You're Drowning In The Flood.
Lets start again.
I woke up suddenly. After looking around nervously I fond that my boyfriend Matt wasn't in the bedroom. I hesitantly got up and crept into the hall way and made my way to the bathroom. When I got into the bathroom i quickly locked the door, checking myself in the mirror my thoughts were racing ' you're nothing but a filthy, worthless, ugly whore. Nobody loves you. Your bestfriend left you. You'd be better off dead. What if Matt was gone for good. He's going to catch you out of bed you good for nothing slut.'
After finishing in the bathroom and going back to the bedroom, I heard the floor boards creaking, indicating that Matt was back. He stumbled into the bedroom to find me out of bed.
Anger took over on his face as he clenched his fists. "I thought i told you not to get up without my permission" He screamed and moved forward. I immediately fell to the floor ready for the first blows that would come. After what seemed like hours of punches, bites, kicks and blows to all parts of my body, i was forced onto my back. I knew what was going to happen now. Matt sneered at me as he pulled my pajama shorts down and threw them out of reach, he unbuckled his belt and quickly pulled his pants to his knees. He forced himself into me, after having this happen three or four times a day I felt nothing, I blocked out his moans by singing Second and Sebring and when you can't sleep at night to myself in my head. Of Mice & Men were my favourite band, and they helped me through everything when my parents were killed, they helped me through the bullying from school and everything that happened between me and Matt. Tonight I was Seeing them Live and I couldn't wait, because tonight was the night that I was running away from home, from Matt and everybody I knew.
He raped me for what seemed like hours, eventually getting tired and falling asleep.
Quickly getting ready, i changed into some black shorts, and my Of Mice & Men vest top that Matt got me when we first started dating. I pulled on my worn down trainers, grabbed my phone from under my pillow and my Of Mice & Men ticket that I hid in the bathroom along with a small bag and my razor.
I never bothered to do my make up because I had skin that was immune to imperfections such as spots and pimples. My eyes were a bright green color, my hair was bright red from dying it, dimple piercings, shark bites and my septum pierced along with my nape and my belly button. My hair was naturally straight to all i had to do was brush it, i pulled a hoodie out of my wardrobe and left. I had no belongings other that some sweats and a vest top that was stained with blood, paint and anything else that was dropped onto it.
Tonight was finally the night i left.
After finishing in the bathroom and going back to the bedroom, I heard the floor boards creaking, indicating that Matt was back. He stumbled into the bedroom to find me out of bed.
Anger took over on his face as he clenched his fists. "I thought i told you not to get up without my permission" He screamed and moved forward. I immediately fell to the floor ready for the first blows that would come. After what seemed like hours of punches, bites, kicks and blows to all parts of my body, i was forced onto my back. I knew what was going to happen now. Matt sneered at me as he pulled my pajama shorts down and threw them out of reach, he unbuckled his belt and quickly pulled his pants to his knees. He forced himself into me, after having this happen three or four times a day I felt nothing, I blocked out his moans by singing Second and Sebring and when you can't sleep at night to myself in my head. Of Mice & Men were my favourite band, and they helped me through everything when my parents were killed, they helped me through the bullying from school and everything that happened between me and Matt. Tonight I was Seeing them Live and I couldn't wait, because tonight was the night that I was running away from home, from Matt and everybody I knew.
He raped me for what seemed like hours, eventually getting tired and falling asleep.
Quickly getting ready, i changed into some black shorts, and my Of Mice & Men vest top that Matt got me when we first started dating. I pulled on my worn down trainers, grabbed my phone from under my pillow and my Of Mice & Men ticket that I hid in the bathroom along with a small bag and my razor.
I never bothered to do my make up because I had skin that was immune to imperfections such as spots and pimples. My eyes were a bright green color, my hair was bright red from dying it, dimple piercings, shark bites and my septum pierced along with my nape and my belly button. My hair was naturally straight to all i had to do was brush it, i pulled a hoodie out of my wardrobe and left. I had no belongings other that some sweats and a vest top that was stained with blood, paint and anything else that was dropped onto it.
Tonight was finally the night i left.
Notes
Sorry if it sucks guys, its my first fan fic. just let me know if you like it please?D x
10/14/13