Great Fun at Belmont High.

I woke up to an unfamiliar white room, but then I heard a familiar sound of a heart rate monitor which brought back some memories

FLASHBACK

“beep…beep…beep” all I heard when I woke up which really confused me. I then tried to sit up but it’s like my body wouldn’t let me so I looked around to see a very tired and asleep Billie in a chair next to me. There were bandages all over my arms and wires everywhere, that’s when I remembered what I did and how much I wanted it why was I still here?

Billie woke and saw me awake and immediately started crying.

“what the hell was going through your head Liv? Did you think about what you were doing? Did you think about the people around you at all?” tears were pouring from her eyes and it made me realise I’d fucked up not in 1 million years did I want to hurt Billie.

“I’m so s-sorry Billie I didn’t m-mean it I wasn’t thinking” I bawled out.

“I didn’t mean to yell okay Liv, I love you and you know this I know you didn’t mean it but you should know this you can always come to me. I know all about you and this isn’t you okay? Never leave me again I was so scared. Liv never again leave me; promise me you’ll never leave.” Billie sobbed out

“I promise, but you must promise you’ll never leave me”

“I promise you Liv, I will never leave”

END FLASHBACK

The thought sent me in pure panic, when I realised why I was in hospital. Tony was next to me asleep in the chair just like Billie was on that night. “Tony wake” I said reaching out and grabbing his shoulder, he woke up shocked and looked at me with a faint smile.

“your awake” he whispered

“yes I am where is Billie, is she okay?”

“Billie hasn’t woken up yet you’ve only been asleep for a couple of hours and your fine” Tony spoke up but I didn’t care about me at this moment.

“I don’t care about me what happened to Billie” I almost yelled

“Billie broke four of her ribs and also broke her thigh bone, she also has internal bleeding. she is also still not awake but she will be fine, i promise” I’m fine but Billie has all this done to her she doesn’t disserve this at all. I couldn’t help it but cry I just wanted to get up and see her but I couldn’t I was still in hospital bed.

After a few nurses came in they said I was fine to go I would just need to get plenty of sleep but I don’t think that would be happening any time soon with Billie in hospital. I went into the waiting room to see all of my friends Jaime, Mike, Alysha and Vic. With Tony by my side we went and sat down get sympathetic looks from everyone, Vic was a mess and I knew exactly how he felt.
Tony told me my Mom was flying home today, isn’t this a great Christmas. I felt bad for having everyone here on Christmas but who wouldn’t be here for Billie she is the best human I had ever met.

We had been sitting in the same waiting room for a good 4 hours and Billie’s parents were talking to the doctors about something and I was just here waiting for my best friend to wake up. Billie’s parents walked over to me and pulled me aside to talk they have been crying, oh god no this can’t be good.

“Liv we have some news, and it’s not good” Billie’s farther said to me trying not to cry.

“o-okay” I tried to get out without crying.

“w-well Billie has been put onto life support” and in this moment I just let go and cried “I’m sorry to say this sentence does not get a-any b-better. If s-she doesn’t wake u-up by tomorrow, we have to t-turn it o-off” my world was collapsing she was my everything I wouldn’t care if I was dying as long as I had her it would be fine, but this wasn’t fine what if I lose her?

Notes

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