Forgive Me- Part 1

Jaime's POV

I couldn't help but smile when I woke up to see Amelia curled up against my side. I'm not going to lie; I was not expecting what happened last night. Actually I was a bit reluctant; I knew it would make it a thousand times harder for me to leave her. But I don't regret it, not at all. The sex was great but it wasn't just that; I was sort of expecting her to be awkward afterwards, or angry at herself, but she just dragged me up and dragged me to the lounge room where we are our now cold popcorn and watched the lion king before returning to bed. It was a comfortable night, one that I would happily repeat every day. It did get a little awkward however when Isaac called again but she just declined it, still angry about him being a dick the other day.

I felt Amelia stir in my arms and look down to see her clenching her eyes shut, obviously trying to force herself to stay asleep, but she soon let out a sigh and blinked her eyes, getting them used to the light before looking up at me.

"Morning" she grumbled. I chuckled and lent down to kiss her forehead.

"Good morning to you too."

"What's the time?" I reached over to grab my phone so I could check.

"Umm, 7:30" she groaned when I said it.

"Why are we awake?"

"Not a morning person?" She shook her head and buried her face in her pillow and pulled the blankets over her head. "Okay, well while you do that, I'm going to have a quick shower then ill cook you some breakfast okay?"

She poked her head out from under the blankets and grinned while nodding. "Not as much as yesterday, I unlike you am not a Mexican male and cannot eat that much" I couldn't help but laugh at her using almost the exact wording I had used yesterday. I climbed out of the bed and grabbed some of the clothes that Tony had dropped off yesterday before heading to the shower.

I had just finished cooking the eggs and was about to call Amelia that it was ready but when I turned around she was already there, sitting at the table waiting patiently.

"Ha-ha, food is worth getting out of bed hey?"

"Every time" she grinned as I put the plate in front of her and sat down myself, both of us too engaged in our food to talk.

I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket and when I pulled it out I saw it was a text from Mike. 'Hey, so we had to take the rental back, is there any chance that chick you're with could drop you off?' I shook my head and let out a sad sigh. I forgot I was leaving today.

"What's wrong?" Amelia looked worried.

"Nothing, I just got a text asking if you could drop me off today..." Her face fell

"Oh, I forgot about that..."

"Yea me too"

"I don't want you leave" her voice was barely a whisper. I forgot about the food in front of me and pushed my chair back before pulling her out of her own and into my chest.

"I don't want to leave you either. But I don't have a choice, I promise you though, I WILL come back okay?" She nodded, slid off my lap and smiled brightly at me but I could tell it was forced. I could see the sadness hidden in her eyes.

"Well, I'm finished eating so I'm going to go shower then we can head off?"

"Sounds good" I smiled sadly at her as she waltzed off to the bathroom. I quickly finished my breakfast and took both of our plates and put them in the dishwasher before texting mike asking for the address of where they were staying. He texted it to me and I put it into maps before sitting on the couch with a sigh and eyeing our still full hot chocolates from last night. I smirked, what an amazing night. I replayed it in my head, remembering every detail, the way she moved, the way she groaned my name. God! Pure bliss. Yea... Pure bliss that won't happen again. I drop my head into my hands. How the hell had this girl managed to work her way so well into my skull. I've never been like this before! It's fucking ridiculous!

I heard the bathroom door open and saw Amelia walk out with her wet hair twisted up into a bun. "You all set to go?" She asked

"Yea I just need to grab my bag" I said as I stood up to go to her room to grab it. When I picked it up the $15 she had slipped into the bad fell out and immediately brought a smile to my face. I grabbed it and quickly went and slipped it under her pillow and quickly scrawled 'my shout ;)' onto a piece of paper and put it with it. She'd find it tonight when she got into bed. I have noticed that she likes sleeping with at least one hand underneath her pillow.

I rush out of the room but slow as I reach her. She's looking blankly at the door, as if she's in her own little world. I smile and twine my fingers through hers; she jumps slightly, only just noticing that she was no longer alone but soon gains composure, smiles and heads to the door.

The drive was over too quickly. Too soon we were parked outside the hotel. Too soon did I have to leave her...I sighed and opened the car door, Amelia quickly following suit. She almost ran around the car and latched onto me. I looked down to see that she had tears in her eyes and it broke my heart.

