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The Last Snow: A Mother's Love

Who's The Dominant?

“Good morning, Bella.” I whispered, as she slowly but surely started to wake up.

“I brought you some breakfast that will hopefully help you wake up and get rid of any possible hangover you might have.” I told her.

“Thanks.” She cooed, pushing up the blankets back and sitting up.

I set the tray down on her desk, and took a seat on the edge of the bed.

Bella slipped out of bed and went over to the desk.

“Oh goodness, you really outdid yourself.” Bella said, looking at all of the food I had brought up for her.

I had made her a protein shake, a cup of ginseng tea,a bowl of oatmeal, a spinach omelette, and brought up a bunch of fruit, and a bottle of coconut water.

Yes, it seemed like it was a bit much, but I wanted to make her happy and hopefully have one of those options really strike her fancy.

“How are you feeling?” I asked her.

“I don’t know, hangover wise I’m doing pretty fine, life wise...still figuring things out.” She sighed.

“You know there’s no shame in not being completely sure of what you want yet. I’d actually be worried if you told me you knew exactly what you wanted. It would just mean you were rushing into things without really thinking about it.” I explained to her.

She sat quiet for a few minutes, and slowly started to poke at her food.

“Yeah, I don’t really have a comeback that would challenge what you just said.” She said, almost a little defeated.

“That’s one way to tell me I’m right.” I joked with her.

A quick smile popped onto her face, but she was quick to suppress it.

“So, where’s everyone else?” Bella wondred.

“All of those who could and did drink last night are most likely still asleep. As for everyone else, I’m going to assume they’re probably just working on whatever.” I told her.

“What does that leave the two of us up to, today? She asked.

“First thing’s first, you have to actually eat something. You can’t go off of booze from last night. Secondly, I’ll have you get dressed...and from there I’m still figuring out what exactly my plan is for you today.” I told her.

“Are you going to join me?” Bella wondered, pushing some of the food towards me.

“Only if you want me to.” I said.

“I thought we agreed I don’t know what I want.” Bella chuckled.

“You’re joking with me, so that means you don’t necessarily want my blood at the moment.” I laughed, taking a seat across from her.

“Not yet, unless there’s someone else that quit a band to keep me company that you didn’t tell me about last night.” Bella stated.

Oh shit.

“Keep your cool with me Bella...there is one more.” I admitted to her.

“Oh, fuck me.” She groaned.

“I’m planning on it.” I chuckled.

I looked up and saw her giving me a death glare.

“My apologies, that wasn’t the time for that.” I apologized.

“Just to give you a fair warning, if it’s TJ, I’m going to have to kill you.” She told me, very matter of factly.

“Well it’s a good thing it’s not TJ.” I said.

“Thank goodness.” She sighed.

“So then who is it?” She asked.

“Hmm...I’m thinking I might keep that from you until tonight. It’ll be an incentive to be a good girl.” I told her.

“Wait a second, wasn’t one of your speeches that I’m supposed to be good just for the sake of pleasing you, or whatever.” She grumbled.

“Yes, said a bit more positively, but yes.” I said.

“What I’m saying is that it would great if you just told me who it was.” She stated.

“Well right now I’m telling you that you have to wait until tonight. Just behave, and you’ll be fine.” I assured her.

“Fine. Also, thanks for breakfast.” Bella whispered.

“You’re welcome. Now let’s go get you dressed.” I cheered, hopping up and making my way over to her closet.

“You know I’m capable of picking out my outfits, right?” She asked.

“Hey, who’s the dominant here?” I questioned her.

“I’d say we’re both pretty headstrong in that regard.” She giggled.

“That’s not what I asked.” I said.

“That’s what I answered.” She said rather cheekily.

It was obvious now that she was trying to test me a bit. Why she did this sometimes and not others, I would never know.

Bella was getting dangerously near the point where I was going to stop just letting it go, and start toying with some different punishment ideas.

I suppose I should clarify, we weren’t excited for her to slip up and break a rule. We weren’t exactly saddened by the idea of being able to toss her over our knees and turn that ass of hers red.

“Don’t test me, dear. You won’t win, I promise you.” I cautioned her.

