Warped fucking tour.

I can't ask to have a better time, everything is amazing and I'm having the summer of my life. My music and my band have been soaring like eagles, each performance getting crazier and crazier, more fun and more exciting each time. We've pushed through multiple tour sights, only meeting more amazing fans and playing more amazing sets that ever.

Not to mention our bands popularity is going up very much, not only because Sammy has been doing some work with other famous drummers, or because of how every show we get new watchers, but also from the collaborations I've been doing with Pierce the Veil and Sleeping With Sirens.
Their vocals are a little different from mine, but together I have to say it sounds pretty good. Kellin and I have been working on stuff, and Vic has even asked me to fill in for their female singer that sings Hold On Til' May who is out .

On top of becoming closer with them, I've been hanging out with Alan, Tino, Phil, and Aaron a ton more now, too, mostly because of Austin, but also because we all enjoy hanging with each other. As for Oli, I haven't been seeing him as much as we would have liked to. I mean between the fact that I'm shit busy, with sets, interviews, meet and greets, personal band time, working with Kel and Vic, and just running around with Austin, we haven't been able to do much. Plus, Oli got back together with his ex, Hannah, and I guess her and Austin weren't to please with the whole 'Holi' thing, which is understandable.

But, Austin.. He's been... He's been so great. Our relationship has to be the best one I've ever been in, pure fun. We run around, goof off, party, hang out, and have a fucking great time just like were teenagers again. But I'm pretty sure teenagers don't have as much sex as we have.

It's amazing. He's amazing. This all is amazing. And I'm happy. I haven't been this happy in what seems for forever, and I don't even have a chance to think anything negative. Except for right now because I'm running late to the PTV set, trying to push through people as I made my way over. "Hey! Sorry I'm late! I got caught up with fans!" I breathed out to their backstage manager, they were already on stage, Hold on Til May coming up.

I threw my guitar strap over and waited excitedly for my part to come out. And when I did I got a relieved look from Vic and cheers from the crowd, which made me smile. It was so amazing how they cheered for me, I never get used to it.

If I were you, I'd put that away
See, you're just wasted
And thinking about the past again
Darling you'll be okay

And she said,

[Hazel:]
"If you were me, you'd do the same
'Cause I can't take anymore
I'll draw the shades and close the door
Everything's not alright and I would rather..."

Vic finished up the song, all too soon for mine and the crowds liking. This song was amazing and definitely emotional, especially for the people that can relate. But once it was over I made my way off the stage with a wave and a kiss on Vic's cheek, then I waited backstage for them to finish.

They were all cheering when they ran off and it made me smile. I gave them all a quick hug, except Mike, their drummer, who just scowled at me. "Where were you? We were almost late for set because of you."

"I'm sorry," I looked at all of them, "I was coming, but then I ran into a few fans and lost track of time. I got here as fast as I could, though." I did feel bad if I made them late.

"It's fine, Starr, it happens," Jamie said, giving me a smile which I returned. Vic just patted me on the back and threw a quick smirk before he moved to set his guitar down. I guess it isn't that big of a deal.

"We waited on your damn ass," Mike snapped, a big deal to him. Mike and I didn't get along very well... Which the reason is very unbeknownst to me. Maybe because I was currently replacing their old female singer until she got back and he didn't like that.. Or he just didn't like me?

"Good thing my ass is so fine then," I joked back and before he could say something worse back I said goodbye and started to leave. The rest of PTV said a bye to me back, but as I took a glance backwards I saw Mike was just flipping me off. I scoffed and rolled my eyes. He can go out of his way to be rude to me all he likes, he can't bring me down.

As I started nearing the Of Mice and Men set, my smile returned again. Austin and I liked to meet each other after the others set as much as we could, and when I started making my way side stage, I noticed that they were on their last song, Second and Sebring. This song tugged on everyones heart strings, especially mine when I found out that it was about Austin's mom who died when he was young.

Austin held out the microphone for the crowd to finish the end, and when he did I saw him put his hands over his eyes to hide the tears. I knew he loved his fans, and sure as hell loved his mom, so seeing and hearing everyone sing had to make him emotional, thinking of his mom. Hell, it even made me emotional. And seeing him right now only made me want to wrap him up in a big hug. The song ended, but the crowd didn't stop as their band went off stage. They were chanting and screaming their names, and when I got back stage I saw Austin sitting against a speaker, monster in hand and other covering his mouth while he cried. Tears of happiness. I was oddly so proud and happy for him.

I bit my lip to stop a squeal from coming out as I was jumped in a big hug. "Can you hear them, Haze!! Listen!" Alan said, and I laughed. A squeal now escaped my lips this time before I could get a word out as Tino, Phil, and Aaron now joined our big hug.
When they did release me, I looked up to see Austin standing there, waiting for me.

A warm smile spread over my face, up to my eyes, and I strode over, not hesitating to throw my arms around him. He slithered his around my waist and we held each other for a moment longer, before I went back down flat on my toes. I looked up into his soft brown eyes, still red from tears and didn't waste another second to connect my lips with his. No words needed to be said now, and when we broke apart. "Are you free the rest of the day?"

I bit my lip and nodded.

"Good," he stated. We said goodbye to the guys and then he was leading me somewhere. I was about to ask, but when we got to an ice cream stand I didn't need to. "For me lady," he handed me my favorite, mint ice cream. "Why thank you handsome," I winked at him and he chuckled before he grabbed my free hand with his and we started walking out of the park.

