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A Secret Love- Chris motionless and Ricky Horror slash

Chapter 3- Your sythetic love is all that I think about

"It's eleven in the morning Ryan, and your drinking?" Chris huffed, crossing his arms and turning away from Ryan in defeat. He always got irritated when we drank or smoked too much. It wasn't as if he stopped us, he just got a bit agitated. It made you feel like you were getting high in front of your parents- who would tell you that it was your decision, but still give you an expression of disappointment. I was pretty sure it annoyed the hell out a couple of people, but we all knew it was because he actually cared about us. We all knew that we would feel a little empty inside without having someone there to keep us in check.

"We haven't got a show today man," Ryan said smoothly, taking another swig. "On this bus there's no day or night, so it doesn't matter what time I chill."

"So that's what your doing?" Chris rose his eyebrow.

"Yep, jizz chillin."

Balz suddenly cracked up with laughter and high-fived Ryan. Chris just shook his head and grabbed Ryan's beer, taking a huge gulp.

"Dude man, why?!" Ryan gasped, stretching futilely to retrieve his beverage. Chris held it high above his head.

"If anyone needs to chill, it's me- not you. I paid for these, so get your own if you want it so bad," Chris told him grumpily. I could tell he was in one of his rare foul moods. He was probably in the middle of writing a song. I knew from experience that his creative persona was grouchy. To make angry music, you had to be angry. To be writing so early in the morning though...

I turned around in my bunk and sighed. I hated waking up to shouting in the morning. It wasn't cool. Reaching for my phone next to my head, I checked the time.

"Crap! Why didn't you guys wake me?!" I gasped. It was already eleven and I was supposed to do my driving shift at seven.

"Don't worry Road Kill, Chris saved you. He said he needed to clear his head anyway, so he volunteered to fill in your slot. You're one lucky bastard," Balz told me, and turned back to Ryan who was drinking naked juice. The naked juice that belonged to Chris. Oh dear, sometimes the petty fights Chris and Ryan got into were just so immature it was almost funny.

I flicked through my phone and saw new messages, mostly from Chris. What on earth?

I opened the first: "I want to hurt you, I don't deserve you."

The second: "Unlace your body, I want total control."

The third: "Like maggots from the host, you drain, I decompose"

The fourth: "Submit."

And the last message had a smiley face along with the word "Lyrics..."

I smiled because I was right. Chris was writing. I hopped off my bunk and went into the living room where he was sitting at the computer; geared up with chunky headphones and strumming away on his guitar. Even though we had both purchased the exact same guitar, I could tell it was his because mine had two dents on it's side. Chris kept his in pristine condition.

He didn't notice me walk in so I just watched him lazily for a while, still trying to wake myself up. A yawn emerged from me and I rubbed my eyes tiredly. Through my lazy haze I could see Chris removing his headphones and looking up at me. I scooted to his side and sat close to him on the long seat. My morning grumpiness obliterated completely when he draped his arm around my shoulders.

"Morning babe. Had nice dreams?" He asked me, his tone laced with the typical flirtatious hint he had when he was joking around and teasing me. Although this time things were different. This time he knew full well what kind of effect he had on me.

"Maybe I did," I smiled, looking up into his eyes. I caught a glimpse of his now slightly more serious expression.

"What is it?" I asked. He held my gaze skillfully. The way he was able to control what I did with just one look scared me, but I had always admired that about him; that confident and assertive spark in his eyes. Nevertheless, it made me feel so small.

He leaned into me, his hand softly guiding my back so that I was pressed up against him. I instantly felt myself blush.

"Not in here..." I whispered, quickly eyeing the thin curtain that was the only thing that separated us from Ryan and Josh. And who knew if Angelo and Devin were lurking around nearby.

Chris shook his head, smiling in the most adorable way- like he thought what I had to say was funny. To my surprise, he continued to lean me up into him to greet his waiting lips. Again I could feel all my wild defensive instincts threaten to ruin a moment I had spent literally all night dreaming about.

"I...um..haven't brushed my teeth yet," I told him. I've always had a way with words.

"It doesn't matter," Chris said, softly. My heart melted. He was being so gentle with me it was like he thought I was going to either run away from him at any second, or shatter like broken glass. This man, he was so perfect. I felt like I was dreaming. To be honest I probably was.

I stopped protesting and when he finally met my lips, explosions set off in my chest. This moment was a moment I felt like I could replay again and again in my day dreams and still smile about. I reached under his arms, wrapping mine around his waist loosely. The kiss was simply a light kiss to the lips, but still it made me feel for the first time like we well and truly belonged together.

I hugged him when we came apart, pressing my face against his shirt. I really love hugging Chris; he always squeezed you back in a way that seemed to amplify your own feelings for him. He gave the best hugs.

"Don't get too cosy there, I can't afford to have you falling asleep on me. Besides, listen to what I just tracked for our cover on the black album. What do you think?"

I reluctantly pulled away from him and reached out for the headphones he was passing to me. Back to work on our day off while the rest of the band got to hang out. Typical.

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Notes

A.N: Short I know guys. The next chapter will be longer ;)

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