Forgive Me- Part 1

Amelia's POV

After we had lunch and chatted for a while Tony said he had to go, leaving Jaime and me to ourselves.

"So, it's only like 5 so what do you want to do?" I asked

"Well, I'm feeling pretty lazy so maybe watch a movie?"

I nodded and walked over to my DVD cupboard and sat cross legged in front of it and Jaime soon came and joined me.

"Wow you have so many DVD's" He scanned over my DVD's, grinned and laughed.

"What?" I asked

"Oh, it's nothing" he chuckled. I eyed him down and he gave in. "It's just your movies"

"What about them?"

He started gesturing at the different sections. "Horror section, Disney section, comedy, romance, TV. Series... And then in sections they're in rating order..."

"What's wrong with that? I like having them organised" I mumbled. He laughed again then wrapped his arm around my shoulders and drew me closer to him then looked at me

"Nothing, it's adorable" he grinned "so what do you want to watch?"

"I'm in the mood for Disney,"

"Is it possible to not be in the mood for it?"

"Touché" I grin at him and he grinned back.

"So which do you want to watch?"

"Ummmmm" I scanned over my Disney section before deciding. I pulled it out and threw it to him.

"Yes! Lion King! You are officially my most favourite person ever!" Hearing him say that made a blush form in my cheeks.

"Okay, you can put that in; I'll make hot chocolates and popcorn"

"Sounds good."

I walked to the kitchen cupboard and pulled out the drinking chocolate and then turned on the jug. While the jug boiled I put the popcorn in the microwave and prepared the hot chocolate mix. Once I'd made the hot chocolates, the popcorn still wasn't quite ready so I took them to the lounge. When I got around the corner I saw that Jaime had pulled out a blanket and was snuggled into the corner of the couch. God he's cute. No! No, you do not think that! I took a deep breath before walking over and handing him his hot chocolate. The smile that appeared on his face when he grabbed it was amazing. He looked like a child on Christmas. He took a sip and when he pulled away he had a small milk moustache.

"Umm, Jaime? You have a bit of a milk moustache..."

"Only a bit? Damn!" He took another, but bigger sip and this time when he pulled away he had a huge one. "Better?"

"Oh yea!" I grinned "just don't get it on my blanket." He put down his hot chocolate next to mine on the table.

"What this blanket?" He asked innocently. I watched him as he slowly began to lift the edge of the blanket towards his face.

"No!" I jumped on him to pull the blanket away from his face which caused both of us to fall to the floor. He landed on top of me and I burst out in a fit of giggles and he soon joined me.

"You still have hot chocolate on your face," I said as I pulled down the sleeve on my jumper and wiped it away.

He smiled sweetly at me and the next thing I knew his lips were on mine. Our lips moved together rhythmically and I wrapped my arms around his neck to draw him closer. I felt him smirk against my lips and he moved his hands to my waist. He soon ran his tongue against my bottom lip asking for permission to enter which I happily granted.

Things continued to get more and more heated. I heard the microwave beep in the kitchen but was too engrossed in Jaime to care. His hand slid up my thigh and just under the hem of my shorts. My heart stopped and I froze. My cuts.

Jaime felt the sudden change in my mood and stopped. His hand, frozen on my thigh.

"What's wrong?" He asked his face contorted with worry but I couldn't respond. I shook my head and my gaze flickered to his hand on my thigh and it didn't go unnoticed. He looked down at his hand and his face softened.

"I know..." He whispered, he's probably thinking it because of Isaac.

"No. No, I really don't think you do..." He smiled sadly and moved his hand higher to my cuts and lightly traced his thumb over them.

"I know" he lent down and kissed my forehead. I felt tears start to fill my eyes.

"H-how?"

"That first night, when I pulled you out of the shower"

I nodded. Of course. "Why didn't you say anything? Why didn't you freak out? Why did you still kiss me?" I was starting to hyperventilate. Oh god. A panic attack.

"Shh, Shh! It's okay, calm down." Obviously that is easier said than done. I could see that Jaime was starting to freak out because he didn't know what to do. Suddenly he did something that I think shocked us both, he kissed me again and somehow, it worked. My breathing evened, I stopped shaking and my body focused on the kiss but he soon broke away.

"I don't care about your scars, they are a part of who you are, but they don't define you. The only thing that upset me was that you could hurt so much that you could do that. I promise you that I do not care that you have scars. Everyone does, some are just more noticeable. But as I said. They don't define who you are, and so long as there aren't any new ones, I won't pressure you into talking about it" the tears in my eyes threatened to overflow. Never, in my entire life, had anyone ever said anything as meaningful, as understanding to me. Then suddenly I couldn't control myself anymore. I threw myself at him causing him to fall backwards and me to land on top of him. I lent down and kissed him hungrily and after a second, Jaime got over the shock of my sudden attack and kissed back.

It got very heated very quickly and soon Jaime's hands were moving to remove my shirt. I sat up to make it easier for him and then I was just in a bra and shorts. I felt extremely exposed. I've only been like this once before and I suddenly felt very self-conscious. I think Jaime noticed because he smiled and kissed me slowly before whispering in my ear.

"You are so beautiful" I couldn't help but blush as he kissed down my neck making me moan slightly as he sucked on the skin there, that is definitely going to leave a mark. His hands moved to my breasts and began to massage them through the fabric of my bra.

Soon I stopped him and pushed him away. The look on his face was priceless. I smirked and stood up, pulling him with me. I lead us to my bedroom and turned him so his back was to the bed. He smirked as I tugged his shirt over his head and ran my fingers over his chest and pushed him back. His arms automatically wrapped around me, pulling me down with him and I laughed before reconnecting our lips.

He pulled down my pants and began to rub me through my underwear causing me to moan. God! It's been so long. I hadn't realised how much I missed it. Jaime chuckled at my reaction and slipped his hand into my underwear and into me causing another moan to escape my lips. He pressed his lips firmly against mine as his fingers continued to work inside of me. After a while I could tell I was close and to my extreme disappointment Jaime stopped.

"W-why?" I complained. I squirmed in the bed, longing for the return of his contact. He kissed me again.

"Do you really want to do this?" He asked. I nodded furiously, I needed him. I don't know when it happened but somehow Jaime was just in his boxers now. He reached behind me and removed my bra and trailed a line of kisses down my neck an across my breasts, pausing momentarily at my nipples before continuing down my stomach. He reached down and pulled of my underwear and kissed each of my thighs before returning back to my lips. As he did, I went down and removed his boxers, but rather than kissing his thighs, I took him in my mouth. I worked on him for a while and when I could feel that he was close, I did exactly what he did. I stopped. He groaned in frustration.

"Paybacks a bitch hey?" I laughed

He pulled me back up to his level and rolled is so he was on top before kissing me roughly.

"Ready?" He growled in my ear I nodded against his neck and moaned in both pain and pleasure as he pushed himself into me. He paused, waiting for me to adjust before continuing.

It was pure bliss and by the time we were both done it was pitch black and we were twined together comfortably in my bed.

"We forgot about the popcorn" he murmured in my ear. I couldn't help but laugh at the random statement.

"Come on, we have a movie to watch" I said jumping out of bed and grabbing my clothes. What an amazing night. I watched him pull his pants on and smiled as he came over to place a kiss on my cheek. I couldn't ask for a more perfect night.

Notes

Yep... well... that was the most awkward writing session I've ever had. Who knew writing smut would be so embarrassing. well... i hope you guys enjoy that and yep... i'm gonna go sit in a corner and cry at my awkwardness