We were somewhere in Missouri, near down town, so we passed many shops and people as we walked on. "Where are we going?" I looked up at him.

"Well, I might have seen a store that we just have to go check out," he smirked.

"What store?" I asked with a smile curiously.

"You'll see," he stated and I watched shamelessly as he licked his ice cream. We walked on in silence, just enjoying each others company and our treat for a while, until I saw his ice cream. "You're dripping everywhere," I laughed. His ice cream was melted and getting all over his hands after dripping down his cone. I just continued to laugh as he tried to lick it up as he laughed as well, failing. He ended up getting ice cream on his nose and even more on his hand. "You're a mess!"

He playfully grabbed his chest, pretending to be hurt and then lunged forward, putting his ice cream on my nose. "Austin!" I breathed out as he started rubbing it over my face and then backed up, putting his hand over his mouth like he always does as he started laughing even harder. My mouth was agape, but turned up in a smile as I tried wiping some off, but failed. Austin looked up to me and was still laughing hard to him self. "I'm.. I'm sorry," he tried to get out in between his laughter. I playfully pouted, sticking my bottom lip out. "I'm sorry," he stated again when he saw my expression. He stood up and came closer, putting his hands on my cheeks and trying to wipe some ice cream off with his thumbs, which wasn't working. He contemplated something and then in a swift movement yanked off his tank top that barely even was covering him. "Austin, wha-" he shushed me and brought his shirt up, starting to wipe off my face.

I laughed and let him, the shirt was just a plain black one, wore out and cut up more than most. Plus, I know he's a little obsessive with having so many clean clothes. "You sweated all over this!" I remembered, then he finished. He chuckled and then shrugged, wiping of his nose and hand on it. "Now you ruined your shirt."

"I'll buy another," he smiled and then we went over to the nearest trashcan, throwing away our ice creams and his shirt. I frowned a little that we wasted all that stuff, but when Austin grabbed my twisted and moved me so I could see the store in front of us, I smiled wide. It was a toy store that blended in well on the outside, but just looking in the window you could tell it was awesome. Austin smiled wide, like the little kid I swear he was and then we ran in. We took a minute too look in wonder at everything, but then Austin grabbed my hand and we started running around.

I loved seeing him smile and be happy like I have today. Even if it is when were going around through a toy store like five year olds, Austin laughing and showing me all the cool stuff we passed. We were running through the aisles, but when we got to the one filled with play musical instruments our faces lit up. Austin ended up playing on small conga drums while I found a small guitar, mostly made out of plastic, but started playing on it. We ended up dancing around and playing random songs, Austin even taking pictures and videos as we laughed. It wasn't until Austin started singing the Dora theme song loudly that a voice cut us off. "HEY!" The manager was storming over, telling us we were being 'too disruptive and Austin needed to get 'some clothes on.'

Austin and I looked at each other with wide eyes and then quickly set the toys down, taking off in a run from the manager while laughing. We were weaving through aisles and people for a little, until we ended up in front of a child's life sized doll house. I giggled and grabbed Austin's hand, pulling him inside. It was all orange and pink and my head was brushing against the top, but I laughed loudly when I saw how Austin had to squish is tall body in here.

But, I also didn't fail to notice the warm skin of his bare, tattooed chest brush up against mine. My hand was actually resting on one of his biceps and the heat radiating off of us was exhilarating. His eyes caught mine and he must have seen the underlying want and happiness in my eyes. A giggle of being caught escaped, but it was silenced by his lips coming down onto mine. His warm, soft, and tasteful lips that connected with mine greatly made my insides warm and shivers fly down my spine. I let my hand slide up and run through his hair, gripping it lightly while the kiss intensified.

Suddenly, his arms were around me, drawing me against him. Our mouths opened and he stroked his tongue against my lips, appealing me to open my mouth without a thought and let him in. I moaned lightly at the sensation and his arms shifted around me, one going down my lower back. A shiver accompanied his hand and a moan/gasp escaped my lips when he squeezed my ass. "HEY!" That same voice of the manager came out. "Get out of there!" We quickly broke away and scurried around, trying to get out of this thing. And then in an instant we were running again, hand in hand as we pushed past the manager and made our way for the door. I didn't fail to notice that Austin had grabbed something before we did bust out.

We got outside and ran down the street far enough until we were definitely in the clear, and then stopped, our breaths heavy. Austin reached his arm up and held out a large lollipop to me. We just ran around a toy store, got yelled at, made out in a doll house, got caught, ran out, and Austin stole me a lollipop.. I looked at it for a moment and then when I looked back at him and met his eyes we cracked up, roaring in laughter.

We ended up laughing so hard we had to lean on each other. "I can't believe that just happened!" I breathed and grabbed the lollipop from his hand.

"Me neither," he laughed out and we slowly started to calm down. I shook my head and bit my lip, a smile teasing my face as Austin grabbed my hand again and we started to walk back. We were leaning into each other and I was twirling the lollipop in my hand, smiling at it.

When we got back to the park and over to our busses, Austin wasn't allowing me to go back to my bus. "Stay with me tonight?"

I bit my lip and let a like yes fall out of my lips with a nod.

Notes

sorry it's taking me so long to update these!
But I had this one all written and then went to post it, but then it logged me out and I LOST EVERYTHING! i was so angry!!! So, lesson of the day: ALWAYS SAVE!

Anyways, happy turkey day!:)