiar sound that automatically caused me to relax, just like when I heard his voice though music. Alex. I roll over and smile at him.

"You bastard! You scared me!" I said to his as I shoved him out of the bed.

"I'm sorry, however, Jaime was meant to get you out of bed but he's too soft, so I'm the reinforcements. Let's go"

"But I don't want to!" I wriggled backward away from Alex and towards Jaime.

"Too bad" Alex stood up from where I had pushed him and walked over to the bed. Despite my protests and wriggling, he somehow managed to pick me up and throw me over his shoulder. I looked back at Jaime pleadingly but he was just grinning as he walked out behind us. Alex soon dumped me on the couch. I looked around the room to see everyone, both All Time Low (who I recognised from their twitters) and Pierce The Veil standing around my living room. I was so confused but I turned my head to take in the rest of the room and suddenly it made sense. There were decorations everywhere, plenty of very unhealthy food and alcohol.

"Bastard! I bet this was your idea!" I said as I threw a pillow that hit Alex directly in the face. "I hate you" I said with a laugh. I stood up and was immediately engulfed in a hug from Tony.

"Happy late birthday!"

"Thanks Tone, I said I didn't want a party though"

"Too bad, we love parties, even though this one is pretty PG rated, we aren't allowed to get pissed"

"For which I am greatly angered" said a voice from behind me. I turned to face the person to find it was Mike. He quickly pulled me into a hug before turning me to face the guys from All Time Low. "Now, I don't think you have actually been introduced to these guys. This is Jack, Rian and Zack" he said indicating to each of them. I smiled shyly, subconsciously half stepping behind Mike. But this didn't go unnoticed.

"Don't worry, we're all good guys, except maybe Jack, you might want to stay away from him" Rian said

"Hey! Come on man! We just met her! Don't go making her hate me already! Amelia, I swear I am not a horrible guy, now come here" rather than me coming to him, he did the exact opposite. Soon I was wrapped in unfamiliar arms with no idea of what to do. Jack chuckled and let me go. "Shy?" I was still shocked and couldn't answer.

Two arms wrapped around my waist but these automatically made me feel safe, the familiar tattoos running down his arm automatically making the havoc in my mind fade to a mere whisper. I sighed and relaxed back into his chest.

"She's not too good around people she doesn't know" Jaime explained for me.

"Okay Jaime, stop hogging her! We have party to commence!" Vic announced gently taking my hand and pulling me from Jaime and over to the kitchen bench. "Sorry but these are the only drinks we could have, we can't get smashed because we have a plane to catch"

"it's okay, I only really drink in small amounts anyway."

"Oh really? Like that time you fell asleep in the shower because you thought it was better than your bed?" Jaime asked from behind me

"That was the first that that had ever happened, and it was because I was pissed off"

"God I wish I could have seen that!" Mike said joining us at the kitchen bench. I felt a blush rise in my cheeks as I mixed myself a simple vodka and orange juice. "A mix? Not tough enough for it straight?" I could tell he was joking but I heard Jason call from the lounge.

"I really wouldn't test her if I were you"

"Please, I bet she couldn't even down a shot" I grinned at mikes challenge. I turned to the cabinet behind us and pulled out my shot glasses.

"I bet I can down three in a row"

"Deal, you fail and you have to do a strip tease for me"

"Mike, I've seen her drink, you're gonna lose" Jaime said

"No, we agreed. If I win though you have to..." I thought for a second "well, because I feel like being nice and I'm in a good mood, you have to take me to the zoo"

"What?"

"Yep, at some point today we are going to the zoo"

"Deal"

I smile and politely ask Vic to pour me three shots. He shoots me a worried glance before doing as I asked. I looked Mike dead in the eye as I downed them. His face was priceless.

"I'm Australian, drinking is second nature to me"

"I told you not to test her" Jason said as he poured himself a shot and downed it.

"Hey, you're like 17! You can't drink!" Mike complained

"I'm 18, that's legal in Australia"

"Seriously?" Alex asked

"Yep!"

The day was spent drinking and eating; I claimed the tub of chocolate ice cream to myself and refused to allow anyone but Jason to have any.

