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Alligator Blood

Tell Me Who Will Make it Out Alive

A/N: In this will be a new P.O.V today , so I thought id let you know.

Austin’s P.O.V

“NO NO NO NO! JUST LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!”

The scream was loud enough to make the entire waiting room flinch, Matt, Tom, and I all stood up, seconds later a very pissed off looking Oli was storming down the hall. I reached out for him but he pushed past me, rushing out the double doors.

“Ill go after him.” Matt ran a hand through his hair, before slipping his
beanie back on, Tom followed after him as well. I sighed rather loudly, earning some odd looks from the rooms patrons, I walked down the hall into the room where Oli had left moments ago. A woman clad in a dark ruby suit, with brown hair, and glasses perched on her nose, was seated behind her desk; hands on either said of her chin, looking rather frustrated.

“Excuse me, Dr?” I shifted my weight awkwardly from one leg to the other.
“Smith, Dr. Susan Smith.” She stood up, and reached her hand out to me, I shook it quickly, before letting my hands fall back to my side.

“Im Austin Carlile, uh Oli’s boyfriend…”

She studied my face with a saddened expression, which made my stomach churn.
“Have a seat, Austin.” She motioned for the small black sofa, I sat down and turned to face the small recliner that she sat on, clip board in hand.

“So…how is he?” I asked in concern,

“Well Mr. Carlile, he isn’t doing very well…he was less then willing to talk for the first 20 minutes, and then he just poured everything out, and as soon as I went to say something, he stormed out.”

I nodded my head slowly, what did she mean, ‘he poured everything out?’

“I think Mr. Sykes is suffering from depression and a rather severe case of Schizophrenia…he made several comments that made no sense, and would snap out and back into reality; he gets angered very easily, and even said that he doesn’t feel like he is the only one who inhabits his own mind. With his history of abuse, rape, and self harm, it all points to those two illness. If it wasn’t for his career choice I would suggest him to admit himself into a treatment facility, but for now; I think time off from work, and medicine would be his best bet.”

My eyes widened in shock, he self harmed? He told me those were all from his dad…and RAPE? Who would do something like that to Oli? And why didn’t he tell me…oh that explains why he freaked out. Fuck I bet his dad did this, I suppressed a shiver, if I ever saw that prick, id kill him twice over. I just wondered if that’s why Oli freaked out on me…Sure we have made love before, but he always initiated it, I thought it was just a control thing…but this made sense now. Oh, Oli…

“Wow…I uh didn’t know some of that about him…I just suggested he come after the incident yesterday that we told you about…I’ll go try to convince him to come back in here.”
She nodded, and sat her clip board down, before I could leave the room she called after me, I turned and met her eyes, they looked serious.

“Please do not pressure him into to doing anything he doesn’t want to do, he is in a very fragile state at the moment; he needs your love and support.”

I had to fight tears back as I nodded my head, and darted down the hall and out the doors, in search for Oli, and the guys.

“TOM LET ME GO! LET ME GO!”

That caught my attention, I turned on my heel to see Matt hunched over a figure on the ground, who was being held there by Tom, it was obviously Oli. He was trying to fight them off, but was no match for them, I paraded over to them and politely brushed Matt to the side. I brought my self to my knees and looked straight at Oli. His eyes were puffy and red, clouded with tears, his lips were shaking as well as his body…he looked like a wreck.

“Oli, baby come here…” I motioned for him to come forward and he pouted, Tom moved his arms away slowly, and to my surprise Oli all but flung himself at me. Burying his head in my chest and sobbing, I held him close to me, and smoothed his hair down, whispering “baby its okay…sh don’t cry love.” In his ear,

“No! I don’t wanna go back in there.”

Shit, it was like he read my mind. I pulled him closer to me, and sighed.

“I know you don’t want to go in there Ols, but you have too…Dr. Smith just wants to help you, so do I, so do Matt and Tom…so do all the guys, and Oli your fans wouldn’t want to see you like this, would they? They want to see you happy, and I know your not right now…please do this, not just for everyone, but for yourself?”

Matt and Tom nodded at me, Tom was shaking like a leaf and had tears pooling in his eyes, it was heart breaking. I know he was concerned for his brother, hell, I was concerned for him. This was my Oli, the love of my life, the person I wanted to marry some day, and he was hurt, he was broken, and I couldn’t help him. Tom fell to his knees, and punched the ground roughly, muttering “this is all my fault…I shouldn’t have come back.” Matt was by his side in an instant, he pulled Tom into his chest and wrapped his arms around him, whispering what I presumed to be comforting words, it made me smile a bit. Tom visibly relaxed into the drummers embrace, before burying his head into the crook of his neck. Matt’s face turned a bright shade of red, but he clung even closer to the youngest Sykes brother, had it not have been for Oli, who was still sobbing into my chest, I would have made a comment about how cute it was.

