11 June, 3:56am, 2003

I don't know exactly what Oli and I were, but nobody knew what was going on. They were getting suspicious, but weren't saying anything about it. I'm trying to avoid any alone time with Mike because I was still confused about my feelings for him. I knew they were there, that's for sure.

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"What are you doing here?" I asked with a smile, putting down my Scarlett Letter book.

"I knocked, but your Dad wasn't home. And since you didn't answer, I know you were reading a book," Oli smiled back, kicking off his shoes and lying next to me. "Keep reading, I don't mean to disturb," I laughed and shook my head, kissing his lips softly before pulling away.

"God, you have no idea how long I've been wanting you to do that," Oli chuckled, pulling me onto his lap so I was straddling him. I leant down and kissed his nose before propping my elbows on his chest and looking at him. He was staring at me with so much love and adoration, I don't know how I didn't see it before.

He lifted his hand and caressed my cheek.

"You're so cute," I said. He sat up with me still in his lap, resting his hands on my waist and bringing his face close to mine and closing his eyes before brushing his eyelashes against my cheek. My eyes fluttered closed and I placed my palms on his thighs, just loving being close to him. No one has ever been so gentle with me, it was always rough. Even kissing Mike was rough. This was nice.

"BONNIE? ARE YOU HOME?!" Kellin's voice yelled from downstairs. Oli and I moved away from each other and I picked up my book, while he grabbed his phone out.

"Hey guys!" Jaime ran into the room, jumping on the bed and lying on our legs.

"Hime!" I groaned, hitting him in the head with my book. "Get off,"

"No," he giggled. Everyone walked in and sat in various places of the room.

"What ya doing?" Alan asked, licking an ice-cream.

"I'm reading my book, and Oli is texting... Angelina," Oli looked over at me and gave me a "really?" look.

"Ooh, who's Angelina?" Vic smirked, although he looked pretty confused.

"Umm, a girl," Oli stated dumbly and I had to try not to laugh.

"We get it's a girl Oli, but who is she? How'd you meet her?" Matt looked at him.

"I met her at the... library,"

"You went to the library?" Austin looked at him with disbelief.

"I was looking for a study book!" Oli defended himself.

"Can we meet this Angelina?" Mike asked excitedly. Why is he so excited? Douche.

"Umm... We'll see where it goes?" They all seemed to believe him. I mean, really? The only one who didn't believe him was Tony, who was giving me a knowing look and mouthed "We'll talk later."

I rolled my eyes but nodded, continuing the conversation with everyone.





"Angelina huh?" Tony asked with a smirk as we walked down the empty wet road.

"Shut up," I muttered, pulling my coat tighter around my body. The rain had stopped, but it was still quite cold.

"So, are you and Oli like a thing now?"

"I honestly don't know," I mumbled. "We've kissed a few times..."

"Are you sure that's the only thing that happened?" Tony smiled, staring ahead.

"What are you implying Turtle?" I asked with a raised eyebrow.

"Not that . You'd be waiting a while for sex," I blushed at his words, considering we were talking about me having sex with another guy when he had his tongue in my mouth not long ago. "I've known Oli for years. He won't kiss you more than once without saying the words,"

"Fine, we said the words," I shook my head in amusement.

"You both said the words?! Aww, that's cute!" Tony said, jumping up and down.

"You're such a girl," I rolled my eyes playfully.

"I know. But I'm your hot girl," he winked, strutting a pose.

"Oh my god! That was such a Jaime thing to do!" I laughed. "Let's go get hot chocolate, I'm cold." We linked arms and began walking back the way we came.





18 June, 2:47pm, 2003

I knew nothing would last. And it's all because of me and my fucking stupid feelings.

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*****

I heard a knock on my bedroom door and I smiled.

"I didn't think you were coming over till -" I looked up and paused as I seen Mike there.

"Expecting Oli?" he asked with a small smile. i briefly nodded, closing my book.

"I came here... To talk again. About us,"

"There is no us Mike," I sighed. "There never was,"

"But there can be," I shook my head.

"No Mike, there can't,"

"Why not Bonnie?" He came closer, standing directly in front of me, a little close for my liking. "I like you a lot,"

"I love Oli," I whispered quietly.

"W-what?" he stuttered, eyes widening.

"I'm in love with Oli," I said louder.

"What about Angelina?"

"I can't believe Tony was the only one who didn't fall for that. Did you seriously believe that bull shit?" I laughed.

"Give me a chance,"

"No,"

"Bonnie, please,"

"No," Mike stepped forward and grabbed my face before for in a kiss on me. And I didn't pull away. I waited a minute until he pulled away.

"You have to leave," I said, moving away from him.

"Bonnie -"

"Go!"

"I'm sorry," he whispered.

"Just... Just go Mike." He silently left and I was left feeling heartbroken, confused and guilty.

I didn't move away.

Notes

So my sleepover thing was awesome! My friend and I were on Tumblr and found 2 gifs of Jaime and Tony with the guitars and their orgasm faces. Holy shit it was hot and we literally watched it for 20 minutes comparing who's looked hotter. We couldn't decide Dx