You're Drowning In The Flood.
Finally, I was free.
After creeping down the stairs, I left a note on the fridge for Matt. It read 'Ive had enough.'
I then crept out of the house and ran down the street.
Five minutes had past of me running, I ran up thirty back streets to get away and found my self in an abandoned park. i sat on the swing and pulled my razor out of my little bag, after inspecting the bruises and cuts that had been left i clenched my fist and made ten deep cuts on my wrist, ten on my leg, and ten on my stomach.
I had so many scars around my body but i didn't care. After self harming for 6 years, i was used to the pain, and the dizziness that followed cutting, i pulled down my top and pulled my hoodie on, making my way to the venue. Outside the venue was about five or six little groups of girls and guys, i checked my phone, no signal. That was the best thing I'd seen in years. I checked the time, 4:56 pm, in about two hours I would be seeing my hero's live. I plugged in my headphones and listened to my music which slowly made me drift into a daydream.
I was brought back by the screams of the fans as the tour bus pulled up next to us, I smiled as I knew that they were inside the bus. I went back to listening to my music, but my attention was drawn to a young boy sitting next to me. I turned to face him and he smiled, I quickly diverted my eyes and looked at the ground.
I'd never seen this boy before, but he was good looking, he had long, black hair that curled at the tips, snake bites, piercing blue eyes, full lips and stretchers, he was wearing a Pierce The Veil top which made me smile to myself.
He moved closer to me, I took my headphones out of my ears and very slowly looked towards him, he smiled at me and whispered 'Hi there, My name is Jay, whats yours?'
I spoke quietly 'I'm Andy'.
We spoke until the doors opened about music, and ourselves, I gave very vague answers and never revealed the truth behind all the bruises on my face, arms and legs. I told him that it was going to concerts too much that caused it.
Once inside the venue, he grabbed my hand and pulled me through the crowd, he was roughly 5"8 whereas i was only 5"2.
I was tony compared to him, after getting to the barrier he pushed my in front of him telling me to grip onto the barrier, I did and with that, he was pushed away from me as the support act came on.
The Support act were none other than Pierce The Veil. I cried and Sang along to every song, with Jaime looking at me every so often, I kept smiling as the played Hold on Till May, Bulletproof Love and I'm Low On Gas And You Need A Jacket. When they played this song I cried even harder than what I was, but i kept my hand up and sang with all my heart to every single word, I closed my eyes to find that my hand was being grabbed, they shot open and I looked into the deep brown eyes that belonged to Vic as he interlaced his fingers with mine, singing the last line of his last song. He left good and smiled at me, i smiled back through my tears and mouthed 'thank you so much' at him. He yelled at the crowd and got a good response, then they left the stage.
After patiently waiting what seemed like years, they lights went down. The crowd screamed as Alan, Phil, Tino and Aaron ran on to stage playing the Intro to I'm A Monster.
Austin then ran on, and started singing the song, I shouted along to every word to every song. They last two songs they played were The Flood and Second And Sebring, my fears had disappeard, I had no worried. Austin smiled as the whole room screamed, people were lifted on to shoulders and everything was great.
Jay the guy I met outside had found his was to the front and lifted my onto his shoulders, I smiled.
I was singing right in front of Austin as he looked at me whilst I was crying and mouthed 'pretty little lady with the swollen eyes, would you show them to me?' as the crowd shouted them to him. At that point the crowd jumped forward. I was pushed off of Jays shoulders, over the barrier and came crashing to the floor.
Everything went black.
I then crept out of the house and ran down the street.
Five minutes had past of me running, I ran up thirty back streets to get away and found my self in an abandoned park. i sat on the swing and pulled my razor out of my little bag, after inspecting the bruises and cuts that had been left i clenched my fist and made ten deep cuts on my wrist, ten on my leg, and ten on my stomach.
I had so many scars around my body but i didn't care. After self harming for 6 years, i was used to the pain, and the dizziness that followed cutting, i pulled down my top and pulled my hoodie on, making my way to the venue. Outside the venue was about five or six little groups of girls and guys, i checked my phone, no signal. That was the best thing I'd seen in years. I checked the time, 4:56 pm, in about two hours I would be seeing my hero's live. I plugged in my headphones and listened to my music which slowly made me drift into a daydream.
I was brought back by the screams of the fans as the tour bus pulled up next to us, I smiled as I knew that they were inside the bus. I went back to listening to my music, but my attention was drawn to a young boy sitting next to me. I turned to face him and he smiled, I quickly diverted my eyes and looked at the ground.
I'd never seen this boy before, but he was good looking, he had long, black hair that curled at the tips, snake bites, piercing blue eyes, full lips and stretchers, he was wearing a Pierce The Veil top which made me smile to myself.
He moved closer to me, I took my headphones out of my ears and very slowly looked towards him, he smiled at me and whispered 'Hi there, My name is Jay, whats yours?'
I spoke quietly 'I'm Andy'.
We spoke until the doors opened about music, and ourselves, I gave very vague answers and never revealed the truth behind all the bruises on my face, arms and legs. I told him that it was going to concerts too much that caused it.
Once inside the venue, he grabbed my hand and pulled me through the crowd, he was roughly 5"8 whereas i was only 5"2.
I was tony compared to him, after getting to the barrier he pushed my in front of him telling me to grip onto the barrier, I did and with that, he was pushed away from me as the support act came on.
The Support act were none other than Pierce The Veil. I cried and Sang along to every song, with Jaime looking at me every so often, I kept smiling as the played Hold on Till May, Bulletproof Love and I'm Low On Gas And You Need A Jacket. When they played this song I cried even harder than what I was, but i kept my hand up and sang with all my heart to every single word, I closed my eyes to find that my hand was being grabbed, they shot open and I looked into the deep brown eyes that belonged to Vic as he interlaced his fingers with mine, singing the last line of his last song. He left good and smiled at me, i smiled back through my tears and mouthed 'thank you so much' at him. He yelled at the crowd and got a good response, then they left the stage.
After patiently waiting what seemed like years, they lights went down. The crowd screamed as Alan, Phil, Tino and Aaron ran on to stage playing the Intro to I'm A Monster.
Austin then ran on, and started singing the song, I shouted along to every word to every song. They last two songs they played were The Flood and Second And Sebring, my fears had disappeard, I had no worried. Austin smiled as the whole room screamed, people were lifted on to shoulders and everything was great.
Jay the guy I met outside had found his was to the front and lifted my onto his shoulders, I smiled.
I was singing right in front of Austin as he looked at me whilst I was crying and mouthed 'pretty little lady with the swollen eyes, would you show them to me?' as the crowd shouted them to him. At that point the crowd jumped forward. I was pushed off of Jays shoulders, over the barrier and came crashing to the floor.
Everything went black.
10/14/13