“I’ll…go back in. but only if you come with me…” Oli’s voice was broken from crying, but I was relieved to hear those words.

“Of course love, Matt?”

Nicholls turned his head and looked over at me, Tom was still clinging to him like his life depended on it, “Watch Tom, we will be back as soon as we can.” I stood up, pulling Oli up with me, he held onto my arm and laid his head on my shoulder, I shrugged my keys out of my pocket, and some money, and tossed them in front of Matt, “Take Tom to get some ice cream or something.” He blushed horribly,

“Uh Austin…I….” he whispered the last part, and Tom and Oli both started to chuckle, “What?” I asked in confusion, “I c….” he did it again. Both the Sykes brothers were cackling at this point, which was a good thing considering they both had been sobbing only seconds ago, but I was really confused.

“For fucks sakes, Matt! Speak up!” I spat at him, he blushed even harder.
“I CANT DRIVE OKAY? THERE, I said it…” oh man that was too good, the 4 of us burst into a horrible fit of laughter, and it finally cut the serious tension that had surrounded us, Tom removed his head from the drummers chest and grabbed the keys and money, “but I can, so we will be fine.” Tom stuck his tongue out at Matt, who only looked down, face redder then I’ve ever seen it in return. Tom chuckled again, before standing up and offering a hand to the larger man, who smiled and gladly took it.

“I’ll call you when were done!” I added, I watched the two walk off hand in hand for a few moments, before they awkwardly separated to get in my car.

“Do you think Matt and Tom have something going on?” Oli asked as we made our way back to the double doors, I laughed.

“No clue, but I ship it.” I shot him a cheesy grin, which earned me a small giggle from him. Before we entered the room, I turned and held onto his shoulders, looking him in the eyes.
“Now look Oli, you can do this okay? It will all be better soon, she wants to put you on some medicine, but I think it will help you love. She does too, so would you be willing to try it?” I asked in concern, his eyes looked sad, but he nodded his head, I quickly pecked him on the lips before hugging him.

“Good Oli, I’m proud of you! Now lets go get this over with, okay?”
He nodded again, and I released him, before grabbing his hand and tugging him into the small room where the therapist was shocked to see us again.


-&-


Matt’s P.O.V

“Greater’s sound okay?” I heard Tom ask from over the music, I nodded sheepishly and kept tracing the inside of my palm. It felt like a match had been taken to it, was it because Tom held it or…? No that’s ridiculous, I don’t think of Tom like that…I turned my head slightly to look at the youngest Sykes brother. His hair fell in a similar fashion to Oli’s with a long dark brown fringe, except his was thinned out towards the bottom, I let my eyes fall down further to his purple Drop Dead tank, which hung loosely on his frame, my eyes wandered farther to his black skinny jeans which looked like they had been painted on, oh shit Matt stop, your staring. I quickly turned my head and looked out the window, I tensed up as I heard Tom faintly chuckle, I felt my face heat up, shit what was wrong with me?

“We’re here.” He chimed, as he pulled in front of the business, he got out quickly and popped .75 cents in the parking meter, he opened the door for me, motioning for me to get out, I thanked him quietly before slipping out. We walked into the small ice cream shop, which was flooded with loud teenagers, I felt half the shop turn to see us as we walked in. Some went back to eating, and others jaws dropped open slightly, before slowly turning back to their friends. We walked to the front of the ice cream bar, and I watched as Tom ran back and forth in excitement,
“I don’t know what to get Matttttt. Help meeeee.” He whined, I sighed as he stopped moving and pouted at me, I couldn’t help but smile, he looked really cute when he-STOP MATT. You don’t think that way, your not wired like that. I blushed slightly and walked next to him, looking over the glass case, which housed way to many tubs of ice cream.

“What about rocky road? You cant ever go wrong with that Tommy.” I pointed to the tub in front of me and he beamed, my stomach churned like it was in knots.

“That does sound good! You want some too?” he asked in a hurry, before I could even decline, he asked the lady over the counter for two bowls of it. She scooped the frozen cream into two small plastic cups and handed them to us, Tom gave her the money, before dragging me to have a seat with him. He rambled about little things, and added the occasional, “I hope Oli is okay…” I reassured him that he would be fine since he was with Austin.

“Oh and Matt?” his voice got a bit quieter as his eyes fell on the table, I watched him carefully.
“I’m really sorry about breaking down earlier, thank you for helping me though. It meant the world to me.” His face tinted a shade of red, and I felt my heat up as well, oh shit Matt admit it, your falling for him! I slightly shook my head and forced a laugh.

“No big deal Tommy, I used to have to do it with Ols all the time, so I guess its just a reaction now! No need to apologize, I’m just glad I could help.” I forced the words out of my mouth, but my heart was beating a thousand miles a minute as he smiled up at me, he laid one hand on the table, and outstretched his fingers, the red tint on my face only darkened but nonetheless I began to reach my hand to his when-

“OH MY GOD ITS MATT NICHOLLS AND TOM SYKES!” some girl shrieked through out the shop, earning looks from everyone, we quickly pulled our hands apart and frowned. Sometimes being ‘famous’ could really suck.

