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If You Were A Movie, This Would Be Your Soundtrack

:Scene Twenty-Six:

For that moment, I was drowning in love. It was beautiful and something I never wanted to let go of. Andy made me feel loved. He made me feel worthy, happy, just simply loved.

I was on Cloud 9 if you may say. The only problem? The after math.

I had slept with my best friend. I used him. I was selfish and I probably screwed up one of the tightest friendships I had.

So as I lay tangled in his arms, I panic. What the hell did we do? what the hell did I do? What am I going to do? Sure, I love Andy, but I don’t think it’ll ever be in that way.

Not as bad as I did when I fell for Kellin or when I found out I was pregnant.

Sure, I didn’t exactly relish the idea of being pregnant, of having to give up my band and the touring life to raise a screaming kid.

But I was happy. I was so happy. The thought of being a mother made my heart leap and brought a smile on my face.

Especially when I saw how happy Kellin was. We were going to raise a family.

And because of me, we were stripped of that joy.

“What did I do?” I whined to myself as I sat up and quietly untangled myself from his embrace.

I quietly grabbed my clothes and slipped them all back on before sneaking down the stairs and out the house.

I ran. I ran for my life. I don’t know where I plan on going, but it had to be away from Andy. Away from his house. I needed to get away!

I can’t do this anymore. I lost my baby. I lost my relationship. I lost my sanity.

There's no point of living if the only thing I do is destroy everything I love.


So, it's super short, I know -_- but at least we finally got inside that little complicated head of hers.



This might sound bleh for me to say, but either way she should end up with Kellin, and Kellin should change. That's what I think :o This is probably one of the best fanfics I have ever read~

oh my god the drama. i love it!!! :))