My dad is austin carlile?
Part 6
Austin’s P.O.V
“Cath. Catherine William Carlile” she said. What? She is cath? My face turn pale now, i am shock. So she is my daughter. And she said sam..dead? how i’m gonna tell her that i am his father? I’ve been searching for her, but when i knew her..sam wouldn’t let me in. She said that cath isn’t my responsibility, she said that cath isn’t my daughter. But i’m sure cath is my daughter however now i meet her. I miss her so bad. I’m sorry cath i leave you and your mom. Sam i’m sorry but now i meet her.
“austin? You okay? What happen?”
“huh? No-nothing, uh..how old are you cath?” i try to keep calm but failed.
“i’m 14”
“do you have a place to stay? I mean where do you live?”
“nah..i don’t have a home.” She said, calmly but still shaky.
“no..don’t worry. Wanna stay with me? I’ll adopt you. How’s that sound? Good?” i try to convince her.
“what?! You sure? I’d love too. But why are you suddenly want to adopt me?”
Fuck, i didn’t think she’ll be this curious! “uh..because i like you, you seems like a good girl” i smile.
“oh right, well thanks”
With that i ride home. I turn on the radio and second and sebring come up. She sing and i scream. Wow her voice is so smooth, so good. When the song is over there’s silent and i decide to break the silent. “your voice is good cath” i said that out of the blue. “thanks” is all she said. Is she this quite? “hey want you do me a favor?” i said again. “what?” she said but her eyes keep staring the sky. “don’t do it again. Promise?”, “i can’t promise anything” as she said that i stop my car. “why’re you stop your car?” she said now facing me. “why you do it?” now i’m serious. “let see..bullied, no friend, lonely, has no dad, what else?? Hmm..fat, ugly, stupid, bitch, slut. Everything bad is in me” she said holding her tears fake smiling. “hey listen to me, you’re beauttiful. Has a good voice and you have a dad, i’m sure” shit why you said that austin, you stupid. “oh yeah? Where is he? I bet he’s a jerk, coward, stupid because he leave his daughter and his fucking wife ALONE”. “where is he? Well he’s right in front of you cath” those words suddenly flew out my mouth. “what?! Oh that’s why i found you and mom picture on her desk. That’s why you suddenly care about me. If i’m just a ‘fan’ you won’t adpot me right?. If i’m just a ‘fan’ you won’t be this care right? Where the hell are you before? Do you know i’m searching for you for almost all those years. I miss you, but now? Ha fuck you. Thanks for being my hero. Now just pretend like we never met” she said, angry and crying. And she run away again. What do i do? I don’t want to lose her again.
Ha. Good job austin. With no longer thinking, i run to catch her. But my heart won’t let me run. I can’t breathe and my heart pounding so hard. I feel dizzy and my vision got blurry. I fall and black out.
Catherine’s P.O.V
So austin is my dad. My biological father. I believe it since i found him and my mom pic on mom’s desk. But i thought he’s just a friend, not my father. I’m so angry with him. He used to be my hero, he used to be my life. Now? No the hell way. I don’t wanna know him anymore. It’s enough.
I run away from his car, at first i knew he run towards me but suddenly it all went silent. I look back and there’s austin lay on the ground. Lifeless. What do i do now? I hate him. But he is my father, the one i’ve been searching for. I miss him. I love him.
So i run towards him, check his heart. It so weak. I’m panic now. Damn you anxiety. My heart pounding so hard. I’m afraid i’m gonna lose him for forever. If he die it all because of me right?? I call 911, after 15 minutes waiting, the police come with an ambulance. We drove to the hospital, austin got in the labor and i’m just standing and walk back and forth till nurse come to me.
“what’s your name little girl?” she ask politely. “i’m cath, catherine william carlile. He’s daughter. Is he fine? What about his heart? It’s all my fault” i cry again. “i’m sure he’ll be fine, don’t cry hun” she said. “yeah..thanks” with that, my heartbeat beating so fast. I started feeling dizzy again i try to balance myself but failed. I fall to the ground and passed out.
