Don't let go - time will heal
Another you
I didn't sleep at all this night because my thoughts were driving me insane.
How could Tobi speak to me like that... He never was much of a loving person, but he always showed me his respect. Only in some moments he forgot who he truly was and left his anger go... on me. Sometimes through his words and sometimes through his fists.
Both ones would be up to me today. But thats okay.
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As I shut the door of my room I started to cry. After he beat me up in his car, he broke up with me.
I thought he loved me.
He said that he would deserve better than me. Which is true. I'm just a piece of shit.
I crawled into my bed and took out my razor. I placed it in position and made a deep cut.
It was the only thing that could calm me right now. I just focused on the blood that was running down my wrist.
After an eternity that just felt like it were seconds I realised that I have to stop. My whole left forearm was filled with deep cuts. I just sat there, shaking, looking into the nothing.
In that second my phone rang.
"Hello?"
"Hi, Jane. Here's Austin. I was wondering if you would like to hang out a little."
