I Can't Heal The Way I Feel About You

When we arrived home, I closed the door shut quickly and turned to Oli.
"So, what's up? What did you need to talk to me about?"
"Well, it's sort of about a few things. For one, Austin still has feelings for you. We talked about it, and he isn't planning on acting on them, at least not unless he wants me to destroy him. Also...I wanted to talk about getting married."
I was so surprised when the words came out of his mouth.
"Oli, I-"
"I want you all to myself. I love you so much. I want you to be my wife. As soon as possible. This whole baby thing got me thinking. I know you don't want a baby now, especially since you're still in school. I totally support you with this decision now. But maybe later down the road...after we get married...buy a house. I'll give you everything, love. You are my everything."

I must have scared him when I took so long to respond because I was so in shock.
"Wow, yes. Yes, I will marry you, Oli!" I wrapped my arms around his neck, and he lifted me up into a spinning hug.
"I'm sorry I didn't get you a ring. I thought maybe we could pick one out together. I didn't want to screw up and get the wrong one."
"Oli, no matter what, I still would have loved it. I love you, and you could never disappoint me." I smiled up at him. I felt like crying. I was going to spend the rest of my life with this man that I loved more than anything.

The next day, Oli announced in an interview that he and I were engaged. He said nothing about the abortion, and I appreciated that. I didn't need any more stress. Constant questions about the status of the baby were the last thing that I needed. When Oli got out of the interview, he kissed my forehead and walked me out of the studio.
"So, what are we getting for lunch?"
"Something light. My stomach doesn't feel great today."
"Don't worry baby. Only a few more weeks of this. You'll be feeling better in no time."

We got coffee and some sandwiches in town before we headed home. I was absolutely exhausted and needed to take a nap before going back to my school work. College doesn't stop for pregnant girls who are engaged to rock stars.
"Do you want me to come cuddle with you?" Oli strolled into the bedroom casually.
"Well, yes and no. I actually would prefer if you fucked me first." I grinned at him.
"Oh really," Oli said as he kneeled over me. "Turn over."
I did as he said, and he began to rub my shoulders and back roughly.
"Relax, baby. I'm gonna prepare you for studying." He chuckled, amused at how I arched my back at his touch.
"Please, just fuck me already. I can't take it."

Suddenly, he flipped me over and pulled back the covers, taking my panties with them. He slid my body down to the edge of the bed, and pulled his jeans and boxers down. He didn't even bother with the rest of our clothing. He began fucking me fast and hard. I gasped at his dominance, how he took control. I started squirming from pleasure, and he quickly grabbed my wrists and held them down to the bed. I was so turned on. With one hand he pinned me down and with the other he unclipped my bra and began feeling me up. He was being so rough with me that I couldn't take it anymore.
"Oli, I'm gonna cum. Fuck oh my god." I was so close to the edge.
He began thrusting even faster than before. I didn't even think that was possible. Suddenly, that familiar feeling washed over me, and I screamed in a wave of pleasure. Oli came soon after and collapsed. We both crawled under the covers and spooned for the next hour.
"I love you a lot. I'm really excited to get married," I whispered to him.
"I love you too. I'm also really excited, especially to see you standing there in a beautiful dress, my wife." He sighed and kissed my cheek before falling asleep.

Notes

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