Forgive Me- Part 1

Amelia's POV

I woke up feeling a lot better than I had in a while. Not only was I proud of myself for keeping my promise, I feel like chatting with Alex took a load off of my shoulders, even though we didn't really talk about anything in particular. Even now, two days later, the relief of having someone neutral to talk to was really comforting.

I crawled half way out of my bed to reach for my phone which had somehow been knocked onto the floor during the night. I turned it on and my phone was swamped by messages and notifications, just like yesterday. This is getting ridiculous I thought as more kept popping up. God, this is going to be annoying... I look at the time, 11am, yea he should be awake. I call Alex's number and after a minute he picks up.

"Hello?" His voice sounded groggy indicating that I had in fact woken him.

"Aaaaalllllllleeeeeexxxxxxx"

"Amelia? Why did you call me so early?"

"Dude, it's like 11, therefore not early."

"It is when you didn't go to sleep until 5 am"

"Well that's not my fault"

"What do you waaant? I wanna go back to sleep" he groaned

"My phone won't stop going off! Fix it!"

"Why do I have to?"

"Because it your fault"

"Oh, twitter?"

"Mmhmm"

"Go into settings, notification centre, twitter, and turn off notifications"

"Thaaankyou!" I sang

"No problem. Can I sleep now?"

"Of course dear" I laughed before saying goodbye and hanging up. I did what he said and my phone was suddenly silent. No more annoying vibrations. I sighed with relief before deciding to flick through what the notifications were.

'@MillyMaw are you and @AlexAllTimeLow dating?'

'Why would @AlexAllTimeLow even talk to a girl like @MillyMaw? I mean she's not even that pretty'

'Is it just me or does @MillyMaw look just like that chick in the photo with @ptvjaime ?'

'Both @AlexAllTimeLow and @ptvjaime, I knew that @MillyMaw chick was just a band whore'

I couldn't help but get upset by their words. I had never even considered getting with Alex, and Jaime's gone, I'm never going to see him again... I'm on the verge of breaking down but I can't stop myself from clicking on the link to his page.

Wait what? He's following me? Should I follow him back? What is the protocol for this situation? I clicked follow before I thought too much about it and tuned my phone off and threw it on my bed so I couldn't change my mind. I left my phone there before heading over to my bookshelf and grabbing a new book.

I was reading for at least two hours before I decided to grab my phone and see what was happening in the world of twitter. God. What's happening to me? I'm using twitter! I shudder internally as I walk over to my bed and grab it.

Oh shit. Five missed calls from... Jason? What? Why is Jason calling me? I quickly call him back and he answers immediately.

"Amelia?"

"Yea Jason, what's up?"

"C-can I come and stay up with you? Just for a little while?" His voice was shaking.

"Sure honey, what's wrong?"

"Some shit went down and I just want to get away for a while..."

"Of course, is it okay with mum though?"

"Yeah, it's only like three days off school and then it's the weekend. It's fine so long as I'm come back for Monday."

"Okay, are you alright to drive yourself up here or do I need to come and get you?"

"No I can drive; it will help calm me down."

"Okay then, when are you heading up?"

"Would tomorrow be okay?"

"Of course! I'll see you then okay!" We said our goodbyes and he hung up. I wonder what happened, Jason NEVER cries, and from the way his voice was shaking I know he was crying then. What the hell could have happened to make him like that?

I think back to my school days and shudder. I hope they aren't treating them like they treated me. But if they were why hasn't he told me? I'm his big sister! I'm meant to know these things! I sigh. Well now I'm going to have to decide on a birthday dinner. Birthdays mean unhealthy take out in our house, living on my own I don't bother, usually just heating up some noodles...

Well, I guess now that Jason's going to be here I won't have Becca breathing down my neck constantly. That's a plus at least. Speaking of, I should probably go shopping; I definitely do not have enough food to feed Jason for almost a week. He eats about as much as Jaime! I groan at the thought. Why do I always circle back to Jaime?

Notes

Just a crappy filler.... I'm doing a lot of these lately hahah so what do you guys think of Jason coming up? will he ruin Jaime's plans to get Amelia back?