“You know I’ve won before.” She cooed.

Yup, now she was just getting cocky. A little too cocky for my liking.

“Ok. Now go get dressed.” I instructed her, quickly changing the subject.

I walked over to the right side of the room where I was only a few feet away from the bed, and in between Bella and the closet.

“Thank you.” She whispered, getting up and walking to the closet.

Right as she stepped in between me and the bed, I quickly gripped her hair and pushed her down into the bed.

I kept one hand in her hair, as I quickly gave her one harsh spank.

“Ow!” She squeaked out.

“Let’s try this again. Who’s the dominant, who owns who?” I growled.

“You.” She whispered.

“Do you want another one?” I asked.

“You, Sir.” She corrected herself.

“Good. Thank you.” I said, letting her up.

“What was that for?” She grumbled.

“That little love tap was to remind you to watch your attitude around me, and all of us for that fact. You were just getting a little too…..you were testing me.” I explained.

“Sorry.” She whispered.

“It’s ok, cutie. I know you were just being you, but just know to turn it down a little bit, and throw in a ‘Sir’ here and there.” I chuckled, heading now finally to her closet.

“Deal.” She agreed.

As I rummaged through her closet and drawers I started throwing a few options for her to look at on the bed. I’d decided that the best thing to do today was to go down in the basement and open everything up to her - show her the things that harbored her biggest fears about us.

I turned around to see what she was up to as she was awfully quiet. Peeking my head out, I saw Bella in front of the full length mirror. She was lifting up her nightgown and peeking behind her in the mirror to see the impressive pink hand print now on her butt.

I laid out 5 outfits for her to choose from, and then tried to get her attention.

“Are you admiring my work?” I asked, letting out a laugh.

“I’m trying to figure out how the hell you managed to do that in one whack.” She mused.

“As much as I’d love for you to think that it was some crazy cool technique I studied and practice, but it was honestly just luck.” I admitted.

“Can we also admit it might not have been a love tap?” She chuckled.

“I suppose we could. Just as long as you know it wasn’t anywhere near full force.” I said.

“Trust me, I know.” Bella stated.

“Good, now pick out which outfit you want to wear for the day. It’s just going to be me and you for the day, if that sways your decision at all.” I told her.

She picked out the black leather skirt, lace tights and a black t-shirt that had lace exposing her cleavage.

It was in all honesty the least revealing outfit out of all the other ones I had picked out.

I turned my back as she changed into the outfit, just to give her a tiny sense of some privacy.

“Alright, what’s next?” She asked.

“Follow me,” I instructed, exiting her room and quietly making my way down to the basement.

“All I’ll say is that I’m going to show you everything we’ve got in here. I’m not going to make you do anything, unless you decide that you’d like to. Ask questions...I want you to get a clear understanding of everything.” I told her.

“Alright.” She said.

“Good girl, now kneel.” I commanded her.

Bella hesitated for a few seconds, nervously fidgeting with her skirt and avoiding direct eye contact with me.

About 2 minutes passed, and thankfully she then slid to the ground and got into position. I pulled my set of keys out, unlocked the door and slipped inside, trying to avoid giving her a sneak peek. I flipped the lights on, and went to quickly make sure that everything was in place, and quickly close the room divider. I’d leave the more intense things such as the whips, paddles, canes, etc. for later on in the day. The one thing I wish I was able to hide would be the cage, that was the one item I would completely understand any anger coming from her.

Thankfully it was just short enough to fit under the raised bed on the far side of the room, so I slipped it under there and hoped that she would not take notice of that.

Once I was assured that everything looked fine, I opened up the main door to where Bella was still kneeling, and it was obvious she hadn’t moved an inch.

“Come on in.” I whispered, holding the door open for her.

She quickly got to her feet, and walked into the room.

I shut the door, and just let her take in everything. Bella was completely frozen where she was, the only sign that I could see that told me she was okay was being able to see her breathe.

“Wow, this brings up old memories.” She finally said.

Bell walked around the room, touching everything, and watching her eyes, it was almost as if she was getting flashbacks from each object. I knew the memories she was referring to weren’t exactly fond ones.

