anna’s Pov


it has been two weeks since i found out that my mother was in the hospital. and those two weeks were hell for me. the doctors had told me that there was no improvement of the condition that she was in. i never listen to them, because i know that she is a fighter like me, she has to be.

i heard a know on the door “ come in” i said as i heard the door open i looked and i saw the band “hey” they said in a soft unison. “ hi guys” i said as i wiped the tear from my eye. “ how’s it going?” chris had asked “nothing much” i said as i looked back at my mother and started to rub her hand softly. “ have you slept?” ricky asked me and he pulled a chair next to me and followed by the others. i shook my head. “ hardly” i said. i could feel all eyes were on me “ i’m fine” i said as i looked at them. “ we’re concerned for you anna” devin said to me, i just nodded “ i know… everyone is as well” i said

“anna how about you go home and freshen up and we will stay here and look after your mum and we will call you if anything changes” blaz said “ i’m not too sure” i said “ anna trust us you will feel much better.. we will look after her” chris said to me. i had thought about it for a bit then said “alright” as i got my bag and slowly got up and hugged each of them. as i got to the door i turned around “you guys are the best friends and boyfriend that anyone can have” i said and all of them smiled.

(skip the car ride)

as i got home a walked and opened the door and closed it behind me and started to walk up the stairs to my room. i got some cloths and walked to the bathroom and turned on the hot water. i waited a bit for the right temp and started take the cloths off and hopped inside the shower. as i was showing i could not help but get the flashbacks of my mother in that hospital bed with a tube down her throat. as these images came to me i started to cry. as i was crying i slid down the shower wall cried even more. as i was crying the images of my mother came from all the good times that we had. i wish that this never had happened to her. after good 10 minutes being on the floor i got up and finished off what i need to do. i turned off the water and walked out and grabbed the towel and dried my self got dressed and walked out of the bathroom. as i was about to walk out the room this necklace had caught my eye. i looked at the closely it was this necklace that my mother had like it, so i took it and put it in my pocket and walked down stairs into the kitchen. i saw princess my dog sleeping soundly in her bed dreaming. i walked into the kitchen and grabbed a clod glass of water. as i was getting this my hand started to shake a bit. once i was finished i walked out the room and headed back to the hospital.

(skip the car ride)

as i got out of the car of the carpark of the hospital, it felt much colder then it did before. i walked inside and headed to the floor where my mother was. as i was walking i saw the boys outside with candy and matt. when i saw then i had felt sick. “ your back” ricky said as he walked over to me and hugged me. “ what’s going on ricky? .. why is everyone here?” i asked “ ummm anna the doctor wants to speak to you” ricky said to me and i nodded. “ miss anna” i heard someone say “ yes” i said as i unhugged ricky and walked over to the doctor.

“anna i got some really bad news to tell you..” there was this pause “ i am not really sure how to put this… but your mother is not getting better, but she is getting worse” the doctor said. when i heard this i had started to have troubles breathing. “ anna why don’t you take a seat and just breath for me” the doctor said to me and i listen to him. “ so doc what am i suppose to do?” i asked him.

“ i really hate to say this… but anna i think you need to say your goodbyes” the doctor said to me.. when i heard this i had started to cry. “ hey whats the matter” i heard ricky say to me as he rubbed my back.. “ i need air” i said to him as i got up and he walked with me. “ hey anna are you okay?” chris asked me in a worried tone “ she just needs air” ricky said and he helped me to go outside.

once we where outside i sat down and i just started to cry. “ babe whats the matter.. please tell me” ricky said as he sat next to me with tears in his eyes. “ they are going to turn off the life support” i said as i cried harder and ricky hagged me tighter “ i am so sorry” ricky said to me “so are we” i heard and i turned me head and saw the rest.

Notes

i am really sorry for not posting so soon..

because of uni work and other things as well..

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