“Cath. Catherine William Carlile” she said. What? She is cath? My face turn pale now, i am shock. So she is my daughter. And she said sam..dead? how i’m gonna tell her that i am his father? I’ve been searching for her, but when i knew her..sam wouldn’t let me in. She said that cath isn’t my responsibility, she said that cath isn’t my daughter. But i’m sure cath is my daughter however now i meet her. I miss her so bad. I’m sorry cath i leave you and your mom. Sam i’m sorry but now i meet her.
“austin? You okay? What happen?”
“huh? No-nothing, uh..how old are you cath?” i try to keep calm but failed.
“i’m 14”
“do you have a place to stay? I mean where do you live?”
“nah..i don’t have a home.” She said, calmly but still shaky.
“no..don’t worry. Wanna stay with me? I’ll adopt you. How’s that sound? Good?” i try to convince her.
“what?! You sure? I’d love too. But why are you suddenly want to adopt me?”
Fuck, i didn’t think she’ll be this curious! “uh..because i like you, you seems like a good girl” i smile.
“oh right, well thanks”
With that i ride home. I turn on the radio and second and sebring come up. She sing and i scream. Wow her voice is so smooth, so good. When the song is over there’s silent and i decide to break the silent. “your voice is good cath” i said that out of the blue. “thanks” is all she said. Is she this quite? “hey want you do me a favor?” i said again. “what?” she said but her eyes keep staring the sky. “don’t do it again. Promise?”, “i can’t promise anything” as she said that i stop my car. “why’re you stop your car?” she said now facing me. “why you do it?” now i’m serious. “let see..bullied, no friend, lonely, has no dad, what else?? Hmm..fat, ugly, stupid, bitch, slut. Everything bad is in me” she said holding her tears fake smiling. “hey listen to me, you’re beauttiful. Has a good voice and you have a dad, i’m sure” shit why you said that austin, you stupid. “oh yeah? Where is he? I bet he’s a jerk, coward, stupid because he leave his daughter and his fucking wife ALONE”. “where is he? Well he’s right in front of you cath” those words suddenly flew out my mouth. “what?! Oh that’s why i found you and mom picture on her desk. That’s why you suddenly care about me. If i’m just a ‘fan’ you won’t adpot me right?. If i’m just a ‘fan’ you won’t be this care right? Where the hell are you before? Do you know i’m searching for you for almost all those years. I miss you, but now? Ha fuck you. Thanks for being my hero. Now just pretend like we never met” she said, angry and crying. And she run away again. What do i do? I don’t want to lose her again.
Ha. Good job austin. With no longer thinking, i run to catch her. But my heart won’t let me run. I can’t breathe and my heart pounding so hard. I feel dizzy and my vision got blurry. I fall and black out.
Catherine’s P.O.V
So austin is my dad. My biological father. I believe it since i found him and my mom pic on mom’s desk. But i thought he’s just a friend, not my father. I’m so angry with him. He used to be my hero, he used to be my life. Now? No the hell way. I don’t wanna know him anymore. It’s enough.
I run away from his car, at first i knew he run towards me but suddenly it all went silent. I look back and there’s austin lay on the ground. Lifeless. What do i do now? I hate him. But he is my father, the one i’ve been searching for. I miss him. I love him.
So i run towards him, check his heart. It so weak. I’m panic now. Damn you anxiety. My heart pounding so hard. I’m afraid i’m gonna lose him for forever. If he die it all because of me right?? I call 911, after 15 minutes waiting, the police come with an ambulance. We drove to the hospital, austin got in the labor and i’m just standing and walk back and forth till nurse come to me.
“what’s your name little girl?” she ask politely. “i’m cath, catherine william carlile. He’s daughter. Is he fine? What about his heart? It’s all my fault” i cry again. “i’m sure he’ll be fine, don’t cry hun” she said. “yeah..thanks” with that, my heartbeat beating so fast. I started feeling dizzy again i try to balance myself but failed. I fall to the ground and passed out.
She needs to wake up!!!!!!! Have her be conscious of her boys singing there but she can't talk or open her eyes yet.
9/3/14