I Can't Heal The Way I Feel About You
Death is the only salvation you'll feel
I was wide awake as soon as my alarm went off. Today was the day. "The Best Day Ever." Warped Tour. It was a little bit chilly that morning, but I was sure it would be 90 degrees at least later on seeing as it was the middle of July. I showered quickly, turning the water to cold to fully wake up. I got out of the shower, and looked at body in the mirror. It always seemed to look more appealing in the morning, and I wish I didn't have to eat breakfast, but I wasn't going back to my old habits. I was still sort of in recovery from my anorexia. My parents never knew. Only my boyfriend, my therapist, and some of my friends. I was feeling a lot better now. More confident.
I slowly turned away from the mirror, and began my makeup routine. Black winged eyeliner, mascara, lip balm. I dressed in a bikini top, cutoffs, and my favorite Bring Me The Horizon shirt which I probably wouldn't even be wearing later anyway due to the heat. I checked my watch. 30 minutes until Katherine and Mariah would arrive to pick me up. It felt like a century. I had been to Warped Tour the year before, but we had stayed closer to the venue, so I didn't have to get up as early as I did today. It was only 6, and I was ready to go.
Finally, after what felt like the longest 30 minutes of my life and a quick breakfast, I heard a knock on the door. They were here at last, and The Best Day Ever was about to begin.
I slowly turned away from the mirror, and began my makeup routine. Black winged eyeliner, mascara, lip balm. I dressed in a bikini top, cutoffs, and my favorite Bring Me The Horizon shirt which I probably wouldn't even be wearing later anyway due to the heat. I checked my watch. 30 minutes until Katherine and Mariah would arrive to pick me up. It felt like a century. I had been to Warped Tour the year before, but we had stayed closer to the venue, so I didn't have to get up as early as I did today. It was only 6, and I was ready to go.
Finally, after what felt like the longest 30 minutes of my life and a quick breakfast, I heard a knock on the door. They were here at last, and The Best Day Ever was about to begin.
Omg I just reread this and I remember why I loved this so freaking much
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