By 2pm we had stopped drinking and had eaten most of the food, and we decided that it was time Mike made good on our bet. I was so excited that I was struggling to stay still and Jaime beside me was in the same situation. It wasn't even that the Canberra zoo was even that spectacular, it was nothing compared to Taronga zoo in Sydney, even Jason had passed on coming because he didn't think it was worth it, but it was still a zoo, and it would still be amazing.

We walked around the zoo for two hours, and that entire time, my hand was firmly grasped in Jaime's. We got to feed Humma, the giraffe and have a cuddle with a koala and walk a dingo, but I think the best part was when I told Vic about how wombats really are.

*quick flash back*

"Isn't it cute! I want one!" Vic said leaning so far over the wombat pen he was almost in it.

"You know they're dangerous right?" I said

"What do you mean? Look at it! It couldn't hurt a fly!"

"They have sharp claws, are a lot quicker than you'd think and have a habit of charging at people who are in their territory, you get between her and her babies you could lose a leg. They're known for killing foxes and if you hit one in a truck you would flip your truck, they're like a block of concrete"

*end flashback*

Vic's face was priceless, he was astounded that the animal was so dangerous especially when it just looked like a ball of fur. He was still sulking about it when we were leaving. Tony is still going on about how there were turtles in the water at the monkey and lion dens, Mike's talking about how the lemurs went nuts and Jaime's next to me, engaging in conversation with Jack about how if you could control animals you could take over the world.

I'm content, I'm happy and I'm not anxious. I feel as though I was meant to be around these people, why else would they make me feel like I can be myself? I have never had that before, excluding my family, I've always had to change who I am to suit the person in with. But now? Now I can relax.

We all climb into the cars and drive to the guy’s hotel so they can make sure they have everything together before they leave. Only two more hours and their gone. I feel a tightness in my chest as I think about the fact that they will be leaving, that I'm not going to see them for 6 months, the guys from All Time Low even longer... How am I going to survive this? Jaime left me for a few weeks and I had a break down. How will I be able to stay sane?

Jaime having noticed my inner turmoil wraps his arm around me and pulls me close.

"It's okay. We'll be fine. As you said, this is just practice for when I'm on tour" he whispered to me, careful not to let the others who were in the car with us hear.

"But that still means you have to go"

"I know, but it we both knew this was coming, and at least now you won't have to wait two years for me to have another tour here."

"That's true, it's only six months. I can handle that."

"I know you can" he smiled and kissed the top of my head.

We arrived at the hotel and everyone went their separate ways to get ready to leave. Right now Jaime is throwing all of his belongings into his suitcase while I sit and watch from his bed. With every item that goes into that bag I feel like he's getting further away from me. I can tell I'm on the verge of tears and as Jaime throws in the last of his things he looks up at me. A second later I'm in his arms.

"It's okay Mil, don't worry, I'll be back" he cooed in my ear as he ran his fingers up and down my arm. The tears began to spill and I tuned in his arms to bury my face in his chest.

"Why? Why do you have to go?"

"You know why." His voice sounded broken. I looked up and saw the sadness in his eyes and it broke my heart. I have to be strong, right now, me having a breakdown is not helping him. He needs me to be strong. I take a deep breath and wipe away my tears.

“I know, in six months I'll be single, I'll have my degree, I'll have said all of my goodbyes and I'll be ready to come to America."

He smiled at me before leaning down and kissing me gently. But I don't want gentleness, not when he is about to leave me. I shift so that I'm straddling him and kiss him heavily. A small groan escaped his lips as his hand rested on my waist. His tongue ran across my lower lip, asking for entrance and the second I opened my lips he quickly dominated me and took control. He flipped us so that he was lying on top of me on the bed and his hand slid underneath my shirt.

"What if they hear?" I asked, suddenly very self-conscious of the fact that Tony was in the room next door.

"You'll just have to keep quiet then" he had a smirk on his face as he spoke before reclaiming my lips.

Soon he had removed my clothing and he was just in his pants. Being in such a rush, being filled with such longing, there was no time for foreplay. He rolled on a condom and checked that I was wet enough before he quickly shoved himself into me. I couldn't help but moan as he moved quickly and with so much force. He put his hand over my mouth to stifle the sound and continued moving.