“We know we fucked up back then, Bella. I never wanted you to fear us, and I think that’s what we fell into when we realized just how strong you are. There were times though where I saw you smile, and I could tell you were dare I say happy….that’s what I want to get back to. I want you to be able to forget the shit storm we left behind in our old house ok? I’m sorry for the past, so please let me make the future up to you.” I pleaded to her.

Bella said nothing, she just walked right up to me, and I was bracing myself for a punch or something along the lines of that.

What she actually did blew my mind.

Bella wrapped her arms around my waist and hugged me tight. She pressed her face into my shirt and she instantly started sobbing.

“Oh dear, don’t cry, love. Don’t cry.” I cooed, wrapping my arms back around her.

She continued to cry into my shirt, and I gently rubbed her back.

“I didn’t mean to say anything to upset you, Bells.” I said, feeling absolutely horrible that she now was uncontrollably sobbing.

Bella kept crying and crying, until I finally took a step back, kneeled down in front of her and tried to get her to look at me.

“Sweetheart, talk to me.” I begged her, pulling her hands away from her face and keeping them in mine.

“I’m fine.” She sniffled, after another minute or two.

She pulled her hands from mine, and gently wiped the tears running down her cheeks.

“No you’re not, Bella.” I whispered.

“Was it something that I said that upset you?” I asked once again.

“A little bit, but not really.” She finally told me, sniffling a tiny bit.

“I didn’t mean to make you cry, love.” I cooed, grabbing a few tissues from across the room.

“Thanks.” She whispered.

“Of course.” I replied, as she collected herself.

Bella took the next few minutes to just sit down on the floor, and calming herself down.

“Sorry about that.” She sighed.

“No, no, no. Don’t apologize for being upset, that’s crazy talk.” I said.

“I was just thinking about a lot of things at once. About things that happened back at that old house, both bad and good. I’m still just trying to process everything, and come to terms with somethings.” She explained.

“Can I ask what some of those things may be, to see if I can help?” I questioned her.

“Um……..it may or may not have to do with the whole...you know….um….dynamic.” She muttered under her breath, that trade mark blush rising to her cheeks.

“Ahhh, I see what you’re getting at. Now here’s the million dollar question. Do you like the dynamic?” I asked cautiously, not wanting to make her cry again.

“I think you have to show me all parts involved in the dynamic before I make an informed decision.” She stated.

“I knew you were a smart girl.” I complimented her.

“You give me too much credit.” She replied.

“No, I don’t give you enough.”

“To get back to a serious topic though Bella, if you ever need a shoulder to cry on again...I’m here for you. I know you were thinking about more than what went on at the old house, but I’m not going to have either one of us get into that right now. I just want you to know I’m here for you, just as much as I know Tyler is for you. I don’t want you to be afraid of me.” I told her.

I was relieved to see her smile back up at me softly.

“I might have to take you up on that offer. For now though...weren’t you going to take me on a tour?” She said.

I nodded my head and smiled, happy to now see her back to her pretty normal self, and out of that little crying funk.

“I was, thanks for keeping me on track.” I cheered.

“No, thank you.” She stated, coming closer to me and giving me one quick tiny hug.

As she went to pull away, I pulled her back in to me.

“You know, sometimes I need this as much as you do.” I whispered in her ear.

“I’m an easier shoulder to cry on- my short height and all.” She playfully responded.

“True true, now come on! There’s a lot to see.” I exclaimed.

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3 Hour Later -

“Oh my goodness.” Bella exclaimed, pulling open the top drawer that contained a couple neat rows of sex toys.

“I’m sure you already know what those are used for.” I chuckled.

“Wow, that’s um…….a lot of them.” She said.

“You haven’t seen anything yet- all of those drawers below that one contain strictly toys as well. Then there’s also a duplicate of every toy except for one in the other part of the basement.” I replied.

“Does that not seem excessive?” She wondered.

“It’s actually scaled back from what we originally had planned.” I admitted.

“Alrighty then. Oh, and do I dare ask why there’s only one that you have just one of?” Bella softly asked me.

“I think showing you might be easier.” I stated, going into the drawer below the one she had opened.

