Too Soon

I took a large gulp of double vodka and lemonade. I swallowed hard and stumbled over to the sofa. I saw Mike, Vic, Jaime, Tony and the rest of the tech team watching me closely. I flicked my hair which was perfectly rolled into victory rolls out of my face.
"Gem'." Tony tried.
"No." I rolled my eyes. "I'm doing this."
"Maybe you should wait until you're sober?" Vic offered.
"Leave her alone." Danny told them.
"Yeah, leave me alone!" I exclaimed.
"Ready?" Danny asked me. I nodded and just as he started filming I pulled him into the frame to sit with me.
"Hi everyone." I waved brightly. "I've been neglecting my YouTube channel. I'm sorry, but I've been super busy with all things for the 'Followers'." I explained. "Now you're probably wondering why I'm all dressed up. I'm dressed this way because this is me. Gemma and Vienna aren't different people. I'm not a prostitute with an alter ego. Modelling is a big a part of me as blogging is. If you know me, you know that. Vienna likes rock music and Mexican food just like Gemma does. We're the same fucking people." I said. "Danny, my camera guy for 'Followers' has been to a shoot. Am I different?" I asked him.
"No." Danny laughed. "Same girl. Just a different look."
"Now, I feel like I should address something that a lot of people will be asking. Austin Carlile made a little announcement about me. According to him I have an alter ego. According to him I cheated on him." I laughed humourlessly. "Now let's get some things straight. I've already established that Vienna is me. And I don't even know how I'm supposed to cheat on Austin because I was never his girlfriend! The history with us is that Austin made me his week girlfriend but when he discovered I'd be sticking around that stopped . . . because he is terrified of commitment!"
"Wait." Danny stopped me. "I can vouch for her. We had so many talks about this. Austin basically used her. They were sleeping together. That's all he wanted . . . sex."
"That's why when I'd ask him to do things for me or help me with my work he wouldn't. He would only help if it benefited him!" I exclaimed. "The thing that Austin doesn't tell you is that he doesn't have girlfriends. He just doesn't. Austin has girl. Many I've found out."
"Now this information comes from someone Gemma can trust." Danny said.
"While seeing me Austin thought it was a good idea to fuck two girls in his bunk. He's apparently stupid enough to think that my best friend of nineteen years wouldn't tell me. Now, I think he failed to mention that in his little speech he made. He never informed me we were exclusive and if we were he has a very odd way of treating his girlfriends." I sneered. "Now I'm a whore? I don't see your logic. You want to dig me a grave, baby? Fine, before you do just make sure your shovel doesn't have a hole in it!"
"Did you just make that up?" Danny laughed.
"I did!" I said proudly. "While Austin or shall we call him 'He Who Must Not Be Named' was screwing girls behind my back I happened to voice my doubts to someone. He was actually interested in me. Now did I sleep with him? Yes, I did. What's the point in lying? There I was worried that I'd do something to make him hate me. But it happened again. I liked this person so much and he liked me too. Not just how I look in all of this . . . bullshit." I trailed away. "But he liked who I am as a person.
"So I actually had the courage to talk to He Who Must Not Be Named. Just before he lied to thousands of people on stage. I told him how I see things working with this new guy. And this amazing new guy asked me to be his girlfriend because he's not afraid."
"He makes her happy." Danny said. "Come in shot!" he called to Tony.
"No, no, no." Tony shook his head.
"Please." I begged. Tony reluctantly walked to the sofa and sat on my other side. I took his hand and he squeezed mine. "This is Tony Perry. He plays for a band called Pierce The Veil. I met them when I interviewed them recently."
"Hey everyone." Tony said into the camera.
"Now is this me rubbing it in Austin's face? Of course it is. He hurt me and made me feel like absolute shit about myself. I obviously want to tell him a big fuck you. If he's watching great. I want him to see this. Show it to him. This isn't me being childish. You started this. You're not as golden as you make out." I smirked.
Then I turned to Tony and leant it. I held my middle finger up at the camera as I kissed him. Tony kissed me back and I smiled against him. I pulled away a little and rested my forehead against him.
"Okay." Danny said. I smiled again and kissed Tony. He kissed me until we eventually pulled away.
"That was fun." I suddenly said.
"You know Austin will do something back." Mike said.
"Oh, I know." I nodded.
"Do you care?" Jaime asked.
"No." I shook my head.
"He deserves it." Danny said.
"I agree . . . kind of." Tony said.
"Not everyone will see this though." Vic said.
"I have over two million subscribers. Everyone at 'Followers' will know too. Then people will tweet Austin. Give it a few weeks and everyone will know. He told his fans but I'm telling the internet. I think I have a bigger audience." I smirked.
"She's badass. I'll give her that." Casey said.
"I'm not even started yet." I laughed.

Notes

Hey! I don't know if anyone is even following this anymore! It's been literally months. I don't know what to say. I'm so so sorry! I just had no ideas for this. But now I do! I'm back . . . hopefully for good! Anyway, what did you think? What will happen? :)