“I’m so horny…” I whined as I leant against the fridge in my parent’s house. Izzy stood with her finger in an ice cream tub with a smirk.

“I don’t understand why you agreed to that stupid bet. Why can’t you give up already? It’s been what two weeks?”

“Two weeks and three days and I can’t give up because then that means he wins and I wanted to beat him so bad.”

“Then hold out a little longer. Seriously Taylor, you’ve done it for eighteen years you can do it a little longer. He’s a guy; he’s most certainly going to cave first. Now do you want some ice cream?” She held the pot out to me and I smiled at her.

****
“I want to fuck her so badly.” Austin groaned and flopped onto the sofa next to Alan.

“Then give up already, dude.” Alan’s fingers tapped at the controller as he tried to kill zombies on a game he was playing on the Xbox.

“Then she won’t marry me.”

“She’s going to marry you. You haven’t come in like two weeks and you’re still sleeping right next to her. That’s pure torture, dude.”

“Eh, how’s it going with Gus?” Austin asked to side track his mind from his hard cock. It always seemed to be hard the last week.

“Not bad, it’s been two and a bit weeks and it’s still going strong and the brothers apologized to me.” Alan shrugged and he smiled.

“Are you going public with it yet?”

“I don’t know, man. Gus wants to but I’m kind of nervous about the reaction we’re going to get. Two homos aren’t going to go down well.”

“So if we lose some fans big deal. If they’re so worried about your sexual orientation then they don’t care about the music really.” Austin smacked Alan on the shoulder with a grin. “Whatever you choose to do I’ll be here for you.”

“Thanks, Aus.”

****
I added the sauce to the noodles in the wok and spun around as the door slammed closed. Austin stood against the wall, breathing heavily. He’d taken up running these last two weeks to try and distract his mind. It wasn’t the best decision with his heart but he said he needed the help.

“Still horny?” I asked him with a smirk. He stripped the tank top he was wearing off and then flopped onto the sofa with a glare in my direction. I quickly finished the stir fry and placed a bowl on his chest with a smile.

“Come on, angel.”

“Give up, Austin if you’re horny.”

“Then you won’t marry me…” He sat up and curled his legs around my waist before pulling me closer with them. I rubbed his calf and sighed.

“I will marry you. Eventually. I just need some time, Austin.”

“Why? I want everyone knowing you’re mine and I want to be bound to you every way.” I bent over and kissed his knee. His cock stiffened behind his sweats and I reached my hand up to rub where I knew where the head was.

“And they will know soon…” I put our bowls on the table and straddled his waist as I cupped his hands. I leant down and kissed him gently. Soon enough Austin had flipped us so I was beneath him and he was on top of me. He swore under his breath before he nodded at me.

“Say it.” I said to him.

“I give up. I can’t stand another day without being inside you.”

“Thank God.” I moaned as he gently pushed his hands down the front of my jeans. His finger slowly stroked through my wet folds and I gasped and pushed against his hand. He made love to me right there on the sofa.

****
When I woke up the bed was cold and Austin wasn’t there. I spotted a note on his pillow and snatched the paper to me.

Photo shoot, be back shortly. Love you always, Austin.

I groaned and rested my head on the pillow. We had made love through the whole night and I was still horny. My mind flicked to the vibrator I knew was hidden under the bed. I shrugged to myself before taking the thing out of its hiding place before letting it rub against my folds.

I couldn’t hold my moan in as I pressed it against my clit. I didn’t even bother pushing it inside me instead I slowly rotated my arm as the vibrator rubbed my clit. I shimmied out of the shirt I was wearing and gently pushed the head of the vibrator inside my body.

It didn’t need much pressure before my body swallowed almost the whole length. I moaned as the centre brushed against my g spot. I stole the lube from the bedside cabinet and decided to try something different.

Greasing a forefinger up I rubbed it over my clit before slowly descending down to my arse. I moaned as the first touch sent tingles over my body. With a little persuasion my body opened enough for me to push my finger inside.

I was close to coming when I heard the bedroom door slam closed. I opened my eyes and saw Austin leaning his back against it.

“By all means carry on.” He waved his hand as he reached down to palm his cock. I smirked at him before twisting the vibrator inside of me and adding another finger to my arse. I whimpered and moaned as my orgasm snuck up on me. It washed over me like a tidal wave and I didn’t notice the warmth of Austin’s cum until he was finished.

