My dad is austin carlile?
Part 7
Catherine’s P.O.V
I wake up with a beeping noise besides me. I look at my hand and it’s connected with an IV. I look at the window and the sun shine so bright, i smile at that. I admire the sun. Then i remembered why i’m here. Austin, father, heart, dead. I started to panic again. I’m trying to control my heartbeat. A nurse come to my room. Smiling.
“good morning beautiful, you are cath rigth?” the nurse said.
“yeah, what happen to me? And where’s my dad? What happen to him?”
“you have to take this pills. This is anti-deppresant pills. And your dad? He is fine..but still unconsious, wanna meet him??”
“whatever about the pills but yes i wanna meet him” i said.
The nurse lead me to his room. His body laying there lifeless. I come in the room and there stood alan, phil, tino and aaron. All looking at me. I’m scared they won’t like me. I’m the reason austin laying there, all because of me. I sit besides austin, and hold his hand. And my tears flowing out freely, and my body shake.
“i’m sorry dad, i’m the reason you’re laying here. I’m sorry i made you sick again. I know now you hate me even i think all of your friends now hate me. If you die who’ll gonna take care of me? Dad i’m sorry i love you so much. I don’t wanna lose you” i cry so hard. I lay my head above his hand. And i feel a hand wrap around my shoulder then i look up to see alan looking at me.
“we won’t hate you cath, we know you already. Austin always keep talking about you everyday, he miss you so much” alan smiled.
“what? He keep talking about me? He searching for me? I thought he never know about me..” i said and whisper the last part.
“he knows about you beauty, he loves you. But when he already know you, your mom wouldn’t let him in. So he just stalking you from afar”
“okay so this is all my fault. That’s why he’s here. I..i ran away from his car last night, i..i hated him last night. But i love him. Okay alan thanks for the information. I’ll be right back okay? Uhh take care of him for about maybe 30 minutes” as i said that i walk off the room and walk in my room. I search for my razor and go to the toilet. I’m thinking about all of the problem and start to make new scars. I make a deep scars now, The blood coming out freely, i cry. When i want to make the final cut, my eyes got blurry and my eyes closed. Goodbye world, i love you dad.
Alan’s P.O.V
Cath said she’ll go to her room for about 30 minutes. I’m waiting for her. It’s already 45 minutes and she didn’t come backk yet. The nurse said that she has scars on her arm and wrist, then i’m thinking about what did she do right now. I walk off austin room and go to cath’s room.
“hello? Cath? Hunny? Are you here??” i half yelled. Panic.
No answer. Okay now i can trully panic, i run to austin room and ask tino to come with me.
“tino come with me mate, urgent!!”
“what happen alan??” he come towards me.
“i think cath cut again, and i didn’t find her in her room”
“WHAT?! Okay. Hospital toilet!” we run to the toilet and we find that the second cubicle locked. I knock on the door and no one answer. I got on my knee looking down and i find a pool of blood and a glint of silver. I look up at tino with a panic eyes. I thought my eyes got wide.
I bust off the door and find that cath already laying there. Lifeless with a pool of blood. I pick her up and call for a doctor or nurse, they take care of her and i just waiting in the waiting room with tino. We hope she’ll be fine.
I wake up with a beeping noise besides me. I look at my hand and it’s connected with an IV. I look at the window and the sun shine so bright, i smile at that. I admire the sun. Then i remembered why i’m here. Austin, father, heart, dead. I started to panic again. I’m trying to control my heartbeat. A nurse come to my room. Smiling.
“good morning beautiful, you are cath rigth?” the nurse said.
“yeah, what happen to me? And where’s my dad? What happen to him?”
“you have to take this pills. This is anti-deppresant pills. And your dad? He is fine..but still unconsious, wanna meet him??”
“whatever about the pills but yes i wanna meet him” i said.
The nurse lead me to his room. His body laying there lifeless. I come in the room and there stood alan, phil, tino and aaron. All looking at me. I’m scared they won’t like me. I’m the reason austin laying there, all because of me. I sit besides austin, and hold his hand. And my tears flowing out freely, and my body shake.
“i’m sorry dad, i’m the reason you’re laying here. I’m sorry i made you sick again. I know now you hate me even i think all of your friends now hate me. If you die who’ll gonna take care of me? Dad i’m sorry i love you so much. I don’t wanna lose you” i cry so hard. I lay my head above his hand. And i feel a hand wrap around my shoulder then i look up to see alan looking at me.
“we won’t hate you cath, we know you already. Austin always keep talking about you everyday, he miss you so much” alan smiled.
“what? He keep talking about me? He searching for me? I thought he never know about me..” i said and whisper the last part.
“he knows about you beauty, he loves you. But when he already know you, your mom wouldn’t let him in. So he just stalking you from afar”
“okay so this is all my fault. That’s why he’s here. I..i ran away from his car last night, i..i hated him last night. But i love him. Okay alan thanks for the information. I’ll be right back okay? Uhh take care of him for about maybe 30 minutes” as i said that i walk off the room and walk in my room. I search for my razor and go to the toilet. I’m thinking about all of the problem and start to make new scars. I make a deep scars now, The blood coming out freely, i cry. When i want to make the final cut, my eyes got blurry and my eyes closed. Goodbye world, i love you dad.
Alan’s P.O.V
Cath said she’ll go to her room for about 30 minutes. I’m waiting for her. It’s already 45 minutes and she didn’t come backk yet. The nurse said that she has scars on her arm and wrist, then i’m thinking about what did she do right now. I walk off austin room and go to cath’s room.
“hello? Cath? Hunny? Are you here??” i half yelled. Panic.
No answer. Okay now i can trully panic, i run to austin room and ask tino to come with me.
“tino come with me mate, urgent!!”
“what happen alan??” he come towards me.
“i think cath cut again, and i didn’t find her in her room”
“WHAT?! Okay. Hospital toilet!” we run to the toilet and we find that the second cubicle locked. I knock on the door and no one answer. I got on my knee looking down and i find a pool of blood and a glint of silver. I look up at tino with a panic eyes. I thought my eyes got wide.
I bust off the door and find that cath already laying there. Lifeless with a pool of blood. I pick her up and call for a doctor or nurse, they take care of her and i just waiting in the waiting room with tino. We hope she’ll be fine.
She needs to wake up!!!!!!! Have her be conscious of her boys singing there but she can't talk or open her eyes yet.
9/3/14