I pulled out the black and gold magic wand vibrator, and watched her cheeks go from a rosy pink to a deep red.

“Where did you get that?” Bella gasped, snatching it out of my hands.

“Tyler found it in your bedroom on accident when he was with you for Christmas. He figured it was obviously something you liked, and got good use of.” I said, trying to hide the sly smile that kept trying to sneak onto my lips.

“I never even used it, I bought it and realized how stupid that was.” She lied to me.

“You know I know you’re lying about that, right?” I chuckled.

“You can’t just assume that I’m lying because of my body language.” She grumbled.

“I hate to go there...but Tyler might have...heard you, to put it nicely.” I whispered.

“Oh, fuck.” She groaned.

“Yeah, he told me that’s what you said.” I teased her.

She shot me a death glare.

“Why in the hell did he tell you that?” She asked me.

“Well, most of us were convinced that the two of you had sex when you were together, and when he just told us you hadn’t, no one believed him. That’s when this beauty came up.” I explained, pointing to the toy in her hand.

Bella put the wand back in the drawer and slammed it shut.

“Well I don’t think we could have found a more awkward spot to end this part of the room with.” She sighed.

“Before we move on to the next room...is there anything you wanted to experiment with in this room, or have me demonstrate anything?” I asked her.

“No, Sir.” She said, trying to get the words out as fast as possible.

“That’s my girl.” I cooed, internally swooning over hearing her call me that after such a long time.

“Alright, let’s get this over with.” She huffed, walking to the room divider.

“Just keep an open mind okay, and let yourself explore before you make any decisions, ok? I said.

“Ok.” She promised.

“Good, now before we go in there I want you to understand that we take what goes on in that room more serious than anywhere else. That means behave, follow all rules, because if you dont, there will be sudden action in the way of punishment, ok?” I stated.

“Yes, Sir.” Bella answered me.

“Good girl, now follow me.” I commanded, opening up the door and walking into the second half (the punishment/ intense side of the basement).

Once she was in the room, I made sure to quickly lock the door, and slip my keys in a front pocket rather close to my junk. That was one sure fire way that Bella wouldn’t try and sneak it out.

“Holy shit.” She whispered, obviously in awe of what she was looking at.

“Tell me what you’re seeing, love.” I cooed, standing behind her and gently playing with her hair to create some form of small physical bonding.

“A lot of things that can hurt me.” She whispered, going over to the hook rack with all of our whips hanging there.

I stood back and let her run her hands through the whips, carefully feeling them, obviously curious.

“They can give you more that pain.” I told her.

“Hmm, so you tell me.” She muttered.

“You don’t believe that there’s pleasure in pain?” I asked her.

“I’m going to keep telling myself that I don’t. Anyways, isn’t it easier to get pleasure from pleasure?” Bella responded.

“Ah, that’s why Tyler found a vibrator, and not a paddle.” I laughed.

“Not funny.” She grumbled.

“My apologies. Do you really not like the idea of pain?” I asked sadly.

“All I’ll say is that pain isn’t exactly my # 1 fantasy.” She said.

“And what would that fantasy be?” I cooed, coming up behind her once again.

“I really don’t know, but I couldn’t imagine it involves this.” Bella told me, pulling down a cat o’ nine tails.

“I’d be more than happy to do a demonstration for you with those.” I smiled.

“That would be a no.” She quietly answered.

“Well then follow me, and we’ll see if we can’t find something you might actually like.” I told her, taking her hand and leading her to the other side of the room.

“Alright, we’ll start here. These are all of your different collars, there’s so many of them because just about every person has one collar specific to them. I think Blessthefall, Sleeping W/ Sirens, and All Time Low are the only bands that just have one collar for the entire band.” I explained.

“Oh, and there is one collar you will wear when you’re fully trained, but we won’t get to that for a while.” I finished.

“Oh goodie!” She exclaimed sarcastically.

“Glad you’re excited. Alright, now up next is one of my favorite things.” I said.

“What in the hell is that?” Bella asked, as I walked over to my fun little piece of furniture.

“A spanking bench, love. Would you like any further explanation?” I wondered.