It wasn't long before I felt a warm pressure building in my lower stomach and I was close. Jaime must have sensed it too because he immediately told me to hold on, that I couldn't let go just yet. I hold on as long as I can, but the pressure is becoming unbearable, Jaime's strong movements make me lose control and send me over the edge and he covered my mouth again to stop me from calling out. His trusts became very sloppy and he came not long after I did. He collapsed on the bed beside me and I lay there for a moment, trying to compose myself after my high.

I tried to soak in the image of Jaime lying naked next to me for as long as I could, imprinting the image into my brain, but unfortunately, it was almost 6 and the guys had to get to the airport to catch their flight home. I slid out of bed and pulled on my clothes, not missing that Jaime was watching my every move.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" I asked and I pulled my shirt on.

"You're gorgeous, you know that right" a blush rose in my cheeks and I didn't know what to say so I just liked up his pants and threw them at him. He chuckled and pulled them on before walking over to me and wrapping his arms around me.

"I mean it. You are so beautiful, never forget that okay?" He kissed my neck and I turned to kiss him. We stood there for a minute, holding each other, kissing, just savouring the moment. "Will you be okay when I'm gone?" He seemed reluctant to ask

"I'll be fine"

"You remember your promise right?"

"Of course, and I will keep it, I swear"

"Good." He kissed me gently again before pulling away and grabbing his bags. We walked out to the lounge and found that Tony had already gone to the lobby.

"Are we going past your house before we go to the airport to drop you off?"

I shake my head "Jason's going to pick me up from the airport when you guys have gone"

He nodded as he claimed my hands and dragged me out the door. We met all the guys in the lobby and piled into their bus. Once we got to the airport they checked in and we all headed to the terminals. There was still half an hour until their flight arrived so everyone went to the little cafe that was in the terminal. It was a pretty funny sight; the entire cafe was taken up by the guys and their crew. I would never have realised how many people were needed for a tour.

The half hour passed to quickly and their flight had landed and everyone headed to their terminal. I'm sitting on Jaime's lap as we wait for boarding to start not wanting to let him further than a meter away, not when he was about to leave.

"Flight SD18097 to San Diego via Sydney is now boarding. Flight SD18097 to San Diego via Sydney is now boarding"

The guys all stood and I went to say goodbye. I gave tight hugs to all of them, even Jack who was thrilled that I had warmed up to him.

"Stay safe okay? You ever need me; if you're having an attack or just need to talk I'm here okay?" Alec whispered into my ear as hugged him good bye

"Thanks Alex"

I moved to hug Tony who demanded that I watched star wars at some point before he saw me again and I hesitantly agreed. Then, last, but certainly not least, I was engulfed in Jaime's arms, his face buried in my neck and mine in his chest.

"You better keep in constant contact okay? I know you hate calling people but I don't care, I need to hear your voice at some point okay?"

I nodded against his chest, not trusting my voice to stay strong enough to get words out. He pulled away slightly and lifted my face to look at him before he pressed his lips gently against mine. It was a sad kiss, a good bye.

"Come on man, I know it's hard but we have to head off" Mike said from behind him. "I'll miss you little lady" he patted my head and walked to show the hostess his ticket.

Jaime pulled away but not before pecking my lips again quickly. "I'm going to miss you Mil"

"I'm going to miss you too Himes" be slowly back away before turning to the hostess. He gave her his ticket and she scanned it. He paused as he walked past her to the opening to the plane and looked at me. He smiled sadly before continuing.

I sat by the window, watching the plane as it took off with tears pouring down my face. A woman came and handed me some tissues, she herself looked as if she was in a similar situation to me. Having someone you care about having to leave.

"I love you Jaime" my voice was a mere whisper, but I wish he could have heard those words.

Notes

Yep so it's a long one :) don't worry, this isn't the end, not yet... I still have a lot to write before i hit the sequel :D I hope you enjoyed it, It's very fluffy and contained some smut, hopefully it was a good mix of playful and mushy. hahaha :D Let me know what you think! xox