“Can we please take a picture with you guys? My friends wont fucking believe I met you both!”
After her shriek I could hear and see several other people who had their phones up showing their friends something, muttering “oh it’s the drummer from that band bring me the horizon, and Tom’s the vocalists brother.” And things along those lines, we took a few pictures before finishing our ice cream quickly, the first girl to recognize us hadn’t stopped talking to Tom since she got her picture.

“So your like Oli Sykes’ brother, that’s so cool. You know your so much cuter than him though, right?”

I glared at her, for starters don’t talk shit about my best friend, for second don’t hit on Tom in front of me, god dammit there my brain goes again. He laughed awkwardly and thanked her,

“So, Tom, I live really close to here…do you wanna come hangout?” She cackled in such a high pitch way I swear my ears were going to bleed, I choked on my ice cream as she flipped her obviously fake long hair, and batted her fake eyelashes at him, he looked at me for help.

“No sorry, were on tour and don’t have time. Nice to meet you though.” I growled the last part, grabbing our empty bowls in one hand and pulling Tom behind me, he didn’t say anything until we made it outside.

“That was awkward…” he sighed, and ran a hand through his hair, “She was starting to make me very uncomfortable.” He laughed awkwardly, just as we made it to the car, said girl came running out and handed him a wadded up piece of paper, he blinked in confusion as she planted a kiss on his mouth, and winked at him.

“Call me sexy.” She added as she sauntered off, clearly trying too hard to make her ass stick out, Tom spat on the ground, and wiped his mouth.

“Ew. I could have gone my whole life without that kiss,” he tossed the paper in the road, and slipped into the drivers seat. I don’t know why, but I was fucking pissed now, I angrily slammed the car door behind me and crossed my arms across my chest.

“Yikes, someone’s jealous. Did that girl look alright in your eyes or something?” he asked, his accent rolling thick off of his tongue. It made me shiver.

“No. I didn’t like her.” I retorted, I caught him frowning out of the corner of my eye, as he mouthed an “oh.”

We drove in silence until my phone went off, the caller ID showing up as Austin.

“Hello?” I answered,
“Hey man! We’re done here, so whenever you guys get done, come back!” he said a little too cheerfully for my liking, I grunted.
“yeah were done, on our way. See you soon.” I added.
“You okay, you sound angry?” he asked, concern leaking into his voice.
“Fucking perfect.” I muttered before ending our call.

Tom eyed me curiously, as I tossed my phone on the dash angrily, I don’t know what was making me so ticked off, was it that girl? But why? Sure, she was skanky looking, and had practically thrown herself on Tom but…Tom. That’s why I was mad, no matter how much I tried to drown out the thoughts in my head, they remained. Tom, I had a fucking crush on Tom, Tom Sykes, my best friends little brother. I sighed, it wasn’t like there was anything I could do about it though. Tom was obviously straight, and Oli would gut me, yeah that sounds awful.

“Are you okay Nicholls? You seem upset…” he asked in a hushed tone, as he clicked off the music,

“Never better Tom.” I replied sarcastically, he frowned.

“Do you wanna talk about i-?”

“TOM LOOK OUT!” I shouted as a huge truck drifted into our lane, but there was no where for us to go. Cars were on both of our sides, and one right behind us. He slammed on his breaks, but there was nothing that could have stopped the sudden impact, on instinct I reached my arm over and held him back into his seat as we were met head on by the truck. My body slammed forward, face and chest meeting the dash, and I felt my arm crack a bit under the pressure, I didn’t have time to think before we were slammed again into the truck as the car that was behind us collided into the rear. Our car spun into another car and then another, and my mind was racing, but my eyes were slowly starting to close. I could hear screams vaguely and the last thing I saw was Tom slumped over the steering wheel, blood dripping from his hair and onto my arm. Then it all went black.

Notes

Uh So this story (from now) will be from 4 parts, Austins, Olis, Toms, and Matts, so i hope that's okay with you loves.
those are just the center of my focus for this sequel, so its all for a good reason.
this will probably be even longer than its Predecessor that topped out at over 40,000 words. so it may be split into another sequel(?) whats the term for a sequel to a sequel? lol Saga maybe? i dont know, i just write stuff haha

please vote/comment/subscribe , cause that makes me more motivated to write.
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sorry about my last AN btw, i havent been doing very good right now, and im having a lot of issues so sometimes writing is impossible for me, and sometimes its the only thing that helps me...
i love you all <3

xoxo
siren

Comments

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New Story is up! Well the first Chapter...It's titled as "The Fallout" ! Check it out if you'd like C:

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