"I don't want you to go! You're the only person I've ever really been able to talk to, you know more about me than Becca even. How can I let you go?"

"You don't have to. I put my number in your phone and you can call me whenever you need okay? I do need you to make me a promise though" I lifted her chin up so she looked me in the eye.

"Anything"

"Promise me you will try not to cut. And that if you really feel like you HAVE to do it, you'll call me. If I don't answer, leave me a voicemail or a text, but don't do anything until I call okay? I'll always get back to you as soon as I can okay?"

"Okay I promise" I nodded in approval and she buried her face in my chest and tightened her arms around me.

"Why don't you come up for a bit? You can say hello to Tony and hang out for a little while before you have to leave" she nodded and let her arms fall from around me but I quickly claimed her hand before leading her into the building.

We got to the room and I knocked of the door which soon swung open to show a smiling Tony.

"Amelia! Hey! I didn't think you'd come"

"Hello to you too Tony" I mumbled and he waved me off.

"Yea I was dropping him off but he invited me up so I could come and say hey to you"

"Aww I'm touched, come in!"

"What's with you guys?" I asked eyeing them both; they looked at me with confusion.

"Huh?" Amelia said simply

"Yesterday you guys would barely talk but now you're like old buddies" I'm not going to lie, I'm a little jealous that she's so comfortable around Tony now.

"Well we did chat yesterday so it's not so hard today" Tony said with Amelia nodding in agreement. "Now I have to warn you, yes he's calmed down, however he's still pissed so brace yourself." I nod before hesitantly walking into the room.

I glance around quickly before I see him lying on a bed with headphones plugged in and his eyes closed. I took a deep breath before walking over and tapping him on the shoulder. He jumped and his eyes flew open wide in shock. He looked at me for a minute before pulling me into a hug. Okay that's not what I expected. I patted him on the back and suddenly he was gone and a fist collided with my jaw. That's more along the lines of what I expected.

"What the fuck man! Seriously! I thought you were dead! We almost had to fucking postpone our show because we didn't think we'd find you and all this time you were shacking up with some whore?!" This time it was my turn to be pissed.

"Don't you fucking DARE call her that Vic! I got in contact with you as soon as I could and that girl, she fucking picked me up on the side of the road! It was pouring down rain and she could have left me there but no, she stopped, drove me here and even gave me a fucking place to stay. So don't you fucking dare say a bad word about her!"

Vic seemed shocked by my outburst but it seemed to have worked, all his anger seemed to be replaced with regret and guilt.

"I'm so sorry... I just, I thought you were dead man! And it would have been all my fault! If I hadn't have made that stupid bet, none of this would even be happening." He sank back onto the bed "I'm sorry about calling her a whore, I guess I really owe her one"

"Well she's right outside with Tone if you want to meet her" I gestured to the door. He nodded with a smile and stood up. "Oh, by the way, she doesn't know who we are... She loves our music and is a fan but never looked up what we looked like so she hasn't realised so don't say anything okay?"

"Jaime" Vic's voice was disapproving "you know that this won't end well right? You better not get attached"

"It's a late for that me amigo" I sigh

"Oh fuck. Really Jaime? Shit, you know we're leaving in like three days right?" I nodded and he shook his head disapprovingly "well, don't start anything with her. It will only end badly for you both"

We walked to the door but when we opened it Tony was the only one there. "Where's Amelia?" I asked, he looked a little worried.

"She said she needed something from her car but that was a while ago, I think she reacted to you guys fighting."

"What do you mean?" Vic asked

"Well we could kinda hear you guys, and Jaime had just started yelling at you and the she suddenly asked 'hey tone? Isn't Mike supposed to be here as well?' And then I said well he went to go get some drinks and she nodded then said she had to go" he explained.

"Shit. Shit! Oh god no!"

"What? What's wrong?" Vic asked me.

"I have never mentioned Mike. Not once. She didn't know there was even another person here!"

"Then why would she know?" Tony asked

"She must have figured it out..." I whispered.

Notes

hey! sorry about the delay! i completely forgot to upload this! whoops... so Drama! where do you think she went? how do you think she'll react to knowing the truth?