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A Life Worth Living

Mrs...?

I opened my eyes and was engulfed in white lights, plain walls, and masked faces.

“Mrs. Carlile, Are you feeling okay?” Wait, what? Mrs. Carlile? She couldn’t be talking to me. Austin and I aren’t married.. I felt a cold band wrapped around my innocent and fragile finger. It’s a beautiful white gold ring with a stunning pear cut diamond, vines cascaded down the band. I couldn’t take my eyes off of this gorgeous ring as I placed my hand on my stomach. It’s still flat.. Time passed by like watching an hour glass fill with sand. Time didn’t seem to pass at all.

“Mrs. Carlile, you were in an accident. You’re safe now and in the hospital. Do you remember the accident?” I couldn’t find my voice. It got lost in my thoughts. All I could manage was a small shake of my head.

“Would you like to see your husband?” The nurse asked as I nodded.

Austin walked in slowly, he looked exhausted. He hasn’t shaved and he has large dark circles under his eyes. But what I saw next astonished me. A beautiful baby girl sat wrapped in his arms. She couldn’t have been more than a year old. She looks just like Austin. She has deep brown eyes that look directly into your soul, she has his wonderful and bright smile, and his comforting presence. Austin walked over to me cautiously as if he wasn’t sure how I would act. The nurse must have told him that I didn’t remember the accident. The little girl started to look around the room and once her eyes gazed upon me, she smiled. I smiled back simply because her smile was contagious. Austin reached my hospital bed and sat door in the chair next to me.

“The doctor will be right in to talk to you Mrs. Carlile”. The nurse walked out of the room, leaving us to an odd silence. I had a feeling Austin wanted to wait until the doctor to drop anything.

“She looks just like you…” I was unsure of my words but it was too late to take them back.

“She has my eyes and my smile but, she has your spirit and your kind soul.”

She’s mine but how come I don’t remember anything? Why can I only remember the accident I had when I was pregnant? When did we get married and where? Did I stop photographing bands and designing tattoos? Was I a stay at home mom? What about Austin, is he still in a band? Over a year of my life is gone, why? I want to know my daughter, I want to remember the first moment I saw her after she was born.
I heard a knock on the door as the doctor came in. He asked the basic questions from how was I feeling to what was the last thing I can remember. I told him my concerns about my memory and how I don’t even know my daughter. Austin looked so hurt that I couldn’t remember a thing. The doctor told me not to be too worried and that memory loss is normal after a traumatic event. He also stated that I probably went back to the first accident because it was traumatizing and that my mind was trying to prepare me for whatever was coming next. He told me that I had been in the hospital for a couple of days but it’s safe for me to go home.

Notes

Short second chapter!

Comments

@xxHana_Crossroadsxx
Sounds good can't wait

ommfangirl ommfangirl
10/26/16

@ommfangirl
Yes!!!! I'm sorry I haven't updated! I've been having some writer's block and had a bunch of concerts pop up on me! I'll be updating soon!

@AlexaFromTheBandom
Thank you so much! I'm excited to keep working on it!

This a really good story so far. I can tell it will be one of my favorites.

Can we have more please

ommfangirl ommfangirl
8/3/16