“No, I get it.” She said.

“Good. Here are these duplicates of all those toys from the other room. The rack next to those then are a wide selection of paddles, canes, belts, oh and riding crops as well.” I showed her.

“Well, you can’t have a dungeon without a riding crop!” She exclaimed.

“Does that mean you want a course on them? This one really gets the blood flowing” I said, grabbing the black crop with the scarlet heart on the end.

I was hoping that Bella would say yes, but I knew the answer was no.

“No thanks.” She politely declined.

“It’s fine, little one.” I cooed.

I continued our tour through the room. I showed her the bed, and how we’d set it up so that we had a million and one ways to incorporate bondage and restraints to the bed. I took about an hour and a half after that to teach her more commands, and attempt to rein her in a little bit more. Thankfully, while I could tell she was pissed off at somethings, she was far more accepting then she had been at the old house.

“One last thing.” I stated.

“Oh, fuck. Here comes the cage, right?” Bella groaned.

“No! Wait, how did you know about that?” I asked her.

“I saw it about 3 hours ago. I wasn’t about to be the first one to mention it.” She whispered.

“Ok, yeah...I mean there’s no way for me to explain that in a nice way so let’s just agree to both not worry about that for a long, long time.” I assured her.

“Deal!” She exclaimed.

“Good, good, good. Alright, the last thing for today is kind of a collage of items. It’s all dealing with sensation deprivation which includes blindfolds, gags, candles, clamps, feathers, and even and different restraints made of metal, silk, or even rope.” I explained.

“Oh my...you’ve definitely given me a lot to take in.” Bella sighed, looking a little shaken up.

“Please tell me there’s something you’re willing to let me try on you.” I pleaded to her.

“Do I get brownie points if I do?” She asked.

“I mean, I’m not making you, but if you let me I think we’d all be pleasantly surprised.” I told her.

Bella went to the other side of the room, stood up against the wall, and was clearly thinking hard about something.

“Ok, here’s the deal. I’ll let you use a tiny bit of rope on me, but I don’t want you to spank me in anyway, or do anything sexual, ok? Just a teeny tiny bit of rope.” Bella huffed.

A grin flashed across my face, and I was as giddy as I had been in a very long time.

“You’ve got yourself a deal.” I cheered, directing her to sit down on the edge of the bed.

I all but ran to the bins of rope we had, and picked out a small bundle of a dark pink rope.

“Ah, ah, ah. Tomorrow, can you at least give me until tomorrow?” She asked.

“What in the world do you have tonight?” I wondered.

“I need to go have a few words with Tyler about taking people’s sex toys without their knowledge.” She chuckled.

I laughed.

“That’s fair.” I agreed.

“Good. I’ll see you tomorrow then. Same place and time?” She asked, now heading towards the door.

“Yes. Get a good night’s rest, ok?” I cautioned her.

“Yes, Sir.” Bella cheered.

“Oh, and before I forget...it’s Ghost who’s staying with you like DJ and Michael B.” I called to her.

“Hey, that’s not too bad at all.” She said.

With one last goodbye, she left the room and I started to tidy the two rooms backup a bit.

“Hey, sorry to bother you!” Bella stated, suddenly popping her head in the door once more.

“You could never bother me, sweetheart.” I told her.

“I just wanted to say thank you.” She said.

“Thank you for what?” I wondered.

“You know.” She smiled, and left the room as quick as she had the first time.

I smiled.

There was no no doubt in my mind that we would all be able to get the happy, life loving, optimistic Bella that we had all fallen in love with so long ago.

“I love you, Bells.” I cooed softly, hoping that somehow she’d hear it.

Notes

Oh Bella, is it tiring trying to hide your true emotions about these things?

Even if she is enthralled by their dynamic...will she be sucked into it?

Also, how are things outside of their little Colorado mansion?

What in the world could Chance and Taylor be up to, and what is the current belief about Bella's disappearance to the public?

Soon enough there will be a chapter explaining what's been going on in the world outside of their little Colorado bubble!

I hope you enjoyed this chapter, and as always thank you for reading!!!

Have a fabulous Wednesday :)

~ BlackVeilsinWhite


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