Just When things were starting to look up for Oliver Sykes, he gets thrown right back in a mess he isn't prepared for. After all these years, his little brother, Tom, waltzes back in his life, and with horrifying news to share; but With Oli's high profile career choice, can he secure his brothers safety, and his own? He's prepared to do anything to protect Tom, but would that mean dragging Austin and both the bands down with him? He still can't shake the feeling that he's running on borrowed time, and even though he's unsure of what the future truly holds, one thing quickly becomes certain; trust no one.

A/N: This is the sequel to 'Don't say I'm better off dead.' This will dig deeper into Oli/Austin's pasts as well, and this edition will be much darker/gruesome than the former. Also, some parts may be triggering, You have been warned!

1. I’ll Load the gun, you place the bets

2. Tell Me Who Will Make it Out Alive

3. Sun, Make Canvas of Coastlines, So I Know Where I Stand

4. If you think you're alive then you're better off dead

   You know that I, I'm not better off dead. I'm here, alive, and I'm Relentless.

5. Help, I’m Alive

6. Dressed For War

7. Sleepwalking

8. The House Of Wolves

9. Hey Baby, Here's That Song You Wanted

10. Headfirst From a Hangman's Noose

11. Tell me, we both matter, don't we?

12. The Great Hendowski

13. Ben Threw

14. This One's For You

15. The Fox And The Wolf

    Rating changed to R due to this chapter...heh

16. You're Not Alone

17. The Calm