He stripped the rest of his clothes off before crawling onto the bed with me. I kissed his cheek and he gently rubbed my stomach, a thoughtful look on his face. “What you thinking about?”

“Do you want kids?”

“What?”

“Well, Kellin had Copeland, Gerard has Bandit, Frank has got his daughters and son and I just really want my own child. Don’t you want one?” He looked at me with a hopeful look on his face and I just stared back at him.

“So you want kids because everyone else has them?”

“No! I want kids because I want to start a family with you.”

“I’m eighteen and you’re only twenty five.” Was all I said.

“I know. I wasn’t suggesting right this second I was just thinking about our future. I want a future so badly with you, Taylor.”

“I’ll think about it, Austin.” I cupped his cheek and gently kissed him on the lips. He nodded and stood up.

“The band and I have an interview.”

“Okay.”

“Aren’t you coming?”

“Where is it?” I brushed my hair out of my face as I munched on a piece of toast that I’d made before sitting down.

“On the beach.” Austin said as he bent down a bit my toast. I glared at him and he held his hand out to me to pull me up. I sighed and stood from the couch and he led me into the bedroom. I dressed in simple jeans and shirt without bothering with makeup. I didn’t really want to go to the interview but Austin wanted me there so I relented.

I sat on the beach with the sand running through my fingers as Austin and the band answered questions in front of the woman with a video camera. There was a large, skinhead man sitting on the beach between Austin and Alan and he had a clipboard in his hands.

I sighed and rolled onto my back and looked up at the sky. I wasn’t there long before a shadow made me open my eyes. I came face to face with Jenna from Tonight Alive. I sat up as she sat down beside me.

“Hi?” I asked and she smiled at me.

“Hello. I saw you sitting and just wandered over.” She smiled again and I couldn’t but help smile back at her.

“What can I do for you?”

“I slept with a fellow singer and now I can’t stop thinking about her.” Jenna admitted with a frown. I tilted my head and watched her. With platinum blonde hair and dark eyes she was beautiful.

“Mind me asking who it was?”

“Tay Jardine. If the public find out I am so dead. I don’t know what to do!” She buried her face in her hands and I rubbed her back gently.

“Why did you come to me?”

“Well, you were just an ordinary girl before you met Austin. I thought you’d understand what I’m going through.”

“I think your best bet is to talk to Alan. Since he and Gus hooked up they’ve debated about coming out to the public so he’s your best bet. Here he comes now.” I waved Alan over and he flopped into the sand with a grin on his handsome face.

“How’s it going J-dog?”

“I told you not to call me that.” She laughed and smacked Alan upside the head. He pulled her into a hug and I explained the situation to him.

“Do what feels right. Gus and I are coming out at the Golden Gods in a few weeks. It’s going to be scary as fuck but I love him and it’s what we need to do.”

“Tay and I have been going for nearly a year…” She confessed. I patted her shoulder before standing up and heading over to stand behind the camera woman as she recorded Austin.
“Just a couple more minutes and he’s all yours, hon.” She smiled and I nodded and sat back on the sand. I slipped my shoes of and rolled my jeans up. The scars were fading on my lower legs but I couldn’t help but traced the pale silvers.

“Are you alright, angel?” I looked up into a smiling face.

“Perfectly fine. When do you want to get married?” I asked.

“You know I want to get married as soon as possible.” He crouched on the sand in front of me and I reached out to trace the words on his hands. Live was written on his left hand and Love was on his right.

“Wednesday.”

“What about it?”

I didn’t say anything and watched as realization pooled in the dark depths of his eyes. He squeezed me and I fell into his embrace. I wasn’t sure why I was agreeing to marry him so soon but I wasn’t going to overthink it.

“I need to call everyone.” He grinned at me before sitting on the sand.

“I don’t want a big wedding.”

“I know. They’ll be my family, your family, the band, and a few other bands if that is okay with you.”

“I just don’t want people I don’t know there.”

“That’s fine.”

“Then you can sort everything and I’ll just get my dress.” I wanted to put him under pressure but he seemed to revel in the idea of planning our whole wedding.

“Three days from now you’ll be Mrs Carlile.”

Notes

Titled Cred: My Chemical Romance

Ahh, so I'm probably nearly done with this story unless people want me to keep going? I'm not sure what else to do so send me messages telling me what to do please!